crazy.little.stars

2008-02-15T18:11:00.000-08:00

i belong

02.14.08

my valentines day was really great. sobrang saya ko hindi ko alam kung bakit. natural lang naman na maging masaya na nga kapag nakikita mo ang special someone mo, panu pa kaya pag kasama mo buong magdamag on that special day? hmm.. mushy. :) may bingay ako sa kanya na hindi mabibili sa kung saan kapag araw ng mga puso, eto eh pinaghirapan talaga:) secret na lang iyon. lalo na kasabwat ko pa ang matatalik niyang kaibigan.haha:) kumain kami somewhere. sarap pero super nakakabusog. mas masarap pa din daw luto ko?? hahaha. you're joking me. woeh? hufy balentimes hulyo.:)

after nun pmunta kami kina dicky, annversary kasi ng parents niya tapos tinatawag naming siyang victory party niya. haha. sure win eh:) masaya, nakabuo kami ng guitar club (helena, july & den), lumamon ng cordon bleu with cheese sauce, morcon, baked mac, menudo, inuming rc, at leche flan. the best food! salamat javier family!

2008-02-09T23:31:00.000-08:00

starting my '08

sunday naman ngayon, at feeling ko wala naman pang gagawin, i will try to update my blog, dahil kung hindi nonsense, eh sadyang walang kwenta na talaga mga pinagsasasabi ko, o pareho lang yun?

January- February (not in order)

-nag prelims kami, hindi ka pa man nakakaget over sa christmas vacation, libro at sangkaterbang handouts na kagad ang kaharap namin. puyatan, nagffeeling na matatapos ang 60 plus pages para lang sa isang subject *ehem, TOP at Political dynamics*, nung solian naman ng papers, happy talaga ako sa results except for one, *curse you, TOP*... yung iba ngayon lang ako buong buhay ko nakakakuha ng ganoong mark, masaya talaga.

- campaign period. nafflatter ako dahil may mga kumukuha sa akin para maging officer ng behavioral science. but no. hindi dahil sa ayoko, hindi lang ako mahilig talaga sa politika, at baka kung mapaano ang grades ko if ever. sayang naman. inaamin kong mabilis maapektuhan ang grades kapag may innisip na iba. campaign manager ako ng partidong KASAMA (kabalikat at sandigang aabot sa matagumpay na adhikain), masaya lang kasi nakakatulong ako sa kanila, especially friends ko yung iba sa kumakandidato.

- AB week. masaya na hindi, na hindi gaano feel na AB week. oo naka shirt kami ng kung ano, pero that's it, let's go to class pa din. nalulungkot lang din ako kasi dapat kasama ako sa sportsfest, at ang iba sa amin, eh tinaggal dahil wala daw pondo? i think. aba, kahit tumbang preso lang yun, sayang din yun, ganitong namimiss ko ang pagtakbo. kasama din dapat kami sa street dance competition na inter-major, nagbackout na kami kasi 3 days before the compet lang sinabi kung kelan ang compet, napakagaling.

-training. kami ang first foup at masasabi kong okay naman, grbehan lang talaga sa puyatan, at kung nanganganak lang ang mga kalyo natin sa kamay, eh malamang lamang lang eh happy family na ang akin dahil sa magdamagang paggugupit ng props. masaya, though may something that makes it, uh...awkward? blah.blah.blah.

-training ng group nina july. wow. hanga ako sa samahan nila, super solid na tipong may instance na nakakainggit. naiyak nga ako nung hinug ko si stella dahil ang group nila ang aking mga lrt mates/super friends, apat na linggo kaming hindi umuuwi ng saby sabay. takte, nakakamiss silang lahat! magkasunod kasi kami ng group kaya ayun, busy. yeah! tapos na pareho!

-nagkita kami ng aking father.

- may inaaral ako nagyon *ooops, hanggang dito na lang*

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Ang mga statements na sasabihin ko sa ibaba ay naka address sa specific na tao. bahala na kayo mag assume, manghula, o kung ano pa man, basat ako, wala akong babanggitin na pangalan:

1. masama ang loob ko sa iyo. one time big time insulto ang ginawa mo sa akin. may mga oras na gusto kitang kausapin na ng normal, pero kapag nakikita kita o nakakausap, bumabalik sa akin ang mga foul mo na sinabi. siguro para sa iyo, it was a joke, but for me, it was a BIG insult. i'm not angry or anything, disapponited lang talaga ako sa iyo. don't worry, mawawala din 'to. hindi nga lang ngayon. kinakausap kita minsan hindi dahil sa pinaplastic kita, tintry ko kasi ibalik sana yung dati kong tingin sa iyo at kalimutan na lang ang nangyari.

2. sobrang busy na natin, pero salamat kasi hindi ka nakakalimot. ang dami ng nangyari sa atin. salamat kasi kahit na ang init ng ulo ko, may sakit ako, o sadyang trip ko lang mabad trip, naiintindihan mo ako. salamat,.

3. ikaw ang isa sa dahilan kaya pinagbubutihan ko ang pagaaral ko, malaki ang nagagawa mo sa akin, hindi mo man alam ang grades ko sa bawat test/quiz papers na sinosoli sa atin, i assure you, inspired ako kaya super okay ang grades ko.

4. thank you kasi kahit na lagi akong wala sa bahay, gabi na umuuwi, lagi mong pinapakita na proud ka sa any little achievements ko kapag nagtetext ako. ikaw ang pinaka dahilan sa lahat ng pagpupursige ko sa pagaaral.

5. isa ka din sa taong masama ang loob ko. merong iba sa iyo na talagang kumukulo ang mga dugo namin. exaj ba? totoo yun actually. bawasan mo sana ang pakikipag mataasan mo sa lahat ng tao in all aspects, life is not a competition you know. i love the person you are with right now dahil isa siya sa pinaka matalik kong kaibigan, kaya sana you'll be sensitive enough not to embarass him/her, kahit ikaw ang nagsasalita, naiiba minsan ang image ng taong lagi mong kasama. may nagawa ka din kasi sa akin na foul talaga at sa taong importante sa buhay ko. at sa mga kaibigan ko na malaki ang naging epekto. we are not your enemies, we are not here to compete with you, so i just think na it's time for you NOT to compete with us. huhupa din ako sa nararamdamang kong ito, but then again, not now.

6. namimiss ka na namin sobra. sana sa mga susunod na lakad ay makasama ka na namin. pasesnsya ka na sa usap natin dati na may nasabi ako sa iyo about someone. kilala mo ako, sensitive akong tao at ayokong may nasasabi sa aking foul nor sa mga kaibigan ko. ayun, sama ka na sa amin minsan:)

7. salamat sa iyo. kasi kahit hindi tayo magkasama sa iisang classroom, lagi kong nararamdaman ang spark ng ating friendship. woeh? spark. namiss ko ang ating moments together, kaya buti na lang eh wala kang susuotin sa lunes, nakaalis tuloy tayo ng biglaan, hehe.

8. sa inyo, wala kayong kakupas kupas. sa dami ng pinagdaanan nating mga issues eh we ended up together pa din. kahit na ang laki laki ng ating grupo.

9. sa inyo, grbe, walang moment na hindi tayo nagpapakabaliw. mga pa cute na mukha, kiss sa balikat, conyo talk, laughtrip, grbe, ang saya. salamat sa inyo talaga. kasi kahit hindi ako kasama sa inyo, parang basta, hindi ko na feel yun.:)

10. para sa isang taong never nawalan ng advices, walang sawang tumutulong sa kahit na sino, at pag dating sa mga plano ko, ikaw lagi ang kasabwat ko. dahil din sa iyo kaya mas naging confident ako, matured, and mas naging open minded. nakatulong talaga yung mga naturo mo sa akin.

11. life time partner ko siya. lagi kasi kami magkasunod, magka group, lahat. he/she knows almost everything, salamat sa mga advices at sa pagkalma sa akin pag nagagalit na talaga ako sa mga bagay bagay. haha.

12. thank you sayo kasi kahit na lagi tayo pinagtitinginana sa fx sa sobrang lakas natin humalakhak, eh hindi mo ako iniiwan. haha. salamat kasi naging mas close tayo ngayon.

13. wala akong AIDS.

meron ah, di ba 19 ka na?

salamat kasi tanggap mo kakornihan ko.

2008-01-19T20:48:00.000-08:00

WEIRD AKO PAKI BASA, NAKAKATAWA!

natatawa ako sa sarili ko nung kumain kami ni jen sa chambayan--- ang lugar ng puro siomai sa murang halaga... tinanong ko kasi kaya jen nung kasalukuyan tahimik kaming kumakain: "jen, ang boyoyong clowns ba isang group yun o isang tao lang yun??" sabi niya, " helena di ko alam, baka naman group yun" nagtaas ako ng boses, sabi ko eh panu mo naman nasabi eh malay mo yung boyoyong pangalan ng isang tao? eh di sana boyoyong and clown yun??" natahimik si jen at tumawa ng tumawa pagtapos. haha. ang weird ko ba? at natuklasan ko na ako'y mali... nag research ako in fairness... hahaha...

source: http://www.boyoyong.com/v3/index.php?m=aboutus#base

"the boyoyong clowns, the first filipino clown animated characters and the first proffesional values-oriented clown in the Philippines. Since the time BOYOYONG clowns were launched, they have performed in the parties, fiestas, school shows, Christmas celebration, and other special occasions for more than 500,000 Filipinos nationwide. They even had their own weekly TV show that lasted for three years that reached millions of Filipinos all over the country."

isa pang weird question. ewan bigla lang akong na curious. nasa lrt kami, tahimik na nakaupo, tinanong ko si jen uli: "jen! jen! nasaktan kaya si mama mary nung nanganak siya?" sabi niya: "helena, di ko alam (while giggling), sabi ko nalang, "malay mo, nabasa mo sa Bible, eh di ba naging contestant ka nung grade 7 sa Religion quiz bee??"

silence......

I'm so freakin' wierd, i warn you... hahaha...joke!

2008-01-05T01:48:00.000-08:00

happy new year

at dahil uso naman ang pagppost ng mga nangyre sa buhay last year, yata, magppost na din ako katulad ng ginawa ko last year. kahit na medyo madami kaming gagawin, ok lang, pang pampaalis ng stress kahit paano tong gagawin ko ng masiyahan naman ako. ok, dami ng sinasabi. go na.

January

hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ang araw na ito dahil ito ay ang buwan na sumali ako sa mr. and ms. AB. o dba? malayo layo din ang narating ko, hindi ko akalaing andoon ako dahil ni sa panagnip ko hindi pumasok na masasali ako sa isang pageant. masaya dahil ramdam ko ang suporta ng mga tao, ang mga taong maaga pumasok para gawan ako ng very colorful banner, ang mga taong minadali ang prof para makanood sila ng pageant, at ang mga hiyawang walang kapantay sa lakas talaga. thank you. this was a great experience for me, para magkaroon ng new friends, matutuong makihalubilo, more. tsaka maappreciate ang sarili ko. thank you talaga.

February

katulad ng sinabi ko sa sinulat ko entitled 28th of July (na unti lang ang nakakaalam), akala ko ang valentines ay para lang sa mga taong inlove, para sa kanila lang ang araw na iyon, at hindi ko akalain na sa month na ito ay mapapabilang na ako sa kanila. naramadaman ko ang 'spirit' ng valentines dahil sa naexperience ko. i felt special, really special. salamat.

sorry pala kaya nas kasi hindi ako nakaattend ng bday treat niya nung araw na iyon, ayaw mo yun, menos gastos. haha. joke.

March

ito yung nag punta kami sa loreland with my friends. parang first outing na onti lang kami pero masaya. naglaro, nagswimming, nag sort of 20 questions na may winner answers syempre, at total bonding sa kubo. may hindi din ako makakalimutan nito. "the talk".....

clearance day and enrollment day. supposedly manunuod ako ng mr. bean the movie nun. di natuloy, kaya naglibot kami ni bab sa robinson's metro east, the place to be. at tinawanan namin ang mala-pneumonia-ng winnie the pooh stuffed toy at mickey mouse dun. parang naalikabukan na may sakit na di mo maintindihan. nag jollibee din kami ni bab at nagkwentuhan hanggang sa mapudpod ang dila. salamat bab.

at dahil bakasyon, instant drayber ako ng nanay ko. may sweldo naman ako at free food. kaya medyo nakakaipon. yes. at araw araw ako nandoon sa bahay ng pinsan ko, nakikitambay habang hinhintay si mama.

April

drayber all the way. c'mon. pero kasama na din dito ang paglilibot namin sa iba't ibang malls kaya okay na din. ito ang buwan na sinurpresa namin si jen nung birthday niya. lusot na sana kami kaya lang nahalat nung nandoon na kami sa gate nila. ang nanay niya, sa sobrang kakatago, pati mga utensils eh sa banyo na hinuhugasan, at ang pagkain na pang handa ay nakatago sa garden. haha. masaya to. sobra.

Last week of April ay nagenroll ako sa NSSI sa may east ave. Training siya sa pagsasalita, confidence, at paano mag communicate sa mga tao. masaya to, andaming matututunan tsaka new friends of all age brackets. yung iba kasi mother na, yung iba single mom, yung iba ka age ko, mas bata, lahat. it was a different yet happy experience. kasi i also learned about their lives, interesting kasi iba ibang storya.

May

First week yung last week ko sa NSSI, malungkot pero ayos lang kasi constant communication naman. May 2 ang last, and it was my birthday. grbe, effort ang mga tao. super nagulat ako kasi surprise party (malamang) kaya nagulat. anyway, kala ko sio meg lang ang kasama ko magddinner. tapos, biglang andoon yung iba kong friends. most especially nagulat ako sa kanya kasi sabi niya inutusan siya ni mama niya na pumunta sa isang lugar para asikasuhin ang educational plan niya.

I got my first baby here, si buttercup, ang anak ko. at isang malaking box na punong puno ng mga items na nagrrepresent sa akin. may kasama ding mega effort card na may messages and explanations from my friends kung bakit yun yung item/s. at nakatanggap din ako ng favorite flavor ng cake, coffee crubmle. yummy. thank you july and tine sa effort. sobrang best birthday.

nung may 5 ay nagstarcity naman kami ng mga tao. masaya. puyat, tawanan ang mga kumakanta sa stage sa may baywalk, at maglakad ng napaka layo. masaya kasama mga gimik friends:)

June

Pasukan na. Medyo hindi good start, but eventually, naging good din. Warm up muna sa mga new professors. At simula pa lang ng june ay nagpplano na ako ng gift for him kahit last week of june pa ang birthday niya. gusto ko prepared para, wala, prepared at maayos. woeh. andoon ang scrapbook na kaming dalawa nalang ang may alam at yungibang kasama ko nagplano, pillow, at pinagawang donuts from cello's. happy birthday july:)

July

ito yung nagstart na ang SLE or structured learning experience. magcconduct ng own training, pero sinimulan syempre ng aming magaling na prof na si Sir Kliatchko. woohhhooo. masaya tong first SLE kasi puro activities tsaka this was the first time na may sinabi ako sa isang tao nung huli. nung una nga lang medyo may clash inside our circle, pero buti na lang at naayos na. hinding hindi pwede mawala ang isa sa kanila. thank god ok na lahat.

August

SLE pa din. ito yung planning na ng own SLE namin. pressure at nakakapagod kasi ang daming kailnganang gawin.

aside from that, ito na, nahirang na bagong ms. behavioral science, our very own aj cericos. wohoo. 3peat na ito. masaya and she was so pretty and all that. ito din yung nag 3peat din ang batch namain sa dance competition. yehey. sagaran ang practice dito, pero worth it naman.

masaya lang tong GA itself kasi my mom was there nung pinass ko na ang crown sa next ms. bes. ewan ko, she was crying when she saw me sa stage. sinabi niya sa akin na ang swerte niya daw sa akin. she was so thankful daw to have me. aw. haha.

September

Conducted our own SLE's. there were three groups, at lahat okay. sobrang nakakataba ng puso yung sinabi ni sir na ang mga ginawa namin ay beyond his expectations. sobrang galing na prof niya kasi kaya nagawa namin lahat yun. hehe.

1 year na ang nakakaraan nung nagsubic kami. ayan, bringing back the memories that month, lahat ng mga pagod ng officers, mga putikang dinaanan namin sa bundok, ang suot ni sir na parang hospital dress na apple green ang kulay, ang mga taong natulog sa shore dahil wala ng natulugan, ang tropa namin na pinapak ng lamok dahil sa kubo kami natulog, lahat. isa sa outing ng bes. educational kuno ngunit hindi. haha.

October

finals na. babay professors. except for one na makikita namin sa second sem. oh noo. ok naman ang finals, i think. pero nanghhinayang kasi hindi ako umabot. peste. cge try pa. hehe.

nagvacation kami ng nanay ko sa cagayan de oro, bukidnon, camiguin, at iligan. just view my previous entry. haba nun eh. hehe. masaya talaga.

clearance, enrollment uli. hala, ubusan ng boses kakadaldal. hay, fun times:)

tenen, ang mga professors ay bago sa aming paningin lahat, nakakatakot kasi si mam ellar lang ang kilala namin, the rest, wala talaga kaming clue. so far, ok naman except for one. kailangan ng matuto magbasa ng mahaba, dahil pag hindi, bokya ang abot.

November

ito yung buwan na bigla akong naging sakitin, ayun, tinamaan ako ng uti. hehe. natawa pa eh noh. ilang linggo din akong ginagamot. nung magaling na, bawal na ako sa lahat ng maalat, softdrinks, at pancit canton. aw. kawawa naman ako. i am deprived. kaya tumatakas na lang ako ng konti minsan. bad girl.

nakamiss ako ng quiz sa poldy dahil dun kaya ngayon pinagiisipan kong mabuti kung paano makakahabol. sana kayanin.

nagpplan na din ako ng christmas gift for him.

December

plan. plan. plan. and it was all worth it:) nalagpasan ko ang isang challenge, na natatakot talaga akong gawin. hehe. willing to risk. yehey.

natatawa ako kasi ito yung month sinabihan akong palengke queen ng prof namin. haha. lagi niya kasi akong naabutang tumatawa at dumadaldal. sabi pa niya ipapapulis daw niya ako, sabi ko isasama ko siya. bastos eh noh. haha. happy new year mam.

SENSITIVITY TRAINING!!!!

gumawa kami ng thesis paper kuno kina sheila na nauwi sa pagpapaputok na lang. mas masaya pa. joke.

christmas party sa mother side, nanood ng gig ng AB chorale sa moa, global fun, christmas messages= SAYA!

eve of new year, hindi kami nagpaputok. aw. kumain, kwentuhan for a while then tulog na uli. wow!

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happy 2008 sa lahat! sana maging okay ang taon na ito, o di kaya's gawin nating okay para mas masaya.

resolution ko? wala. sa akin kasi hindi lang new year ang time ng pagbabago, any time of the year pwede. eh since nung sembreak pinromise ko sa sarili ko na mas magiging open minded na ako, mas magaaral pa, at mas iintindihin ang lahat ng bagay...so far, nagagawa ko naman. iccontinue na lang siguro, more.

2007-12-21T03:33:00.000-08:00

happy. very happy.

before ko sabihin ang ikina happy ng entry ko, segue muna. ang dami dami ng nangyreng mga bagay sa school. halos hindi na kami makatingin sa salamin sa sobrang kabusy-han, though it was all worth it. so far lahat naman ay nagawa namin, at sadyang sineswerte dahil dalawang beses kami walang poldy ang subject na nananakot sa dami ng babasahin. eh sa tuwing magkakagulo ang recto o di kaya'y may mangyyre sa pilipinas, poldy ang natatamaan. sa ngayon swerete pa, ewan ko na lang sa pasukan, dahi, naka miss ako ng quiz sa kanya dahil sa pag absent ko. aw.

gaya nga ng nasabi ko kanina, happy. happy in the sense na naooverwhelm ako sa nangyare nung december 19. i was thinking of a gift for him na kakaiba, ayoko kasi ng materyal as much as possible. madalas kasi routine na natin ang mga ito. anyway, november pa lang eh nagiisip na ako (define excited), at nangunchaba na ako ng mga tao para sa preparation. to make the long story short, 1st gift ko sa kanya, syempre materyal muna, pahapyaw ba. pen na may naka engrave na 'someone like you' by ateneo glee club ba iyon. tapos sa pinaka harap pinrint ko yung lyrics at yun ay nag serve as design of the cover. ito ang nakalagay:

SOMEONE LIKE YOU

I peer through windows

Watch life go by

Dream of tomorrow and wonder why

The past is holding me

Keeping life at bay

I wonder lost in yesterday

Wanting to fly, but scared to try

Chorus:

But if someone like you

Found someone like me

Then suddenly

Nothing would ever be the same

My heart would take wing

And I’d feel so alive

If someone like you found me

So many secrets

I long to share

All I have needed

Is someone there

To help me see a world

I’ve never seen before

A love to open every door

To set me free

So I can soar

If someone like you

Found someone like me

Then suddenly nothing would ever be the same

There be a new way to live

A new life to love

If someone like you found me
Oh if someone like you found someone like me

Then suddenly nothing would ever be the same

My heart would take wing

And I’d feel so alive

If someone like you

Loved me

i chose that song kasi una, gusto niya yung kantang iyan. pangalawa, the lyrics says it all. seryoso. 2 weeks before 'the day', nilista ko na ang mga dapat bilhin. nagplano kung ano ang gagawin ko and all and pano ko ippresent. december 18, nagtungo ako sa sm san lazaro kasma ang iba kong classmates upang mamili ng mga kinkailangan. medyo haggard na talaga kasi ang bigat tapos commute pa and all. natatawa pa ako kasi that day, sinamahan pa nya ako sa bahay nina ian para iwan ang binili para sa xmas party and yung mga gagamitin ko. tinatanong niya yung laman ng plastic. deadma. haha.

christmas party: masaya ng party namin kasi talagang game lahat. puro mga kalaswaan ang laro (joke). bongga ang prizes at syempre, masasarap ang mga pagkain. bawat tropa ay may assigned na dadalin. ang gaganda din ng gift na natanggap ko. ang naiyak talaga ako ay yung sa jacket. may nakita kasi akong jacket nun, 1800, mahal. musta naman. cute yung na pastel colors and all. nung natanggap ko yung jacket, it was similar dun sa gusto ko. seryoso. grbe. naiyak talaga ako. di ko alam panu niya naramdamang iyon ang gusto ko. salamat talaga hulyo!

after party: nagmadali ako kasama ang mga kasabwat ko na pumunta kina ian. this is it. kinakabahan na ako dahil hindi talaga ako marunong nito, siguro konti pero hindi talaga. di na ako nagsayang ng oras at nagluto na ako. ang menu, tuna chicken pasta at banana crepe with chocolate syrup and ice cream on top. o dba sosyal? haha. vocal instructions lang ang binigay sa akin, walang gagalaw ng mga gamit at hahawak kundi ako lang. knakabahan talaga ako kasi marunong siya magluto. challenge ito. naging smooth sailing naman ang lahat. buti may dala akong sasakyan at hindi nalamog ang pagkain.

kinakabahan na ako kasi malapit na sa school tapos traffic pa, nakakastress. di ko alam kung bakit din ako kinakabahan pero kasi siguro 1st time ko gagawin ang ganito. sa quad namin nlagay ang pagkain, tinakluban ko muna ng kumot tapos pinasundo ko siya sa field. pagdating niya, this is it. binigay ko na ang pen at sinunod ko na ang niluto ko. di ko na iddetalye. sa amin na lang iyon.

ang masasabi ko lang na it was all worth it. masaya yung makitang masaya siya sa ginawa ko at nappreciate niya talaga. nakakawala ng pagod, basta di ko maexplain yung saya:) salamat sobra for making it all worth it!

2007-12-21T02:52:00.000-08:00

sensitivity training december 14-16

this is the best activity this third year. hindi ako talaga excited sa acitivities nung una,excited ako kasi makakasama namin ang mga tao for three days. nung una, medyo nagkaaberya dahil sa mga concerns ng ibang tao, buti naman ay naayos kaagad, kasi kung ano man yung concerns, the facilitators and or martials should not be blamed. period.

sa isang araw, ang dami namin activities na ginagawa. related sa family, friends, self. kaya nakakarelate. ang pinaka painful sa aking activity ay yung you have to choose a partner and tell something about first of all, your father. kumportable ako sa partner ko, though hindi ako ,kumportableng pagusapan. pero eventually na pa share na din ako. para mailabas ko na din siguro. buti nalang eh nakakatwa pa din kami. he made the activity kinda light kaya it was easy for me to share more. sa amin nalang yung mga napagusapan.

ang pinaka hindi ko akalaing magagawa ko ay ang larong strip-tease. may groupings iyon, may bibigay silang situation at magbibigay sila ng kinkailangang money kuno. lahat ng suot namin may katumbas na price. example, accessories- P100, top- 500, underwear- 7000, blanket- 10000, etc. hay jusko, nag all the way kami, wala talagang suot. mga nakatago lang lahat sa kumot, skin-to-skin. at ako nasa ilalim ng lamesa nakataklob ng table cloth. omg. di ko akalain talaga. ang nasa isip ko pa, hanggang 'ganito lang' na tanggal, but no. kailangan na. pero wala, talo din pero okay lang. experience. natatawa lang ako kasi akala ko sa asawa ko lang ako unang makakagawa ng ganon, hindi pala. haha. hindi naman para magkaroon ng malisya ang larong iyon. para din malaman namin ang limitations namin, kung ano ang kaya mong ibigay sa sarili mo at para maisip din namin ang kapakanan ng iba, hindi yung pipilitin mo sila for the sake of winning. :)

ang pinaka na enjoy ko ay yung amazing race, matagal ko na talaga gusto maglaro ng ganon. this is it. natupad na. mahirap kasi may sakit ako nun, pero go pa din kahit ayaw ako paglaruin ng facis. kahit may hika, hala, go pa din! ang saya. we were running all over the place (sitio lucia resort, sta. maria bulacan).kakaibang experience talaga. sana maulit.

ang dami kong natutunan. feeling ko mas nagmature pa ako. iyon naman ang importante eh. yung matuto, hindi yung magpasarap lang. salamat sa facis, martials, profs, 3bes2 and 3bes1 na nagpasaya sa buong sensitivity training. kudos to us! tsaka pala dun sa mga roomates ko, shiela, rachel, faye and stella. ur the best!!! walang tulugan!!

pictures to be posted soon.

2007-11-29T06:15:00.000-08:00

at dahil sobra kaming nag celebrate na walang poldy, its game time once more! Acronyms, bakit? kasi lahat ng tao sa classroom kanina ay ginawan namin ng definition ang mga pangalan na tila walang sense at binaliktad namin ang first letters ng first namae and last name. cool. just read on:

I- ACRONYMS

ex. JERWIN LOVE RALPH (ito yung nakita namin sa overpass the other day)

Just Embrace Ramon While I'm Notetaking
Let Our Virtuous Emotions Remember Affection, Love, Passion & Happiness

1. HELENA: Hail Everybody, Let Enteng Nurture Ana (ano daw??)
2. JENNIFER: Just Enjoy No Naughtiness if friends evade Ramon (sino ba si Ramon??)
3. CHESTER: Come Home Early, Sit Tight & Enjoy Ramon (nanaman!)
4. SANTOLAN: Speak Aloud & Never Try On Leaning at Nena (c'mon!)
5. STELLA: Start Thinking Enteng, Lord Luigi Awaits (Ehem)
6. JOYCE: Jesus Of Youth, Come & ENjoy (yihee, jesus, close)
7. JANE: Just Always Nibble Enteng (eew)
8. DENISE: Drink Enteng naturally & increase Self Esteem (omg!)
9. SHIELA: Seduce, However, Indulge Emotions Like Always
10. RACHEL: Rescue Anna, communicate Her Everlasting Love
11. CHUCKIE: Confidently Hold Up Car Keys In Ever (place to be!)
12. KAREN: Knock At Ramon Every Night (hwaat?)
13.JUSTIN: Juggle Used Softdrink Tanks In Novaliches (hebigat!)
14. TINE: Tank In Novaliches explodes! (related, ehem)
15. N*R***: No Ambulance Remember Inday Talking Aloud
16. DOM: Dance On Monkeys (waw!)
17. TINA: True Indulgence Never Appeals (parang bastos?)
18. MELVI: Marry Enteng, Let Vampire Increase (oh nooo)
19. O*U***: Oh Boy! Upper Set are Nothing! (hahahaha)
20. JERICO: Juggle Enteng & Ramon in Cagayan de Oro (who the hell are they?)
21. *A*I***: Pray Always Daddy If L*ys***** Looks awful

II- Name Game

1. Alena Halcala (parang show girl)
2. Basreen Nalajadia (similar sa Baskil ah)
3. Baye Fangtuan
4. Blorabel Fuenaflor
5. Bichelle Muenaventura
6. Coyce Jacalda (bastoos)
7. Cennifer Jastro
8. CJ Aricos
9. Cine Tlavero (sine?)
10. Cenise Dondepcion
11.Derico Javid
12. Dachel Rela Cueva
13. Dark Melarosa (hahaha, cmon, dark!)
14. Eustin Jexito
15. Fangela Aleta
16. Frianne Irencillo
17. Gedric Calagala (wahahaha)
18. Gashley Atchallan
19. Geg Moh (geg mo din!)
20. Gei Lubat (woohoo)
21. Daren Kumaslan
22. Iajo Miguban (parang E-aji lang ah)
23. Jenedict Bavier (naks, french)
24. Lawna Dagonoy
25. Marlene Dagbitang (parang name ng nanay)
26. Megine Ranuel
27. Mab Barasigan
28. Nuckie Cavarra (parang cartoons!)
29. Oina Toliveros
30. Oarhasa Nomar Basa (parang lalong naging muslim)
31. Parjorrie Mangilinan
32. Pominic Dascual
33. Rheila Sedugerio3
4. Rtella Susel (wahaha)
35. Selvi Muelto
36. Tulius Jan (naks)
37. Uhrrlene Suy (chinese pa din ah)
38. Valexis Alenciano (yeah)
39. Ou-Ju Jong (ano daw?)
40. Panna Jablo (wag naman)

at yan ang nagagawa ng mga taong walang magawa. *bow*

ikaw, pagaling ka:)

2007-11-09T23:37:00.000-08:00

so far, my 3 days in school

may nabasa akong isang blog na nakakainspire lang, things that you
would want to say sa blog without any hesistations. wala lang. minsan
kasi takot ako magsulat ng mga bagay, baka may masakatan or matapakan
without intending to.

wala lang. nagstart na ang klase namin 3 days ago na. dapat may klase
ako ngayon, eh wala ang prof, kaya nandito lang sa bahay at nagaaksaya
ata ako ng oras. nde naman, naghahanap naman ako ng para sa homework
namin.

meron kaming isang subject, poldy kung tawagin, natatakot talaga ako sa
kanya, parang bigla kaming napipi lahat nung pumasok siya, hindi sa
dahil mataas ang ranggo niya, kundi yung approc niya na baka mamahiya.
gugustuhin mo ba naman mapahiya di ba. pero naisip ko, hindi pala ako
natatakot, nachchallenge pala ako. ewan. parang gusto ko siyang
pakitaan ng something. bahala na. sana naman eh matupad.

masaya ako nung may pasok na, kung baga yung mga kklase ko ang
nagpapasaya sa araw ko, isama na din ang best bud ko sa kabilang
section. ang sarap nga magawala kasama nila at ubusin ang boises
kakakwento, may sense o wala, masaya pa din. masaya din ako sa
pagbabalik nung isa naming classmate na akala namin eh hindi na namin
makikita, malungkot yun, lalo ng kclose pa namin.

ngayon, wniwish ko pa din na sana tumaas pa ang grades ko, compared sa
dati. at nagpapsalamat na lang ako kasi may inspirasyon ako ngayon
besides sa nanay ko. sobrang ganado ako magaral lalo, mas magsipag pa.
minsan kasi, or i mean dati, naisip ko, i don't have something for him
to be proud of kaya parang answerte swerte ko na nabiyayaan pa din ako
ng taong tulad niya. sabi ko nga kahapon nung nabiktima ako ng "20
questions":

Q: ano gusto mo itanong sa isang tao? may be answerable or notA: what have i done to deserve you? ang swerte ko kasi sayo.
(nakakaiyak)

nakanaman ang sagoot. showbiz? hindi din. totoo 'to.

happy next week to everyone!!!

2007-10-15T06:50:00.000-07:00

depressed? depress-depress-an?

i don't know if yung nararamdaman ko ngayon eh dahil sa o.a na pag sself-pity for me to have an excuse para may ma-isip na bagay bagay o sadyang pinalad na lang talaga ako na ganito yung mga mangyayari sa akin parati at wala na kong magagawa dun.

ewan ko, kapag mag isa kasi ako ang dami kong naiisip na negative about things, yet, you know that it can happen which makes me worry more. minsan hindi ko alam kung bakit pumapasok sa akin ang mga ganoon, minsan hindi ko din alam kung bakit may time na bigla na lang ako iiyak pag may naiisip ako. minsan wala na sa lugar ang pag iyak pero hindi naman mapigilan.

isa pa, naiinis na ako sa sarili ko kasi may [mga] nadadamay sa kakaganito ko, ang daming kailangang bigyan ng paliwanag at ikwento ang mga bagay bagay, hindi ka naman maka hindi dahil kaibigan mo sila. unfair din minsan dahil they will tend to judge, which makes it more confusing for me kung ano nga ba talaga. gusto mo man magkwento sa isang tao lang [dapat] eh mahahalata din naman nila dahil bakas sa pagmumukha ko pag may problema ako, sabi nga sa akin ng isang tao:

"everybody expects you to be happy"...why? ewan ko din eh.

what the heck. eh gawin akong plastic di ba. musta naman.
hindi ko naman din alam sa iba kung naninira ng samahan, o talagang wala silang malay sa pinagsasasabi nila. maniniwala ka ba dahil ka-close mo ang mga tao o hindi dahil hindi naman 1st hand info?

"kaya namin to, okay? get a life, please"

salamat na lang talaga sa mga nakakaintindi sa akin, sa amin, sa kanya, sa lahat.
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anyhow, ang goal ko ngayong sem na to eh mas magsisipag pa ako. sa mga natitirang sem, rather. mas magiging gud girl na ako. iiwasan na ang mga dapat iwasan [na ugali], at basta, i'll change for the better. oh c'mon.
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kanina eh pumunta kami sa gateway ni pas, nagpasama siya at bonding moment na din. musta naman ang trip namin. halos pinasok namin lahat ng stores, sukat picture, tapos soli sa rack. o diba. i love the clothes sa people are people. babalikan ko at mabalikan ko sana yung dress at jumper. gudlak. ang dami namin napagusapan, walang dull moment! lahat ata ng sulok ng gateway eh napuntahan namin, ultimo yung supermarket. nag gonuts pa kami, yummy cream cheese stuffits. [www.crazypurple.multiply.com]

2007-10-11T02:08:00.000-07:00

SEMBREAK

bakasyon nanaman. ewan ko kung anong mararamdaman, cgro malungkot kasi ang daming mamimiss, pero c'mon, tatlong linggong pahinga, kailangan na talaga. sobrang ngayon ko naramdaman na college student ako dahil sobrang busy at halos hindi ko na matignan sarili ko sa salamin sa sobrang kakamadali. nakakatawa nga eh, matutulog ka ng madaling araw, pagkagising mo ng let's say, 7am, aba papasok nanaman, skwelahan uli ang katapat mo. sabi nga ng ibang tao, at magulang, nagiging boarding house na lang ang bahay pag college na. hehe

masaya lang dun, madaming natutunan sa mga experiences, we already know now what to give up, what to sacrifice and prioritize.

ang daming nangyari ngayong sem na to, iyak, tawa, puyat (define 22 hrs gising dahil sa thesis namin sa filipino): well, hindi naman ganun katagal ko sya ginawa, pag dating kasi, ayun na gagawin, at the next day eh finals namin, musta naman ang naglalakihan naming eyebags. mukha na nga kaming koala eh. woeh.

wala lang, salamat dahil makakapahinga na...

sayo...i love you & sorry sa lahat lahat... you know who you are:)

barkada ko, kita kits na lang anytime... wag nyong itatapat na 26 ah! patay kayo sa akin... haha!

2007-09-26T19:54:00.000-07:00

.questionable.

it scares me, well, hindi takot talaga, kundi questionable sa akin ang essence ko bilang isang estudyante. i have this goal, na to become a d.l kahit isang beses lang, pero parang laging bigo, kasi it's so close but not quite. ayan na tutukain na ako, hindi pa rin umuubra. kahit anong pilit kong pagbutihan, di tlga umaabot kahit ayan na. wala lang, nasa kalahating taon na ako bilang isang estudyante, pero wala eh, ayaw. parang hanggang "*oops* malapit na" na lang ako. i think this is quite petty, pero. wala lang. ayokong maging factor to para maawlan ako ng drive sa pagaaral. besides, i'm still ok with my grades.

*pooof*

2007-09-19T06:35:00.000-07:00

SLE

sept 12, wed

kamakailan lang eh nagkaroon kami ng

structured learning experience, ayun ay isang activity na kung saan parang nagkakaroon ng training to develop some skills na kakailanganin namin

sa future. una, SLE with sir kliatchko, siya ang nag conduct, at ang mga facilitators ay yung mga kaklase naming matatawag na leaders talaga. ang unang laro ay mamimili ka sa dalwang choices na sasabihin sayo ng faci. either left or right, depende kung anong choice mo. (ex. present o future; sun o moon, etc.) ang talagang napaisip ako eh yung tanong na present o future, sagot ko, present. alam na siguro ng karamihan kung bakit.

next activity, pinag group kami, parang by friends, ganun. pero mag ppair pair kami from that group, yung isa blind folded, yung isa nasa labas ng square, igguide nila yung mga partners nila na nasa loob ng square na wag matapakan yung 'bomb', at dapat makuha nung mga naka blind fold yung mga token (jellyace), save the world from hunger ang title. nanalo ang group namin (mai-team), o dba? ang corny pero patok. haha. nagkaroon ng saglitang discussion about sa mga taong umakyat na sa mt. everest, yung mga goals nila, and how were they able to achieve it. very inspiring at talagang namang madami kaming napulot na aral.

last activity. THE BEST. one of my, let's say happiest day. may candles sa gitna, and may kukuha, ibibigay niya ito sa taong gusto nya pasalamatan, sorry, or whatver. binigay sa akin ni tine ang kandila, sobrang nag thank u sya, at ako naman binigay ko sa taong isa sa PINAKA importante sa akin ng sobra. di ako nagdalawang isip, siya kagad nilapitan ko. at ganun din naman, bumalik sa akin. masaya kasi basta. di ko na kailangang iexplain. i felt it. i felt special. :) nagsorry din ako sa ibang kaibigan ko at the end of the activity. and it was all worth it.

SLE (it's our turn!)

ang ginawa namin nung wednesday na yun, ganun din ang kailngan naming gawin, finals na siya kaya sobrang we were all working hard for that. lahat ng breaks wala kaming ginawa kundi mag meeting at ayusin ang bawat detalye para di kami magkalat. masays ang grupo namin, kasi magkakabarkada. wednesday after nun, sa amin natulog c ian para gawin ang mga props, well, yun plus catching up na din since ang tagal na naming di nagbbonding. 4am na kami natulog. musta naman dahil thursday nun eh may leadership training kami. segway muna:

nung leadership training, masaya kasi ewan, nageenjoy ako sa mga ganun. may sumira lang ng araw ko. itago nalang natin sa pangalang g*lo. aewan ko sa puyat na din kasi, ang init na ng ulo ko. kaya nung naglalaro ng game na magkahiwalay kami ng group, eh ang epal, ayun binara ko na, sinabihan ko pa ng autistic ka talaga! haha. wa akong pake, epal eh. yung linggong yun, nagkaron naman ng siklab, annual singing contest ng AB. masaya kasi si arden representative ng 3BES, suportado sympre. plus c ted tumugtog din, at sympre, kumanta ang AB chorale. late na nakauwi pero ayos lang naman.

ayun, sunday bago kami magconduct, nagpunta kami kina tine para tapusin ang mag run through, hindi ko akaling pati kami eh dadaan sa training na sya mismo ang nagplan. ang galing. merong isang activity na kailngan naming tipirin ang pinadala niya sa aming liquid at sweet dahil may mga platong naktaklob na kung saan mamimili kami ng bubuksan, tenen---ampalaya + calamansi ang nabuksan namin. kailngang maubos. so musta ang tulo laway group? haha. halos masuka suka na kami. pero iaba ka tine! napakain mo ako ng ampalaya ng di oras! haha. natalo ang group namin. sinundan ito ng trivia (amazing race inspired). at dahil nataranta ako sumagot sa mga trivia, ayun talo kami. haha. at ang last, blind folded kaming lahat at may papahawak sa aming ilang pirasong beads na biblangin namin kung ilan, tapos, iaarrange namin ang mga sarili namin chronologically. vocal chords? dedo. ahaa. saya! lamon ng lamon. at laro sa pamangkin niyang si kyle. gandang bata.

monday, this is it. pagkatapos ng test sa stat, ginamit namin ang 4 hrs break namin para iset up ang room, magbuhat ng mga halaman sa paso, lahat. run through, last minute questions. ang mga activities namin eh yung icebreaker para mka form ng group nila, sandwich activity na kung saan yung mga inaassign sa kanilang dalin eh paghahaluin nila to make a good sandwich for the 'giant'. kakainin nila ito pag na check na, ang catch? lahat sila may specila ingredient c/o our group... ang bagoong. so musta naman ang matamis + bagoong? next is yung race din, trivia questions, ang rope na kung saan sila ay blind folded at magfform ng square. galing nga daw dumiskarte nung isa jan eh. naks:)nagkaron ng focus group discussion. the end. masaya kasi sabi ni sir irrecommend daw niya ang whole activity namin, and he will borrow it, with matching paalam muna sa amin pag gagamitin niya. yess. we made it.
excited na din ako sa SLE's na iba kasi i'm sure maganda at masaya
yun:) goodluck group 2 & 3...

Experimental psych come on down!

magkakaron kami ng thesis dito. at bukas pa lang kami magsismula. sana maging successful. ang icconduct namin ay yung about sa 2 siamese fighting fish. exciting na kinakabahan dahil mahaba haba ang paper namin. buti eh masaya din ang groupmates. yey.

POA sabay na!

at dahil bida din ang group dynamics, aside sa SLE, may ganito kami. gagawa kami ng paper about sa isang group na ioobserve namin. relating it to our previous lessons in group dy. wala pa kaming group na nahahanap na pwede iobserve, pero kaya yan. kailangan. walang ng sukuan ito.

LIT sama ka na din.

dito naman eh gagawa kami ng visual interpretation tungkol sa isang short story entitled, MEDEA, about love, jealousy, hatred, and about a woman na naagrabyado. aside dun eh kailngan din ng 2 page paper about it. lalalala. concept please, pumasok ka sa utak ko ngayon na!

strength

honestly, napapagod na ako sa ginagawa namin. wala ng tulog. hindi naman pwedeng baliwalain dahil di ako kuntento sa prelim grade, ayokong umasa sa pwede na. hindi yun ang goal ko eversince. kaya kahit feeling ko minsan eh parang wala namang improvement, cge pa din. malay mo. gusto ko matulog, gusto ko magpahinga muna, gusto ko wala munang gagawin. sumasaya na lang ang araw ko at gumagaan dahil sa isang tao, siya ang isa sa inspirasyon ko kaya gusto ko magpursige, aside kay mama at sa goals ko na gusto ko maachieve. kasama na din ang barkada ko kaya kinakaya. minsan gusto ko na lang umiyak sa isang tabi kasi hindi ko na din alam panu pagkakasyahin. alam ko hindi naman ako 'ma-org' na tao,
pero ewan, nauubos na kandila ko. kulang na sa oras. oo mag balanse marunong ako, pero dahil sabay sabay bumibigay na din syempre. di biro ang mga quizzes sa dami, ang recitation na hindi mo alam panu isasaksak sa utak mo yung mga pinapabasa. nagpapasalamat na lang talaga ako sa [mga] taong inspirasyon ko, makita ko lang ikaw/kayo, ayos na ako. go helena na uli. salamat talaga lord sa kanila.

minsan lang eh nakakapressure kasi sanay ang mga tao na lagi akong masaya, parang walang problema, always full of happy stories to tell, kaya minsan pinipilit ko nalang maging masaya para wala ng masabi, minsan kasi iba ang akala nila kung bakit ako naka simangot. ayoko ng ganun. again, salamat, kasi kahit ano pang mood ko,
naiintindihan mo ko.

inhale... exhale...inhale...exhale

HELENA KAYA MO YAN! kalma lang dapat.

2007-09-11T05:49:00.000-07:00

nalilito

it's just so freakin hard to keep something just to avoid gaps between people. gusto mo magopen up sa tao para matapos na pero nakakatakot yung magiging reaction nila, baka ma- misunderstood or something. bahala na. time will take me/us there. lab story? naah. iba to.

wala lang. minsan naiisip ko kung kulang pa ba ako sa effort para matawag na 'a-ok' student. with being responsible and making a lot of effort to do things sa school, wala naman akong problema dun. pero bokya ako sa isang subject. uh, sabit i mean. sabagay masyado kasi akong naging kampante dun, na ok lang siguro na di aralin, multiple choice daw eh, ayun, boom. di ako nagaral. kapal ko. haha. bawi bawi. *toink* kasalanan ko din. with the rest, ayos naman. hurrahh!

unting oras na lang ang natitira at mag coconduct na kami ng own SLE's namin. naeexcite na ako pero kinakabahan kasi unang group tapos hindi pa nasa ayos lahat. medyo may sabwatan pa. kaya nga in connection with my 1st paragraph, nawa'y matapos na para smooth sailing ang lahat. hirap ng may tinatago eh.

nonsense thoughts

*poooff*

2007-09-03T10:55:00.000-07:00

segue

alas dos na ng umaga at gising pa din ako. eh ipakopya ba naman seo ni 'rapper' ellar ang 26 pages at pagkatapos eh ittype naman din pagkatapos para icompile at ipasang muli sa kanya. hindi ko maintindihan bakit hindi pwedeng ipaphotocopy nalang yung mga test manuals, or di kaya eh pumayag na si father na gumamit ng laptop para deretso na ang trabaho, sayang daw kasi sa kuryente. kawawa naman ang mga kamay namin na halos pumutok na ang mga kalyo kakasulat at kakatype. buti nalang eh group work iyon, may consolation pa kahit papaano.

nung sabado, pmunta kami ng gateway nina chuckie, ced, ted, meg, at nas. nag 'chill' muna at kumain, dahil sa dami ng ginagawa namin, eh kailangan muna ng kaunting break. umalis din ako kaagad kasi pupunta naman ako sa bahay nila dickie dahil birthday ng nanay niya. masaya naman, at masarap ang cordon bleu talaga nila. hehe. picture picture,paguwi, bagsak sa kama.

sunday, pumunta naman ako ng sta.lucia at rob para maglibot kasama ang aking mader. wala naman akong gaano napala, nung misa nga eh halos nakailang hikab ako, ewan, parang lagi nalang akong pagod.nung knagabihan, eh alas tres na ako natulog, tinapos ko ang report ko para sa wed, kahit na wala akong pasok pag tues, kailangan na yun dahil may quiz din kami sa sa same subject. saya naman.

masaya lang ako kasi okay naman mga prelims ko, mga quizzes na pinagsosoli, at basta, ok naman sa academics. kanina (monday) eh nagsalosalo kami ng mga friends sa tinoco, ang saya nga eh, para kaming nagrreunion. at dahil dun eh gagawin na naming ritwal iyon. ako nga naka toka sa kanin sa wednesday. pero mukang ibibigay ko lang ang kanin kasi may meeting naman kami. sayang. next time na lng. masaya din kanina a lib at naglalaban kami sa zuma ni jerico, nawweirduahan na nga ata sa amin si hulyo kasi bayolente na ang mga pinagsa3be namin. pinagbigyan lang kita zuma boy. hahaha.

naisip ko lang, sana may mga pagkakataong, maiba ang ritwal na nakakasama, para mas makilala ang ibang tao. lalalalala----

2007-08-23T06:43:00.000-07:00

Life

kung nabalitaan niyo na yung balitang may batang babae na pinatay at sinuot sa maleta after patayin, eh nagulat nalang ako na identified na siya as "geraldine", a very cute and young girl talaga, what really caught my attention is the fact na galing siya sa st. paul pasig. my alma mater. kinidnap daw siya and were asking for a million dun sa parents. wala lang, baka sa harap mismo or within the vicinity of our former school siya kinidnap. nakakatakot lang. sana naman walang umaaligid dun na kidnappers or whatever. sayang ang buhay, dahil lang sa pera they can afford to kill and take somebody else's life. tsk.

let's just pray for the family, the child, and the safety of the other students.

another one, yung nakidnap/abduct sa my bago bantay qc, na tinago sa kingsville subdivision antipolo, to our surprise, yung taong yun yung nakatira sa apartment nila mama and her siblings. kapitbahay lang ng tita ko. buti na lang e may nakakita kagad at may nakakita ng plate number. eh engot din sila, ang ginamit nilang getaway car eh yung car ng mismong kumidnap, eh siyempre may records ang LTO sa name and address nung owner, sakto, huli sila ngayon. di lang huli, tepok pa. karma yan.

2007-08-23T05:57:00.000-07:00

aug 19 (sunday)

fiesta sa amin, ang fiestang di mo maramdamang fiesta. inilipat namin yung birhen sa kapitbahay (routine na kasi yun dito) nakakatawa kasi eh di gospel sharing.

1: o sister marlyn, ano naman ang msasabi mo sa gospel kahapon? di ba nag anticipated ka.

2: (thinking) uh, kwan, ano ba yun? ahhh, yung pag ibig, sabi ng pari...uhhh... hay nakalimutan ko na, mahina na talaga ang ano, yun, memorya ko sa ganyan(giggling)

1: (explained the gospel)

nakakatawa talaga to, di ko na alam kung saang sulok ako magtatago para lang makatawa.

next: intentions na kailangan ishare sa lahat:

1: blah3

2: blah3

3: ako na ito, secret nalng

4: (while crying) "...hayaan mo ako maging

mabuting pastol sa aking mga anak"

tawang tawa din talaga ko dito, maganda siyempre yung sinabi pero, ewan ko, natatawa talaga ako sa kalaliman. haha.

pumunta kami pagktapos ng mass sa ever, na kung saan may malaki silang ukay2. akalin nyo eh nakabili ako ng tatlong skirt na P165 lang lahat, wow sulit! (kfc commercial?) haha. yezzz. i'll be back!

aug 20 (monday)

san miguel, bulacan

guiguinto, bulacan

death anniversary ng aking lola, kaya hatak ang buong mother side para pumunta sa sem,enteryo at magdasal. naeenjoy ko ang mga ganito kasi nagkikita kita kaming lahat, hindi naman ako super close sa lahat pero walal lang, masaya lang yung feeling. bilin nga ng lola ko, eh sana lagi kaming magsasama may okasyon man o wala. gusto ko yung katagalan ng biyahe, well, hindi naman katagalan. ang sarap nung matutulog ka lang sa biyahe o kaya makikinig sa mala bombo radyong tinig ng mga tita mo. hehe. same routine, pagdating dun, wait for the others, kakain nung mga dinalang foodams, at magdadsal ng rosaryo na lagi ako ang nagsstart, but not this time.

pagkatapos nun eh dumeresto kami sa bahay ng pinsan ko sa may guiguinto, dun kami naglunch at nagbond. wala kaming ginawa ng pinsan ko kundi magpaka vain. tapos nun, eh nagsama ang mga girl member of the family sa isang kwarto na kung saan eh nagkwentuhan/pahinga/matulog. masaya yung feeling. yeah.

huling linggo ng prelims

at dahil nga sa walang katapusang bagyo, sa wakas eh natuloy din ang prelims namin, puro major nga eh, saaarap (sarcastic), sakit sa ulo magbasa ng saksakan ng dami, mag memorize ng mga terms, at intindihin ang bawat word na binabanggit dun, ang consolation nalang eh sa wednesday: 'gagala talaga kami!'.

so ayun, wednesday! sugurin ang mall. hehe.

1st group:

kasama ang tropa ko. ian, bab, meg, bel, nas, ced, chuckie, ako (malamang), sayang wala si jamy, tine, shiela, rachel at exito. pumunta kami sa sm san lazaro. o dba ang layo? haha. kumain kami ng madami tapos nag gbox kami. gbox ay ang lugar kung san kami lagi pumupunta upang magbasag ng mga tenga. videoke iyon. may mga team kami, ewan kasi even number kami kaya naisipan mag team2...

bel & bab: mai-team

ian & helena: pata-team

ced & nas: team-awa

chuckie & meg: team-ba

kampihan yan sa videoke. haha. akalain mo eh ang team namin na puro bitter songs at maba3ng boses eh nakuha ng 97% score. wohoo. masaya, kasi yung mga kanta, iba2 ng theme, may mga pangmatanda, bitter-an, mga patama, at kung ano2 pa. nagiging wild kami bigla. sigawan ng sigawan. tuksuhan pa sa team-awa. yihee. tapos nun, eh umuwi na si bab, ian, at bel. ang mga natira eh nag 'world of fun' (sa sta. lucia worlds of fun)--gayahan? hehe. anyway. ayun naglaro ang iba sa amin. at nagshowdown kami ng basketball ni team-awa. well, lamang lang naman ako ng 10 points. 58-48.. yehey. starbucks kami pagkatapos. hindi na ako bumili kasi anytime eh magttxt na si hulyo, ang sign kung kailngan ko na umalis.

2nd group:

sinundo ako sa cubao habang nagguilty sa sobrang kalate-an. hindi nako maktaingin nga deretso talaga. at musta naman ang marcos hi-way trapik pa papunta kna den. nako, kami nalang hinhintay. no talk talaga kasi nahihiya na talaga ako. naka dating din kami sa wakas. kasama ko sina hulyo, den, stella, iana, don, lorenz, jerico. kaming lahat nakisabay. pero dahil sa nagyri (secret na lang), nagtaxi kami. hiwalay girls and boys. ayun, pumunta na kami ng eastwood. at doon nagsulputan sina dawna, lindel, athena, ted, homer(ba yun?). kumain kami sa fazoli's, ang pasta-han ng bayan. gutom na gutom kami pero mablis makabusog, kaya sapilitang pinaubos sa akin ang nasa plato ko. sayang eh.

nag bedroom kami pagkatapos, naginuman (sila), habang ako ay nakikipag kulitan at kwentuhan lang kay hulyo. say NO to everything ang aking motto parati. haha. eh ganun eh. nagpicture-an, at nagiingay lang. sayang taken na yung may magagandang couches nila dun, kaya lamesa lang yung amin. ok na din. may pagka na culture shock ako, unti lang naman, though gusto ko din maexperience pumasok sa ganon. kasi super meg o.a lakas ng music, na tipong titilapon na yung puso namin sa lakas, tas literal bar siya with the lights, usok and everything. nakakatawa nga kasi may shield ako na pinauso ni hulyo para di direct sa akin ang usok. salamat. haha. ayos naman, masaya:)

nagpunta naman kaming dalawa sa cheesecake, etc saglit para bilan ng pasalubong si mama, blueberry cheescake. sarap.

after bedroom, ngmcdo kaming lahat, kumain ng kaunti tapos sibatan time na. si ted at stella, humiwalay na, si dawna at lindel din, tapos kami sa kotse ni don at ibinababa ako nila sa sta. lucia kasama si hulyo at jerico upang ihatid sa sakayan. salamat. tas yun, nakipagkwentuhan ako sandali sa nanay ko at natulog hanggang 1pm, c'mon! haha.

2007-08-16T23:22:00.000-07:00

prelims

nagsimula ang prelims namin nung sat. so far ok naman, hindi naman ako super kampante pero wala na akong magagawa. hehe. pero ayos naman, worth it naman ang pagpupuyat. napaka dami naman kasing readings, yung iba pa nagffeeling major. saya.

ayan, mula nun, apat na araw na akong walang tulog, at late na nakakauwi kasi ang ulan ay hindi nakikisama, wala kaming masakyan, kaya nagddouble trip kami. buti naman eh lagi akong may kasabay.

habang walang pasok

wala kaming pasok, magaapat na araw na bukas dahil sa bagyong chedeng, dodong, at welcome egay. kaya hindi natuloy ang apat naming ipprelims, masaya kasi ang naiiwan sa line up namin eh puro major, eh musta naman ang 100+ pages para basahin ng isang araw lang, kaya ok na din atleast may time magpahinga, may time maglaro, at syempre magaral uli. speaking of laro, salamat kay hulyo at pinuno niya ng games ang aking telepono, wala akong ginagawa magdamag kundi mag laro ng diner dash, sonic, brain juice, coaster rush, at 02jam. oo, o2jam sa celfne. saya2! buhay tamad.

nangangamba lang ako kasi pag umulan, ibig sabihin may baha, musta naman ang mga babahain (ehem). para kaming nasa dagat parati. hehe. c mama nga naparanoid kasi dapat may pasok kami nung thurs, wala pang announcements or anything, aba, pinagdala ako ng uniform for friday at mga gmit ko for friday para pag umulan daw at bumaha, makitulog nalang daw ako or mag dorm na pwedeng daily ang bayad. girlscout eh. eh ayun, walang pasok, pumunta lang kami sandali sa store tapos nagrob... yehey... namiss ko talaga magmall... nakabili ako ng shirt. yahoo. salamat sa naipon kong mga baon at nakabili ako. hehe.

"girl power" wohooo! cute shirt...

at dahil walang pasok, may panahon ako magisip. parang ang lungkot tuloy ng feeling, nasa sistema na siyempre yung makita mo ang mga tao, classmates, barkada, lrt people, siya, lahat... nakakadepress lang. buti nalang at may nausong celpne. hehe.

ang dami kong gustong panuorin sa sinehan. a love story, ratatouille, surf's up. at gusto ko mapanuod din yung (hindi na ito showing): when a stranger calls, harry potter, walk the line (uli), she's the man. andami naman. sana uso ang extra oras para sa mga yan. woohoo.

2007-07-22T06:44:00.000-07:00

MAJOR UPDATE

matagal tagal na din ako hindi naguupdate dahil sa sunod sunod na gawaing pang eskwelahan. kung mag ccomputer man, di kailangan ng internet, kaya ayun... diredirecho kami..

June 01- July's birthday prapration:

Mayo pa lang eh nagiisip na ako ng kakaiba at magandang gawin para sa kaarawan ni July. pagtapak ng araw sa unang araw ng hunyo eh nagsimula na akong manguha ng mga messages galing sa BES at chorale. mag June 20 na ata nakumpleto kasi wala pa ata sa message giving mood ang mga tao. yung mga panahong iyon eh natataranta na ako kasi 8 days nalng eh messages palang nagagawa ko. nagsimula na din akong buuin ang scrapbook niya... na talaga namang naantig yung damdamin ko kasi ewan, basta, secret nalng. nagpagawa din ako sa cello's ng donuts na may 'hapy bday macho'... at unan na may naksulat...basta:)

june 28- birthday na niya. kinakabahan na ako, hindi ko alam kung bakit. medyo pagod din kasi pinick up ko pa yung donuts, may binili pa ako and all... hapon pa siya dadating kaya may time pa para magrelease ng kaba. sinamahan ako ni jamy at tine. yehey. salamat sa inyo. at yun nga, binigay ko na. at nagustuhan niya. ang saya lang gumawa ng mga ganoong bagay. :) tambay sandali tas sinundo na ako.

-same day, pmunta naman kaming seaside sa may roxas blvd para sa despidida ng aking tito. mega lamong talaga kami, parang end of the owrld na yung mga kinain namin. sooobra... ang sarap. at dahil sa kasarapan eh napakamay na kaming lahat. bussog. boondaaat.

1st week of July to present

-nagppraktis na kami ng sayaw for G.A, tsaka pala sinurprise namin si stella ng special number, kala niya ang sasayawin lang namin eh kering keri ni kim chi...este, kim chiu pala...surprise stella! anyway, ayun nga, every thursday and saturday practice namin, pagod talaga kasi walang tgil yun, cgro 5 hrs straight kami. tubig na sangkaterba ang iniinom namin. dahil pagod tlga. ayun, nagiimprove naman na kami... tulong tulong sa steps, masaya yung steps, yung members, lahat... kahit ganu pa kapagod eh kung ganun naman mga kasama mo...GO LANG!. naks... AUg 2 ang G.A namin kaya sana eh magaling na ang allergy ko nun, sana talaga...

School works:

hmm, so far ok naman ang mga resulta. inspired? haha.

except sa isang subject, gudlak...bawi na lang...:)

STELLA'S BIRTHDAY PREP:

hindi ko na maalala kung anong date neto, pero ito yung simula nung araw na nagdecide c stella na magdebut, given only 3 weeks to prepare. c den, ako ang kasama niya para maghanap ng mga possible sites, eh muntik na kami mawalan ng pagasa kasi wala kaming makita na gusto talaga ni stella, gusto niya kasi may pool party after. naka 5 villages na kami. wala padin. ng pumunta kami sa bahay para maghanda ng mga lista ng 18 chorvas niya... tinulungan kami ni mama, siya ang nagsuggest ng isang place na pinparent ng kumare niya na malapit at maganda. supper ganda... yun tlga ang ngustuhan ni stella kasi may pool, at ang maganda, hindi kamahalan pero maganda. may magccater na din sa kanya. sound system, cake, souvenirs, tarp, pictorials na 'lang'. kaya yan.

Ang masaya at maganda lang lahat ng kailangan ni stella eh well distributed sa aming mga friends niya, sobrang nagtulungan kami. ang saya talaga. ako se envelope,kasama sa pictorials sketch making, july sa cd labels at tarp, at lahat ng kailangan ng art, jen taga glue ng envelope, may mga taga gunting, joyce, den, jen taga burn, enzo host, don taga pick up ng cake, BES friends kumanta at nagenterntain ng guests (galing)...mga ganon. sobrang mega effort talaga kami for her, minsan nakakapgod at napupuyat na talaga kami, pero para sa kanya naman.

day of her birthday, july 21. medyo kinabahan kami kasi maulan sobra, bagyo nga ata yung dumaan. nagttxt na siya na umuulan nga daw. we were really hoping na tumigil na. baha sa amin, kaya lalo akong kinabahan. pero sige pa din. next, brownout sa site ni stella, puro kandila and all, rechargeable lamp na isa. so musta naman, panu yung sound system. lahat ng paraan ginawa na namin, at ang sabi na 1 hr pa daw magkakaron ng oras, eh napaikli.. THANK GOD! masaya na si stella, and the party continued... masaya tlga kasi wala kaming ginawa kundi magingay. masaya kasi naging successful ang lahat. masaya kasi masaya si stella. good job BES!:) saya saya tlga nung araw kong iyon...araw ko eh nu...basat, masaya lang.

swimming party pagkatapos. puyatan. allergy(kawawa naman ako)...:p

2007-06-25T00:53:00.000-07:00

ayan, kakapasok pa lang ng eskwelahan eh talaga namang nakaka stressed na... ok naman ang mga profs except for Ma'am macapagal... okay siya magturo as in, ngayon ko napatunayan na maganda pala ang indian literature, madaming mga pangalan na nakaka nosebleed pero naiintindihan naman... ewan ko, ok naman siya sa first two meetings namin... so far... pero natatakot talaga ako sa kanya... sa lahat kasi ng tinatanungan ko eh mukhang matindi magpa recitation... i don't really mind studying so hard sa subject na iyon, pero kung nampapahiya or something, yun ang ayoko... ayoko ng napapahiya in terms of i will look like stupid dahil hindi ko alam ang isasagot, maski nagaral ka naman. eh balita ko eh nampapahiya yun. natrauma na kasi ako at ayoko na sanang maulit pa yun. so help me God.

masaya naman ako sa sked namin, sa mga pagmmeet sa mga classmates every other day (yan ang pasok ko)... pero may something na nakakabother talaga sa akin... i don't want to elab0rate about it. wala namang mali, nabbother lang ako sa twing makikita ko. uh! as much as i wanted not to be bothered and all, parang basta naiinis ako na hindi ko maintindihan. kung pwede ko lang di makita para lang matahimik na ako. i hate this feeling...

so ayun, wala munang makulay na texts kasi asa lib ako at sinisingit ko lang to. sana maging ok na ako. talaga. ok naman ak0, bothered lang talaga.

sumali nga pala ako sa jpmap (junior personnel management of the philipppines) na kung saan matututo kami alot about the nature of HR (human resource), bago man lamang mag ojt, eh gusto ko may experience na. masaya yung workshop namin, puro games at napasayaw nila ako ng di oras. bilang consequence sa larong bahay, baboy, bagyo. nakakahiya man, wala na akong magagawa. hehe. tapos na eh. at may prize naman akong shakey's mini pad paper. oh yeah! treasurer ako bigla ng special projects committee..waw.

after ng workshop, pumunta naman ako sa birthday party ng pamangkin ko sa jollibee west ave... ayun, medyo nasa mood na hindi kasi wala pa akong tulog, siguro mga isang oras lang... kasi before pa yun eh debut naman ng pinsan ko, eh mga 1 na din ata natpos. eh pagod pa tlga kasi ako nagasikaso ng registration, souvenirs and all. hay, eh kinabukasan kailangan ko naman gumising ng maaga dahil nga sa workshop. ayun. musta naman ang pagiging puyat at bangag.

anyway, next time na lang uli. siningit ko lang talaga to.

i'm so freakin bothered! :s

pictures to be posted sa multiply...soon!

2007-06-11T06:37:00.000-07:00

eastwood. 6707

nako kay saya ng araw na to kasi nagreunion kaming friends...wala nga
lang yung isa... kaya ayun...anyway... nagkita kita kami ng 2pm, tapos
ikot ikot sa mall, nuod ng pirates na hindi dinaan nalang namin sa
kwentuhan (except for bea)... hindi namin maintindihan..kasi hindi
namin napanuod yung 11 and 12...tho hindi naman daw really related, but
still, i think that is the reason...

ate at fazoli's...yummy and HEAVY
dinner talaga... ayun...napa early dinner kami ng wala sa oras
supposedly dapt meryenda lang...bad tummies...hahaha...after, bea wen
somwhere lese, kaya apa nalang kami...tambay sa tent, kwentuhan ng mga
kalablaypan..at kung anu2 pang kaweirduhan...naglaro sa powerstation at
nagbasketball...yey, i won!:) tapos lakad lakad... hanggang sa napadpad
kami sa may cinema...umupo at nagkwentuhan kasi malamiiig...tapos
hinarass namin yung mga life size statue ng
pirates...hahaha...freakos... camwhoring, dairyqueeeeen!! so yummy!!!
ang tagal naman dun...hari na nga kami dun fdahil inupuan namin lahat
ng upuan eh kakaunti na lang... then cheescake, etc.. went home past
10...

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friday after.6807

went to the grocery all by myself...pagoood...paguwi kasi have to
prepare pa for our outing...phew...

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family outing!!! minus 3 families... yung isa, may mga pasok sa work,
isang family, may wedging na aattend-an, yung isa, sad, nalaglag tito
ko sa terrace, ayun naospital...we have to push through kasi bayad na
and all...

msaya naman, picture. swimming. ATE our hearts out!! suuuper buhay
baboy ata kami dun...daming food..sarap!! hipon my love... sa isang
meal naka 20 ata akong hipon...yikes... videoke SILA... asang kakanta
ako... P.S lang...at kalaro ang pmangkin ko... slept early kasi not
feeling well...awww...the next day..lamon uli... picture2... lamon...
ssuuper funn!!

after, duty free! yey! foood....mooore foood...

after, asian hospital to visit my tito...grbe, isang rekwa kaming
pmunta dun, napaalis kami kaagad eh...hahaha...
hot rocks, libis for our dinner... must try. super yummy
ribs...buurp...

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new haircut!! new look...suuper iba na hair ko... waaah!!:)

2007-06-04T04:49:00.001-07:00

enrollment.

bago pa man muna ako magenroll eh may nakasakay akong matandang babae sa fx... hindi naman gaanong matanda, pero basta.

ito yung mga naalala kong paguusap namin, natawa ako kaya naalala ko pa. yung iba, di ko na matandaan.

lola: (nakatitig pag sakay ko) may pasok ka na?

ako: ay wala pa po.

lola: eh bakit ka naka uniform? san ka ba nagaaral?

ako: enrollment lang po. sa UST po.

(silence)

lola: tignan mo iha itong bag ko, galing baguio pasalabong ng kapatid ko. aba'y malamig pa rin doon, madaming nagpupunta mga foreigners, talaga namang tourist attraction.

ako: oo nga po eh, tagal ko na po hindi nakakapunta doon.

(silence)

lola: san ka ba nauwi?

ako: sa cainta po.

lola: eh bakit nasa q.ave ka?

ako: hinatid lang po ako, para isang sakay nalang po papuntang UST

lola: ay ganon? kay layo naman. ano ba kotse nyo?

ako: crosswind po.

lola: ang kapatid ko din may kotse, ribo (revo), sayang nga eh na carnap sa may malate, sinaksak ang drayber, buti nalang eh nadala kaagad sa ospital, kundi patay na yun.

ako: grbe naman po.

lola: ay grbe talaga.

(silence)

ako: nagttrabaho pa po kayo?

lola: naku hindi na tumigil na ako. under ako ng medicine, tumigil nga lang ako kasi laiit ang sweldo sa gobyerno. akalain mong 500 a month lang. eh bawing bawi naman kami sa kapatid ko kasi verrry successful siya. nakakatuwa. sa CEU ako grumaduate eh. mataas grades ko.

ako: ahhh...

lola: alam mo bang dadating si Pope Benedict dio sa Pilipinas, at baka nga pumunta siya sa eskwelehan niyo.

ako: uh, oo nga po eh.

lola: lamu ba sa CEU pinapractice tlga namin ang religion. kayo ba? di ba may theology kayo?

ako: opo, every sem po.

lola: (magkkwento dapat pero bababa na ako)

ako: sige po.

lola: ocge. ingat ka.

*friends* hehehehe

nakakwindang ang new sked namin. di ko alam kung nakaktuwa dahil sa haba ng breaks namin, at ilan ilan na gabi ang uwi. pero sabagy, ok na din yun kaysa tuloy tuloy na tipong wala ng oras na kumain o gawin ang kahit ano pa man.

Monday

PSY 218
11:30-2:30
MATH 604
6:00-9:00

Wednesday

FIL 2
7:00-10:00

LIT 103
11:00-2:00

PSY 210
3:00-6:00

Friday

BES 201
11:00-2:00

SPN 1
3:00-6:00

Saturday

APP
1:00-4:00

-aba'y akalain nyo eh wala kaming pasok ng tth! yesss... and sana the way i see it, magiging ok kasi once a week lang pero subject, hindi kailangan madaliin ang bawat bagay na kailangan.

saya kasi nakita ko ang mga friends ko, grbe sa ingay, grbe sa gulo... see u all sa 13!

2007-05-29T15:42:00.000-07:00

bored.

"Confidence helps us peel away at the unessential...
Our lives are much jucier than we can imagine if we just take time to
work our oranges right, and squeeze it out of our system."

wala lang, nabasa ko lang sa isang magazine, na sa sobrang kaboringan,
eh maski lumang magazines eh pilit kong binabasa, masabi lang na may
ginagawa ako. hehe.

dahil diyan sa statement na yan eh medyo naiwan ang mata ko at na
struck [hindi naman obvious kasi sinulat ko pa dito], anyway, o ayun
nga.

hindi ako nanniniwala sa mga sagot na 'hindi ko kaya'... minsna takot
lang ang nakakapagpaatras sa atin na gawin ang isang bagay. alang
confidence. natatakot mapahiya, natatakot sa sasabihin ng iba, at
natatakot na magkamali.

hindi naman sa nagpapaka perpekto ako, kung baga, yan din kasi ang
kulang sa akin kaya yung mga bagay na wniwish ko eh hindi nangyayari,
kasi wala akong bilib sa sarili ko. meron naman, minsan talaga, ewan,
ayokong maniwalang kaya ko... hehe...

wala lang, naisip ko lang naman.

katulad ngayon, incoming third year na, very critical kasi half way
na.pressure talaga. goodluck. sana by that time eh lahat tayo eh
maniwalang kaya natin matapos ang kolehiyo. yeah.

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lapit na ng enrollment...sana magkita kita ang lahat ng tao nakakmiss
sa isa't isa. mr. bean day din yun! yehey! gusto ko na humalakhak.

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sadyang malungkutin nga ba talaga ang mga babae pag may naramdamang
mali? pag may kulang sa buhay nila? pag may iba sa kung anong
nakasanyan nila? wala lang.

o baka ako lang? o baka talagang wala lang ako magawa kaya kung anu
ano na naiisip ko? ewan ko din eh.

2007-05-24T04:49:00.000-07:00

summer fun at luanne's

nung isang araw (may 22) ang reunion ang barkada [busmates] namin. muntik pa akong di pumunta dahil nagkaproblema---medyo nagkainitan dito sa bahay, pero naayos naman before ako pumuntya dun, sinundo ako dito ng mga di kilalang tao [abiog and jovecca] joke!!! tapos naglakad kami papunta kina luanne.

kumain, swimming na hindi naman pwede basain ang buhok ko, tumawa, nagremenisce[ ang sarap ng feeling] tawa lang kami kasi ng tawa, mga kabaliwan namin sa st.paul at sa bus namin... nag billiards at nagdarts na talo naman ang tandem namin ni abiog... with the special participation of jared, nagdala pa ng bagong pitas na mangga, at may dala pa siyang spaghetti [in fairness]...hahaha...

saya talaga sayang nga lang at wala si pas...sama ka na sa susunod... plsss...:)

pictures to be posted soon sa multiply ko....

2007-05-20T04:28:00.000-07:00

shrek wreck

pumunta kami ng tito at tita ko sa SM para magpalamig, kasama ko lang eh yung bata kong pinsan na seven yrs old pa lamang. iniwan kami nila o pinahiwalay sakanila ksi may gagawin sila at may bibilhin. eh di nanuod na lang kami ng shrek pero bago p nun, habol dito, habol dun pabili ng pabili,medyo nakkpagod din, pero ayos lang. di naman aano big deal sa akin iyon.

kaya lang...

nasa kalagitnaan ng movie, maganda sobra yung palabas, nakakatawa, nakakaentertain, aba, biglang sabi eh lumabas daw kami kasi masakit ang ipin niya, sabi ko ako nalang bibili ng gamot o kaya eh anything na malamig. ayaw. gusto sumama. eh di sige. at ng pumipila na ako sa botika, uwi na lang daw kami. fine, sige, sayang pero sige, masakit kamo ang ipin mo eh. pag uwi namin dito sa bahay, aba, parang walang msakit sa kanya. ang daldal ang kulet, sinasagot sagot pko... wala... ni hindi nanghingi ng yelo o kahit ano pa man.

kids will be kids talaga....

*gusto ko talaga ng mga bata, itong insidente lang ang...uh...hindi gaano ok..

sa susunod na lang...nevermind... i love my cousin pa din...=)

2007-05-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

vtr at kung anu anu pa...

kanina eh nag vtr kami para sa darating na debut n youngest gurl cousin ko sa darating na june. mukha nanamang lalaki ang boses ko. as usual. hehe. ako lang ang representative sa aming magpipinsan.

minsan ata eh ngawish ako na sana magkaron ako ng kapatid na babae, parang ang saya saya kasi. kasundo mo, kakampi, kakwentuhan at sbihan ng sikreto, hiraman ng damit at lahat pa ng mga masasayang bagay na nakikita ko sa ibang magkakapatid.

kaya siguro sobrang close ako sa mga babaeng friends ko, eh lalong nakdagdag ang pag stay ko ng 12 years sa st. paul dba...parang naghahanap xe ako paminsan ng kadamay, yung halos maituturing ko ngkapatid sa tibay ng samahan.

buti na lang eh nagkaron ako ng dalawang pinsan na halos ganun na, at bestfriend na talagang walang iwanan:)

maiba ako, nakaklungkot ang mga nangyayari sa mga taong mlapit sa akin. break, cool off, at basta, similar sa ganun.

bakit kaya sadyang kay dali lang sa ibang tao ang makipaghiwalay? o kung hindi man, kayo, pero sinasaksak kayo ng patalikod--yung bang hindi na maramdaman nung kabiyak niyo na ''ay may bf/gf pala ako, di ko napansin---di kasi nagpapramdam eh...'' hahayaan kang magmukmok sa sulok dahil sa mga nangyayri sa relasyon niyo, at yung isa eh nagpapaksaya sa ibang tao---barkada, close friend o kung sino pa man sila. panu naman yun mga naiwan nila sa isang tabi lang? diyan na lamang ba sila?

ang hindi ko lang maintidihan eh hanap ng hanap sila dati ng taong makakpagpasaya sa kanila, nung andiyan na sa kanila sa matagal na panahon, iiwan kasi hindi nanaman masaya. anu ba yun. talaga bang madami ng naniniwala sa hindi ka mauubusan ng lalaki/babae sa mundo, kaya kung magpalit eh sabi nga ng mga matatanda, parang nagpapalitlang ng damit. tsk.

happiness daw. kung nakita mo na, kuntento na dapat, ikaw masaya ka nga kasi nakahanap ka nanaman ng bago, panu naman yung naiwan mo?

2007-05-18T05:49:00.000-07:00

i've been tagged! oh nooo...

Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about you (him/herself?). People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog. No tagbacks

6 Weird Things About Me:

1. takot ako sa SM sign sa labas ng building, yung may ilaw. ( talking about pagka weirdo dba). ewan, di ko alam kelan at panu nagsimula. siguro nung bat ako tinakot takot ako na kakainin ako nun, eh nadala ko na hanggang ngayon. lalong lalo na yun nasa makati, tabi ng glorietta? ayun. may time na nadaanan namin yun nung 3rd year ako, papunta akong party or something, nabura halos ang eyeliner ko dahil umiyak ako. oh nooo!

2. OC ako pagdating sa gamit ko, lalo na sa notebook, kung hihiram kayo, siguraduhin niyong walang lukot, dumi, o sulat yan. di baleng di maganda sulat ko,o ako mismo may gawa ng dumi, pero wag lang ibang tao, dahil naiinis talaga ako... so yung mga humihiram, ay talaga naman, handling with care talaga. sa bag naman, ayoko ng madumi, may makita lang akong dumi, pinapalaban ko kagad, kaya almost everyday pinagpapalit palit ko bag ko para di gaano madumihan.

3. meron akong unan. kung baga, security blanket ko na siya. nasa akin na siya mula nung 9 yrs old pa lang ako, at take note, once palang siya nilalaban. ang nakakakita lang nun eh yung mga taong pumupunta sa amin. at siya ang katabi ko matulog. gudlak nalang sa taong makakasama ko in the future di ba. di pko ready ipakita siya. bakit? kasi nga once pa lang siya nilalaban, binibilad pero di nilalaban. hahaha...

4. i am verrry sensitive. as in. for example, may close friend ako, tapos bigla mo akong di pinansin,tinarayan mo ako or cold ka sa akin for no reason at all, iiyak lang ako bigla, dadamdamin ko yun hanggang iassure mo sa akin na hindi ka sa akin galit, or mga ganong explanation. para kasi sa akin, di naman kailangang maging snob at tarayan ako lalo na pag walang atraso, say it in a nice way.=)

5. super hyper ko lalo na pag madaming kasama. ang saya saya ng feeling na tipong sa sobrang hyper, tatawa nalang ako bigla ng malakas,ngingiti mag isa dahil may naalala, at lahat ng ingay eh ginagawa sa lrt at fx. dati pa, kasama ko ang kaklase kong c jen sa fx, napakatahimik nun, bigla ko na lang sinigaw, "jen ang baho, amoy paa [totoo naman] di ko lang napigilan ang emosyon ko sa sobrang baho. tapos bago ako bumaba, papatawanin ko siya ng sobra at isisigaw ang pangalan niya [eh di maiiwan siyang tumatawa mag isa], hehehe...sorry chimmy:)

6. at ang last na pagpapahiya sa sarili ko ay: nanakit ako ng kalaro [dati], weird kasi, mas bat siya sa akin, ngunit dahil sa inis ko, ginantihan ko siya. sabi ko, tumalikod siya may surprise ako sa kanya, may gate sa pagitan namin, eh di tumalikod siya at dinikitan ko siya ng masking tape sa buhok, i repeat, sa buhok niya, pinalibutan ko yung ulo niya. hindi na matanggal, ayan na yung nilagyan ng baby oil, sabon at tubig, ayaw matanggal, so ayun, kinalbo siya... awww...

meron pang isang related, nagrereview ako for the finals, eh di siyempre dapat tahimik, eh may nagdoorbell, tapos tumakbo, eh di wala lang, ayan na naman...hanggang nung ikatlong beses nairita na ako, dinikitan ko ng thumbtacks ang doorbell namin mismo... pagpindot niya... [aaaray!]---uulit ka pa ah?

ayan nakakahiya pero sige na. at ang itatag ko sa multiply ay sina: jamy, abiog, joyce, stella, pas, jovecca [humanda na kayo]

P.S. lahat to sa multiply nila...

2007-05-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

strucked by spiderman

kakanuod ko lang kanina ng spiderman, at grbe, sobrang ganda, lahat, ng
effects, ng kwento, ng ending. two thumbs up ako sa movie na yun...
kahit medyo late na ako nakapanood,ok pa din, hindi pa siksikan di ba?
hehe.

"whatever battles that are raging in you, you have the choice.

choices make who you are, and you can always choose

the right one." -spiderman

akalain niyo eh natandaan ko ang linyang yan dahil talagang na struck
ako.

choices. lahat tayo eh nababalot sa salitang yan, whether to choose
this or to choose that. nakakalito kasi we're not getting any assurance
na we will be happy at the end or in the future, before, and i mean
before making the decision. how will you know nga naman eh di pa tayo
namimili. mahirap talaga kasi risky, wala tayong magagawa,
that's life, if we want a certain thing to happen, then yun ang piliin
natin. to hell with the consequences.

don't be afraid to make a choice! right choice? siguro when it comes to
following our parents, yung mga rules dito sa bansa natin, or anything
that has to do with social issues. pero kung sariling buhay na natin
ang pinanguusapan, i don't think may ganon. nagiging mali lang minsan
ang decision natin dahil sa sinasabi ng mga tao sa paligid natin. dahil
sa negative o violent rections nila, kala mo tuloy mali ka. who cares?
dito tayo masaya. wag na sila makialam di ba? this is what makes us
happy, so back off...=)

mas masarap nga minsan na mali ang ginagawa natin, not to be bad in the
eyes of other people, but to learn something new. papano natin
maiintindihan ang totoong ibig sabihin ng 'mali' kung puro tama ang
ginagawa natin mula't sapul? sabi nga sa isang quote: "...without a
piece of bitterness, life's sweetness would be useless"

ako, i think i am making the right choice, a choice that made me really
feel *haay*----contended and happy=)

kayo ba? sana naman parepareho tayong naeenjoy ang mga bagay na
dinidesisyunan natin. saglit lang ang buhay, sige lang ngunit wag
aabuso. may pagkakaiba ang abusado sa sinusulit lamang. *wink*

2007-05-15T07:45:00.000-07:00

...because of old age...

nakakatawa kanina, kasi eh di pauwi na kami, exact location: east avenue q.c, tapos may mamanga tatawid sa pedestrian, medyo malayo pa siya so bumisina na si mama para malaman na dadaan kami, aba, nagalit, dinuro ba naman ang kotse namin at kami siyempre tapos sumigaw: HOY! ano ba? at galit na galit talaga siya. aba'y malayo ka pa eh, siyempre dumaan kami. buong puso ang pag sigaw niya. sana hindi kami ireklamo sa XXX nu? hahaha. baka may hidden video cam yun. yari kami. kakalabas pa lang naman niya ng heart center, bago tumawid, sana hindi siya bumalik dun dahil sa galit sa amin. hehe.

naaalala ko pa dati, sa simbahan, eh mahaba ang paa ko at legs (may pagka), eh na sipa ko ng di sinasadya ang upuan ng isang matanda, nagalit ba naman, "tsk, anu ba yan!" sabay hugot nung monoblock niya palayo sa akin. sorry naman, di ko naman sinadya yun nu...

2007-05-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

thoughts

"everybody tries to live in the objective of being happy..."

naku mahirap yang lagi nating inaasam na maging masaya, sa lahat ng bagay. pagdating sa pamilya, kabigan, at love life. yan. lalong lalo na yang lovelife na yan. hindi na natin tuloy naiisip na nauuwi ito sa pag eexpect. tapos aasa ng aasa tayo na since yun yung gusto natin at makakapagpasaya sa atin, yun ang gagawin sa atin ng mga taong nagmamahal sa atin--- dahil mahal nga naman di ba. san ito mauuwi? sa wala. at wala tayong karapatan na iblame ang kahit na sino dahil tayo lang naman ang gumawa ng ikasasaktan natin.

mahirap talaga kung iispin. pero wala naman tayong magagawa. katulad nga ng sinabi ko, tayo lang gumagawa nun. kaya iwas expect nalang. wag natin laging asamin na maging masaya, just leave things the way it should be. mas maganda yung minsan malungkot, kasi mas magkakaron ng meaning ang time na masaya tayo, mas memorable di ba. balanse.

madami dami din ang mga taong kilala kong medyo namromroblema sa kanilang lab lyf. take it easy, maaayos din yan. wag yung sana ganyan, sana ganito, kasi baka madisappoint lang sa huli.everything has a reason, God will never give us something that we can't handle.

even if i'm not in the 'real' postion [yet], i understnd.

2007-05-13T01:51:00.000-07:00

nanay, mama, inay, inang, mommy, ma, mamu...

at kung ano pa man ang tawag sa inyo ng mga anak ninyo...

HAPPY HAPPY

MOTHER'S

DAY

(minanwal ko pa yan hehe)

malaking pasasalamat naming mga anak sa inyo dahil kayo ang dahilan [at ang tatay siyempre] kung bakit kami nandito ngayon sa mundong ibabaw (naks, nosebleed na ito)...
di nga, ma, salamat sa lahat, i may not be that expressive, minsan lang, pero you know that i will NEVER leave you, no matter what. and will try my best to be a good daughter or son? nah! hehe... (aww)...hehehe...

btw, kahapon pala eh nasa baywalk ako with my dad, a very post birthday celeb... yummy don hen food...nakakabusog masyado...tapos naka 20 tokens ako kaka arcade...exaj...kinarir ko msyado ang house of the dead, time crisis at basketball (laban na tayo hulyo! game na ako)... at dahil dun, eh nanankit ang mga kasukasuan ko ngayon... sumakay din kami sa shuttle na umiikot sa buong roxas blvd. at dawit na din ang star city... saya! then gloria jean's after... every moment was... i dunno... memorable? yeah, memorable.

yey new skin!!! edited version... woohooo... gusto ko tumalon sa

magandang resulta!

...woeh o.a...

2007-05-10T10:09:00.000-07:00

ELEKSYON 'O7

aba, malapit na nga pala ang eleksyon anu, sa monday na. kamusta na
kaya ang mga kumakandidato? katulad nga ng sabi ni mama, eh baka
nadasalan na daw nila ang lahat ng mga santo, sa sobrang kaba. sino ba
naman ang di kakabahan noh,eh milyon milyon ang ginastos nila, baka nga
bilyones na eh ( c/o bandila), tapos ugali ng mga Pilipino ang maging
friendly talaga, kaya pag makikipag kamay ka, akala mo, sang-ayon sila
sa iyo at ikaw na ang panalo sa kanila, hehe, hindi naman pala. tsk. sino kayang

mananalo? hmm.

sabi nila pag hindi ka naka register, eh malamang lang hindi ka
makakaboto, pero sa palagay ko, right to vote, oo, pero, katulad ko,
meron din namang ilan sa atin na hindi talaga kilala ang mga kandidato,
not unless eh newspaper/politics/news person ka. Siguro kung observant
ka sa mga changes eh maaring maging factor na din para masabi mong alam
mo ang ginawa nila, kaya boboto mo sila. sa nagyon, pass na lang ako
muna, una, hindi ako registered, pangalawa, hindi ako familiar sa mga
nagawa nila. next time na lamang siguro.

may mga commercial na nakakaewan panuorin. parang may mali, nakakatawa
na hindi o minsan eh nakakainis lan kaya ilipat na lang ang channel.hehe. angara- kailangang katono ng pag eendorse ng AMA; ang famous
niyang kanta na 'sa iyo'...double purpose na din siguro, eleksyon at
skewlahan (galing); pichay- nakakatawa sa una na 'itanim sa senado'
pero nakakatuwa, simple lang totoo at pang gusto niyang matanim, o dba?; noynoy- uh hello mama's boy? '...kung hindi lagot siya sa akin.-cory' okay...cge lagot ka.; legarda- magtanim ba ng naka semi formal?; villar-hahaha, nice dance...

isa ko pa napansin ang commercial ng _ _, keo na lang ang manghula kung anong grupo yan. sa totoo lang hindi ko gusto yung kanila kasi puro issues sa Pilipinas na negative. eh papaano naman tayo magkakaron ng gana umunlad kung ang pinapakita eh yung makakapagpababa sa ating lahat sa mata ng ibang tao diba. mga corruption, unemployment rates, at kung ano anu pa. oo, maaring totoo, pero hindi na kailangan isampal sa mukha ng bawat pilipino di ba. what we need is a positive factor na makakahatak pataas. wag mag hila pababa. naks.

***o tama na, ayoko na mambatikos baka may bumaril sa akin. hehe. sadyang
napansin ko lang ang mga komersyal na iyan. no offense. peace. ***

2007-05-08T08:35:00.000-07:00

update

matagal tagal na din akong hindi nakaka internet dahil sa kasawiang palad, nasira ang kompyuter ko. merong nasira ang motherboard, capacitor na pumutok, at kung ano ano pang technical terms na hindi ko na din naman talga naiintindihan. matinding bayaran na naman pero okay naman. o sige na tama na tong intro ko...

april 22

ito ay birthday ni jen. surprise party nga. katulad nga ng nabasa ko sa isang blog, eh baka nga dahil mag ttwenty na ang mga tao kaya uso ang surprise (di kaya?)... Pumunta ako sa robinsons metro easat ng mga ala una ng hapon, napa aga, kasi gusto ko din maglibot. Nakabili ako ng tshirt na napaka cute at napaka mura... damit talaga ng babae, mura... yesss... tapos, nag mcdo
kami, ang kinain ko naman, eh para maiba, ay burger mcdo meal... haha... ayoko na tlga ubusin kaya lang, strikto ang katabi kasi madaming daw hindi kumakain...totoo naman... tapos naglaro kami sa timezone...natalo ako ng isang lalake diyan, dahil pinagbigyan ko...joke... babawi ako... talo ako sa daytona at basketball... at hindi ako talo sa trivia... tie ang score nun
noh...hehe...puro hula...ang tanong eh tungkol sa sports ng mga kano, aba malay ko naman dun... tapos inikot namin ang robinsons, tapos lumipat sa sta.lucia... hinintay namin sina den, don, at brilly boy... at habang naghihintay eh puro mga censored cd's ang nakikita dun sa store...nakow... di naman ganu, sadyang dun kami napadpad...tapos yun nag food court muna
kami sa gutom at habang hinhintay ang iba naming kakunchaba...

tapos, pumunta na kami sa bahay ni jen ng patago... na medyo na buking..pero masaya kasi kasabwat namin ang nanay niya...na pati ang paghuhugas ng kutsarat' tinidor eh patago... ang
galing mo mother!... hayun, kumain kami ng limpak limpak...ay sila lang pala, tapos nag videoke sila... at ako, eh nakikinig lang, asa namang kakanta ako... haha...tapos mga 1am na kami nakauwi... talagang happy birthday jen... binigyan namin siya ng balloons na pinutok ni ted ang isa... tsk3... masaya tong araw na ito... nagkasama sama uli kami...

(no-date) glorietta!!!

pumunta kami ni mama sa glorietta... dahil may sasadyain siya na opisina sa makati, kaya tumungo na din kami sa mall... kumain kami sa chef angelo... mega sarap ng pizza nila... mura na ang dami pang servings...nakakatuwa...tapos nun nilibot
namin ang buong mall... nakabili ako ng shirt...yehey... binilan na din namin kapatid ko... nakita ko pa nga ang mga artista ng henerasyon natin ngayon... sina sam concepcion, mikkee ng pbb, olyn ng pbb, at mga iba pang kabataan, nakita din namin si albert martinez at yayo aguila. meron atang event dun...oreo and timezone tandem.

At dahil sa nakita ko eh naalala ko siyempre mag timezone habang nagpapahinga si mama, kasi mapipigtas na ata ang kanyang mga talampakan sa kakalakad. hehe. nagbasketball, daytona, house of the dead, and mooore basketball. di na ako matatalo...hahaha... pagkatapos nun eh umuwi na kami, medyo gabi na din kasi. at nanginginig na ang mga laman laman namin sa pagod. Dumaan din pala kami sa supermarket at baka mall kami ng mall eh wala na pala kami makain sa susunod na araw. hehe. biro lang.

birthday blues- days before my birthday

lagi kong naiisp na ano kaya feeling ng binabati ka ng buong klase dahil may pasok ang birthday mo. Tapos, may suprise. Masaya naman ako na summer. naisip ko lang. hehe..

may 2- eto na nga, birthday ko na! bente na ako!

12 am pa lang eh madami ng bumati sa akin. at salamat sa iyo at lalo pang dumami ang bumati sa akin. pagpatak pa lang ng may 2 eh masaya na ako, kasi, personalized yung messages ganon, nakakatba ng puso... kaya naman iisa isahin ko kayo:

SALAMAT TALAGA SA MGA BUMATI:

nasreen balajadia*pau tatad*abby sarmiento*aj cericos*gela fleta*ate chie*darlene magbitang*zyra tinio* jovecca binalla*mica felipe (labs)*lei gubat*justin exito*shiela redugerio*luanne cervatos*pas santos (choochoomate)* jamy ressureccion
(bestbud)*nikkie escano (my sister)*arden lim* ced galagala*joyce cacalda(L4)*dom pascual*lakkee lacanilao*rianne frencillo(bitu)*chuckie navarra*dickie javier(wei)*stella rusel(brilly boy)*enzo ibale* ashley gatchallan* hannah
riego*jen castro(chimmy)*rachel dela cueva*bel buenaflor(ka-on)*justin ong*rayne domingo*andrea mendoza*den concepcion* carlo
concordia*bea vergara*tine valmores*mama*papa*don dulce*iana ongpauco*vincent(training)*mai mejos*mommy*iskra berdal* juris
berdal*ron lacanilao*rap lacanilao*tita beth*carl berdal*tita edna*

at sa mga nagabala, nagpakapagod at talagang pinagplanuhan ang surprise:

TINE CLAVERO- salamat tlga tine!!! sobrang effort ang ginawa niyo, kahit hindi tayogaano naguusp eh talagang mega effort ka... salamat sa pagtutupi ng messages, sa gift mo, at sa lahat talaga.

MEG GOH- naku ikaw ah, akala ko tayong dalawa lang ang mag ddinner, nakakatouch at talagang kasabwat ka, sinundo mo pa ako... kahit na wrong send ka sa akin, sobrang thank you talaga..sobrang pinasaya niyo ako... salamat sa gift

JULIUS TAN- di ko na kailangan isalaysay dito ang gusto ko sabihin

dahil nasabi ko na dba... di ko alam paano magpapasalamat, pero for now tanggapin mo muna yan...hehe...salamat kay buttercup....salamat sa effort...sobra! saludo ako sa iyo!

dumaan kami nung kinaumagahan sa simbahan. eh walang mass kaya nagdasal na

lang kami ng taimtim. nakita ko si mama umiiyak nung nagdadasal siya, tinanong ko siya kung bakit at sinabi niyang sobrang thankful lang talaga siya for havin me. sobrang
nakakatouch kasi sa mga simple ways ko ng pagtulong or making her smile eh malaking impact pala sa kanya...haaayyy...:)

o ayan nga, ayan ang mga bumati... sa training, oo nagttraining ako ng

"inglis"...hehhe... binati nila ako...salamat... tapos nun sinundo ako ni meg sa timog, at dumeretso kami sa shakey's at magddinnersana kami. Ang tagal tagal namin sa banyo ng shakey's... eh nagpasama si meg, at may hinhanap siya sa bag niya na hindi mapakali... kaya naman pala, dumating sina iana, don at july para isurprise ako. hnde ko inaasahan talag kasi sabi hindi na makakapunta dahil may inutos, naniwala naman ako shmpre...ang saya talaga. kasi andun ang friends ko, at favorite cake ko ay present, c/o machoman. salamat. at yun nagsalo salo kami. masaya. pagkatapos nun eh sinundo ako nina mama ta kuya, tapos pumunta kami sa bahay ng pinsan ko kasi gusto daw nila ako pumunta dun at magsalo salo din. tapos umuwi na kami... salamat sa mga regalo... sobrang dsalamt lalong lalo na sa effort niyong lahat! mmwwaaaahhh!whataa day... salamat talaga...

may 4- STARCITY

yehey, at kahit na muntikang hindi matuloy ang aming gettaway eh ayan, natuloy nga. akala ko eh malalate ako dahil ako nga ay may pasok. eh ayun, ang tagal din naming naghintay sa tropicalhut na may napakalaking pusa... nakow... habang hinhintay namin ang ibang friends, eh ayun nagaasaran lang at naglalaro. haha. at salamat kay cristina kasi naka 50% off ang mga girls
dahil sa kanyang coupon. yehey.

sumakay kami sa lahat...kaya nga ride all you can eh...walang aangal kahit masuka suka ka na walang papalag. masasay ang mg sinakyan namin, andun ang flying carpet, viking, roller coaster, wild river, at kung anu2 pa. may talong horror house dun eh wala naman akong ginawa kundi manghatak na damit at braso kasi nagugulat talaga ako kahit alam ko namang may lalabas... kawawang damit. si jerico eh hinatak pa yung palawit ng white lady na lumilipad, na narinig mo talaga yung punit na tunog. kawawa naman.

sinakyan din namin ang mga pambatang sasakyan katulad ng snowhite na kumurap ka lang e tapos na, andoon din ang lion king na inalog ka lang sa upuan mo at sayawan ng mga halimaw dun, little mermaid na nakakatawa ang mga drawings at kulay na parang nagungupas na, pero ang pinaka nagustuhan ko na pambata eh yung hercules...hahaha...isa shang kwart na puro yelo, pwedeng mag jacket pero makapal ang mukha namin at hindi kami ngjacket, sabi pa namin ang init2 eh. aba,bumubuga na kami ng usok sa ginaw, naka islibles pa man din ako, picturan kami ng picturan maski bawalayan nakarma kami, nakulong kami sa loob!!! wahaha...sobrang pinupukpok na nila dn ang pinto kasi nga maginaw tapos nakulong pa kami... nakakatawa...hahaha... yun ata ang parusa mga picture ng pictur sa loob maski sinabi ng bawal. hahaha... grabe dun eh pag patak ng 12am finishd or not finishd papatayin na nila ang ilaw. hahhaha..

naglakad kami mula ccp hanggang baywalk. masaya at halos hopeless na kakahanap ng kakainan kasi wala talaga kaming makita.at ayun, napadpad kami sa isang kainan na may banda, host na nakakatawa at mga audience na ke lalakas ng loob. pagod na kami pero dahil sa kanila eh nabuhay ang diwa namin. nagiging plural ang mga hindi naman dapat sa ,lyrcs nila. katulad na lamang nga kantang because of you: "because iof you my life has change, thank you for the love and the joy you bring" ayan ang tamang lyrics na kinanata ni 'leslie' sa ganitong paraan: "because of you, my life has 'tseynds', thankS you por the love and
the joy you bring..." oh my gulay... grabe na ito... uwi na tayo...haha... talaga naman... mga past 2am na kami na alis dun...

nag taxi kami papunta kina den with ted... dun kami matulog sa kanila. Nagwash up lang tapos daldalan buong umaga... si den natulog kasi may pasok that day, kaya kami ni ted ang nag usap hanggang tumilaok ang mga manok... hindi na din kasi ako makatulog... ang daming napagusapan, sobra... masaya naman... pro nung kinakausap niya ako nigala akong nakatulog, sabi niya, sorry hehe. tapos nataranta ako nung ginising, kala ko aalis na, naalimpungatan ako ata. tapos umuwi na. Nung hapon that day, sumama ako sa qc, nakipahinga...hehe...

post birthday celebration(may 5)

hindi naman masyadong celebration pero dinala ako ni mama sa tiendesitas na kung saan nandoon ang pinaka gusto kong luto ng seafoods...particularly ang butterd clams... masarap talaga. nalibot kami pagkatapos at lumipat sa fun ranch. Bagong
amusement park? o basta palaruan ng mga kiddos at mga young at heart. ang laki laki ng jungle gym sobra!! sarap maglaro... kung pwede lang ako eh... babalik kami sa susunod kasama ang mga pinsan at pamangkin ko...tapos tinignan namin yung powerstation, dapat maglalaro ako eh gabi na din kasi kaya umeskapo na kami. at umuwi na.

training (april 27-may 16)

ayun nga nabanggit ko na ako'y nagttraining ng english... ok naman...masaya talaga kasi classroom style ang setup... at ako ang youngest...hahaha...himala... medyo napapagalitan nga lang ako paminsan minsan kasi maingay ako... at siyempre may mga kausap naman...ok din kasi nakikita mo ang iba's ibang klaseng tao sa paligid mo. iba iba kasi kami ng age bracket. merong
teacher, merong student din, computer technician, mother of three, ofw, caregiver at mga ganon. masaya sila kasalamuha kasi iba iba ng point of view. good student naman ako dito. nabbery good ako sa pronounciations... naks...hahaha...

sa last day ata eh may salo salo kami. sana matuloy.

2007-04-18T02:57:00.000-07:00

MALE ATTENTION

nagpapasalamat na lang ako talaga at hindi ako yung taong rebelde, pakawala, wala ng pakialam sa mga tao sa paligid ko kahit nasasaktan na despite ng lahat ng to... walang tatay sa paligid, di maramdaman na may kuya, walang mga lolo, tito na ka close, at ang taong, sabihin na nating hindi pa paniguradong 'siya na nga'.

malungkot lang isipin na wala ang mga binaggit ko...wala in the sense na hindi ko maramdamang present sila sa buhay ko--- literally dahil patay na, at symbolically kasi hindi talaga sila nagbibigay ng pansin. malungkot din na minsan walang nagpaparamdam. may mga nagbabago. honestly, nasasaktan ako sa mga nangyayari. nakakainggit yung mga taong happy sila saan sulok ng buhay man sila tumingin, nandyan yung mga taong magiging strength nila. may mawala man, meron at merong sumasalo sa kanila, feeling ko, ako, wala talaga...meron pero parang nawawala.

importante ba talaga ang mga lalake sa buhay natin? sa sitwasyon kong ito, kaya kong tumayo mag isa, pero kailangan natin sila. may nagagawa sila sa atin. Kaya nga, opinyon ko lang to, nahihirapan ako ngayon. nasasaktan. naiinis. naiiyak. sa kahit anong lingon ko, wala akong makita. :(

P.S. Labas ang babae sa post kong ito.

P.S masaya ako. nalulungkot lang pag iniisip ko

(don't get me wrong)

2007-04-18T02:48:00.000-07:00

happy--not happy--happy--not happy vacation

i'm freakin bored... wala na tlga akong ginagawa...oo umaalis ako halos araw araw pero nagging routine na kaya naiinip na ko kasi paulit ulit...gigising ng mga nine, drayber papuntang qc (kung minsn dadaan muna sa mga banko and other errands ni mama), tapos tambay sa bahay ng pinsan ko hanggang mga alas kwatro,drayber pauwi, hayun, andito na ako sa bahay uli... kakain, nuod, txt, tulog... kinabukasan ganun nanaman.

masaya nalang ako kapag may mga nasisingit na lakad na kakaiba naman...halimbawa, sa mall. pero pag wala, jusme, uulit lang yung nasa itaas.

nalulungkot pa ako paminsan kasi parang may nagbabago. hindi ko alam kung bakit. at hindi ko na din sasabihin specifically kung anu ang aking tinutukoy.hindi ko naman maitago, kaya ayan, bigla nalang ako sinusumpong ng kung ano. wala pa akong magawa sa sitwasyong iyon.
mahirap, masakit, malungkot. haba pa ng bakasyon. nakakatakot.

mula april 27- hanggang may 16 eh may gagawin ako araw2... apat na oras iyon. gudlak.excited nko na hindi, bahala na.mag ccall center training ako. sa may timog, malapt sa GMA-Kamuning station. wala lang.

excited sa birthday? hindi rin. parang hindi. basta, nalulungkot kc ako. haaay...

2007-04-09T06:47:00.000-07:00

visita iglesias

haaay nakakapagod naman talaga... sobrang napagod ako... akyat manaog, at naglibot sa
bulacan proper...masaya naman kasi first time, pero inaamin ko, hindi ako gaano
nakapgconcentrate, una napapagod na ako... may hika ako, mainit... naenjoy ko lang ang
opportunity-ng iyon...

pumunta kami sa mga sumusunod:

1. st elizabeth of hungary, malolos

2. malolos cathedral

3. our lady of mount carmel malolos

4. st. james the apostle parish, paombong bulacan

5. st. anne parish, hagonoy, bulacan

6. st. martin church, bocaue

7. divine mercy diocese shrine

nainis lanag ako honestly dun sa pari namin... alam kong gusto mo magpahayag ng maganda
tungkol kay God... malamang lang di ba... pero kasi ang nainis lang ako, SOBRAAAANG haba ng
mga sinasabi niya na kung saan saan na napunta ang usapan... na tipong nawala na yung
essence... kung baga gusto mo maging banala at taimtim that day,. pero sa kawalan na ng
sense, na ngjjoke pa na wala naman sa message talaga, eh wala, napuputol ang kagustuhan
mong yon...tsk3...
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clearance day

lakad.lakad.lakad. puro kami lakad... masaya naman ang araw na iyon... megamall escapde...
mainit... napaka init talaga...hehe...
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semana santa

di naman ako gumawa ng kahit anong 'holy', nothin nw, nothin' special... napaka tahimik ng
bahay, kung hindi man tahimik eh may tugtog dito na pang holy week.. ( you know what i mean)... ayos lang naman, wala akong ginawa kundi humilata... seriously, buhay tamad tlga...
holy week...hmmm...my 'sacrifice' na tinatawag for this week is by not using the internet uh, for 6 days yata...ewan, gingawa ko na to last year pa... ewan ko ba...siguro i just have to do it since
andun yung feeling na' jesus is sacrificng his lif to us at this time'... so kahit sa maliit na bagay...
ok na yun di ba...

i am a catholic pero hindi yung tipong lahat ng santo dinadasalan, hindi ako yung katulad ng mga
adults na naiiyak habang binabasa ang station of the cross, hindi ako yung pala rosary everyday, hindi din ako yung tipong sasabak sa milyong tao para mapahid lamang ang panyo sa mga
imahen...i have a really strong faith in Him but not by doing those things... may nagtxt nga sa
akin... a friend, sa akin siya nagconfess na ang sama na daw niya kasi kumakain siya ng meat,
twice na siya hindi nagsisimba, tinatamad, ganun... then i told him na hindi naman ikaw ijjudge ni God dahil sa ginawa mong yun, actually wala siyang kasalanan, hindi naman dun nasusukat ang
pagiging holy...

eh siguro andoon yung feeling na 'ay nakatingin sa aking ang mga tao kailangan ko umayos' kind
of thought kaya nafforce tayo minsan to be like 'them'...kung sino man ang gumgawa ng mga
yoon... minsan kasi ang mga taong nakatingin sa atin ang nagpapagalaw sa atin maski hindi
naman natin gusto... i mean, napipilitan nalang tayo kung minsan... kaya ayan, maski yung mga
pagjjudge sa mga tao who are not doing the 'same' thing eh nagagaya na natin... tsk...mali eh...
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easter sunday

muntik na ako mahimatay kahapon...sobrang natatakot na ako sa feeling na iyon... na mangyri
uli... ugh...i really thank God at hindi natuloy... (sorry sa mga napagalala ko kahapon, i'll not do it
again, promise)ganito kasi...ang kinain ko lang nung saturday night and sunday morning eh champorado...ewan ko, wala akong gana, chka pag breakfast, hindi talaga ako kumakain...ok pa ako..pumunta ako sa mass with my mom... nung our father time na, napa lean ako sa luhuran, humawak ako sa parang table sa harap kasi hinihingal na ako... akala ko, hinihika lanag ako...lagi kasi ako hinihka pag misa...anyway, tumingin ako kay mama, sabi niya 'o bakit?' sabi ko hinihingal ako... tapos yung mukha niya nagppanic na akala ko naman kung bakit... pero basta nagppanic siya.. . pinabalik niya ako sa car... nung pabalik na ako, yung paligid ko yellow, literal, wala ng kulay... lahat blurred na at nakakapit na ako kung san san... nung nasa car na ko, ... sumunod si mama, totally nagpanic na siya kasi ang purple na daw ng labi ko and my face was also bluish purple... hindi ko na kita... pinag candy niya ako, tapos tumigil kami sa tindahan, bumili daw ako ng maiinom, eh di bumaba ako... habang hinihintay ko, ----blank---- wala na akong makita, nahihilo, at unti unting wala na akong makita hanggang sa wala na at naluluha na ako... kasi andun na yung feeling na i will pass out... bumalik ako sa car... itatakbo dapat ako sa hospital pero sabi ko wag na kaya ko pero my eyes are closed... ayoko dumilat kasi natakot na ko dahil wala akong makita... pumunta kami sa nearest resto/fastfood, sobrang bilis magdrive ni mama... nung naka subo na ako unti2... bumalik na kulay ko... haaaayyy... creepy!!!

kaya kayong nagpapalipas ng gutom o kaya yung mga ayaw kumain dahil nagpapapayat, learn
from my experience... wag na kayo magskip ng meals... hindi maganda maidudulot nito...

nung bumuti buti na pakiramdam ko, although mejo nahihilo at blurry pa ang lahat, tumuloy pa din kami sa market2... dahil yung talaga plano namin sa araw na iyon... masaya... bumili ako ng
dress, swimsuit and shirt...yey... may nabili na din ako sa wakas...at pinalamaon lang uli ako...
para daw makabawi... hehe... pizza company...yummy..

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hoooray monday

nagkaayaan kami nila luanne and abio sa sta. lucia, at nanuod kami na ang cute ng ina mo...
naka dalawang attempts kami bago makahanap ng sinehan na hindi nakatayo... grbe maski sa
rob eh punuan...

bago manuod pinasok namin lahat ng stores at may store dun pinasukan namin, nagsukat ng
mga damit at nag picture-an... i looove the dress... mahal naman 1,200...msta naman yun... no
thanks...hehe...

masaya yung movie... pinaka malakas ang tawa naming tatlo among the others... hindi ko alam
kung sobrang babaw namin o tlagang sobrang nakakatawa lang talaga....hahahaha... nice movie!!!
next movie: MR. BEAN!!!!! yehey!!!

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wala lang to...

ang hirap ng feeling na gusto mo na pero ayaw pa, let's say, hmm...closest people in your life...
pero thankful na lang ako pag naiintindihan ka nung taong yun... alam mo at nararamdaman mong okay lang talaga, walang kailangang ipagalala...

bakit yung iba noh...walang magawa kundi 'isingit' ang pangalan mo pag siya ang nasasangkot...
hhmmm... don't want to be rude or anything pero kasi ayoko lang yung feeling na dinadamay ka
maski ikaw ang kasangkot... ang hirap ng ikinocompare ka, maski obvious magkaiba naman kayo ng sitwasyon... ganoon pag nakatalikod ka, pero pag kaharap mo na, haaay, halos halikan ka na
dahil miss ka na daw niya... nakow... sana matapos na to... live your life... puhless... tama na ang
intriga, at ibalik nalang kung ano talaga dati...

***i'm freakin bored!***

2007-03-27T06:39:00.001-07:00

happy birthday dicky

kahapon nakakapagod tlga ang araw ko kahapon...una, nagdrive ako para magdeliver ng tubig... o dba, driver? hehe... pngalawa, pmunta akong gateway to meet up with meg...eh yun umupo muna kami sandali, eh nagktaon andun din si mica... kwento ng unti...ganon... then pumunta kami ni meg sa shang, susunduin namin si ian, nagstroll muna kami, at nanakit ang paa kaka ikot... nag fruit magic... tas nagulat ako kasi may sigaw ng sigaw ng marian sa may tapat ng coffee beanery, aba nagulat ako, pinsan ko pala nagwwork dun...saya... tnreat niya ako ng cake... yummy... tas yun ikot uli, bmili ng gft for dckie, at yun, pinauna na kami ni ian... nag mrt pabalik ng cubao... tas dun, hinintay kami ni july... bmili sha ng gft nila for dickie and jerico... tas yun... santolan na... naghhintay na sa amin dun sina brilly, den2, jerico, bab, and don... complete na:)

nagulat si dickie kasi isang batallion kami... akala niya, boys lang ang ppunta, yun pala, pti yung
mga astang boys din...hahaha...saya, kumain, tumawa, nagpicture-an, kulitan, lahat... masaya
ang araw kahapon...sbra...nakita uli yung mga ibang taong gusto mong makita... humabol pa si
ian... ayun, masaya naman... masaya talaga...woohooo... kumpleto nanaman linggo ko...ata...:)

grades

snend na sa akin ang grades ko...salamat bab... waaaahhh... sobrang saya ko tlga... na maintain
yung grades ko, akala ko kasi wala na akong future sa sem na to... haaay..baet tlga ni God, kaya
kailangan hindi abusuhin, at kelangna ko magsipag pa lalo...lalo na, thrid year na kami... at
nabalitaan naming walang bagsak sa bio...buti nalang...ipapasara ko na ang kalye namin sa
saya... woeh... :)

bukas

punta akong qc... ako ang dakilang drayber ni mama tom...ok naman...kasi may sweldo ako...
hahaha...yesss!!! at sa thursday...bulacan uli...visita iglesias... exciting!:)

2007-03-24T23:30:00.001-07:00

finals week..(march 19-21)

nakow, puyatan tlga ito, dalawang araw ako natulog ng 4am, at ang tulog ko lang eh dalawang
oras... ang eyebags eh abot na sa pisngi sa sobrang kapuyatan (joke)...ang hrap tlga... ang hrap
pgsabay sabayin... lahat pa ata ng mga mbabagsik na prof eh napunta sa amin... hindi literal na
mabagsik... mabait sila, sabay sabay nga lang kaya nakaka pressure...

buti nalanmg at naka survive ako sa english panel discussion, speech, computer reporting (adobe photoshop), at mga homework sa stat nahindi naman naituturo nga maayos... sorry pero, ewan,
bgla akong nahirapan sa kanya... hay sna wala akong bgsak *crosses fingers* haaay...

madrama ang last day namin, una kasi yung isa bsta personal na yun, si chuckie eh nag sign-off
na as our president, c tine hindi na sasama sa outing, c ted mwawala na sa UST... sa kabilang
banda, ang saya panuorin ang pnrepare na vdeo presentations for the class... ang saya lang isipin na sa dami ng pinagdaanan ng section namin, eto kami ngayon, hindi talaga matitibag... ang saya
din kasi ang daming memories, mga addict sa camera... mga playful blockmates... happy
people...at ang experience ko to become ms. behavioral science '06-07...and personally speaking, natuto akong buksan ang doors ko sa ibang tao... i'm happy right now... really...

yehey!!! outing!!! (march 21-22)

went to loreland farm resort, dko nga lam kung bkit farm, eh la naman kaming nakitang kakaibang mga hayop dun... hehe...nwey... sa antipolo to... dapat class outing eh nde na naksam yung iba... sayang naman...

masaya to, naginuman sila, ako nanuod, naglaro kami, tumwa ng tumawa, nagalaga,
nagkwentuhan, nakinig ng mga nagvdeoke, nagtrekking sa dahilan na hanap kami ng hanap ng
ibang pool/s sa loreland at nag truth or dare na kung saan eh ako ay durog na durog... sobra... ok naman... haha...

mwawala ba naman ang swimming? ayun, nagwimming kami at naglaro ng kakaibang laro,
napudpod ang mga paa namin kasi may nilaro kaming kakaiba... nanakit ang mga balakang kasi
nagslide kami sa kiddie pool, at napagod kakaikot at kakatakbo... masaya to sbra! unforgettable!
msarap magswimmng talaga... lalo na dun sa parang jacuzzi... hahahaaha....very
relaxing...ahahhaa....(N.B!!!)...gets?

imagine, naka survive kami na unti lang ang mga pinamili, at nabuhay kai sa kakabili ng ulam...
bte nalang eh nagksya naman ang pera namin... woohooo... sana maulit ito!

last na talaga (march 23)

pmunta akong skul para kunin ang mga gamit ko sa lockr ni hulyo... sa kagustuhan naming
kmain sa ibang lugar eh npadpad kami sa UST hospital... nakakatwa xe parang kakaiba tlga yung kinainan... ok naman... pero dko nga lang naubos... bgo kami kmain nag ice monster kami... kay init naman kasi ng panahon... pmunta din kami sa museum...magtitingin lang dapat, eh nagktaon may mag rrecital na na trap kami kaya napilitan na kameng manuod... ok naman, maganda, pero inantok ako nung huli, kaya kinulit nalang si hulyo at si brilly love(stella)... mejo maaga ako umuwi kasi antok na tlga ako... masaya naman ang last-est day sa ngyon sa UST...

ngayon (march 24)

wala, nagpaka buhay tamad lang tlga... couch potato... walang mgawa eh... nung gabi, pmunta
ako sa may parola kasma si mama para bumili ng bulaklak, kumain ng tusok2 na fishballs, at
mag pa gas....

bukas (march 25)

punta kaming san miguel bulacan xe birthday ng lolo ko...dun kami sa sementeryo mag 'chchill'
hahaha... magdadasal shmpre... tapos lunch sa bahay ng tito ko sa may guiginto bulacan, tpos
pnta sa qc para sa kainan brthday celebration nga ng lolo ko...exciting!

I'LL MISS YOU twoBEStwo!!! see you on april 3!!!

2007-03-24T23:30:00.000-07:00

finals week..(march 19-21)

yehey!!! outing!!! (march 21-22)

imagine, naka survive kami na unti lang ang mga pinamili, at nabuhay kai sa kakabili ng ulam...
bte nalang eh nagksya naman ang pera namin... woohooo... sana maulit ito!

last na talaga (march 23)

ngayon (march 24)

wala, nagpaka buhay tamad lang tlga... couch potato... walang mgawa eh... nung gabi, pmunta
ako sa may parola kasma si mama para bumili ng bulaklak, kumain ng tusok2 na fishballs, at
mag pa gas....

bukas (march 25)

punta kaming san miguel bulacan xe birthday ng lolo ko...dun kami sa sementeryo mag 'chchill'
hahaha... magdadasal shmpre... tapos lunch sa bahay ng tito ko sa may guiginto bulacan, tpos
pnmt sa qc para sa kainan brthday celebration nga ng lolo ko...exciting!

I'LL MISS YOU twoBEStwo!!! see you on april 3!!!

2007-03-10T07:33:00.000-08:00

hay pagod

grbe noh..almost a month nkong di nglalagay ng entry sa blog ko... sabay sabay ang non written finals namin...at sa sbrang swerte ko class nimber one na nga ako, lage pko sa grup one or kaya mski bunutan eh nauuna ang grup na napapasukan ko...kaya naman, sabay2 sabay... computer, english and filipino... yung dlwang huli eh sa isang araw... msta naman at magkaibang language pa.... though, kahit na ganto, atleast nagun makakafocus nko sa ibang subjects... ang theology na feeling major...kahit isa ako sa fan ni brilly... at ang recitation sa bio na knkbahan ako kasi mabigat tong recitation nato..kelangan ko din to para mkbwe...

grades

hay anu ba nagyyre skin...bakit halos lahat ng quizzes ko ngaun, bagsak o kaya naman pasang awa... may mga subjects na consistent na ok ako, yung mga pabigat na subjects, eh goodluck nalang...khit anong aral ko tlga...pag quiz na...waw...sayang ang effort ko... cgro talagang mahirp ang subjects namin nagun..lahat naghahabol na... o di kaya'y magssummer na kaya kasama na din dito ang pagiging tamad... haaay...still trying... still studying hard... pero ewan..pero parang walang nangyyre... *bummer*

bes night

masaya...sa tomas morato kami...sa aruba bar... mausok, maingay, may mga umiinom..pero ayos lang kasi ang pinuntahan ko dun yung friends ko... chka... masaya kasi naacknowledge ako as ms. bes... memories...it's all coming back... salamat sa inyo...

away-bati-tampo-misunderstanding

simpleng bagay eh dahil sa pambabangas ko, lumalaki... tama siya: "bakit pag ako mambabangas...pwede, pero pag siya mambabangas sa akin, ang bilis ko mapikon"... totoo to... inaamin ko... tntry ko naman baguhin eh... dahan dahan... ganito ako talaga ako... sorry...ttry ko talaga...

may isa pa... may isa akong friend na nagsbeng nasasaktan siya dhel sa blah-blah-blah-blah... bsta secret... mali ba ako? mali ba tong nangyyre? nagguilty ako na hndi ko alam kung may kasalanan ba talaga ako.a.. aaarrrghh... dami kong naiisip...nakakapagod... di ko na alam... ang gulo... :c yoko maapektuhan friendship namin...

***i'm out!***

save me...fast...i'm falling...

2007-02-18T05:09:00.000-08:00

VALENTINES DAY...

my day was really great...sweet...and... basta... ang daming nangyre today...sa loob ng isang araw...nangyre lahat ng never in my whole life ko pa naeexperience or basta, dko ineexpect na mangyyre...i was really touched, overwhelmed, lahat na... haaay...:) got a boquet of flowers, a treat ng lunch/snacks, movie...

after class, umalis kami ng school mga 6 pm with den2, hulyo, ian, stella para pmunta kina dickie... bglaang yayaan sa kanila kasi silver anniv ng parents nya...wow... andun c don2... lumamon kami ng sangkaterba... yummy! tas nag tambay along the river... ang ganda ng place, ang sarap tumamabay, dmeng naiisip, ang ganda ng paligid...

'twas really a happy valentines day for me...hope sa iba din...

PAGOD
yan ang nararamdaman naming lahat nagyon...ang daming kelangan gwen...di na alam kung anong uunahin...lahat sila hayok na hayok magbgay ng hw... grar... so far 3 out of 4 na nagagawa ko... hopefully mtpos ko lahat nagyon... haaay... nakakbdtrip... nakakinit ng ulo...
masaya knin kasi nandito grupmates ko sa computer... (chickie, ian, justin, rachel, shiela, and tine--kaya lang wala sha may sakit)... laughtrip to the max kami... ang saya2... parang naglalaro..pinagttripan namin sa adobe photoshop yung mga pix dito sa pc namin... hahaha... saya tlga... thanks pipol!:)

2007-02-07T06:07:00.001-08:00

haaay...

ang hirap pag yung nakasanayan mong kasama/kausap parati eh may time na hindi muna kayo magsasama o maguusap...ewan...ang bilis ko pa naman maapektuhan sa ganun... napaparanoid, nalulungkot (lalo na to), wala sa mood...rar...asa mood naman, di nga lang as energetic like in the past few days... eh tapos may sakit pa ako...eh goodbye life naman muna ako diba... though, i'm better than last week...

naisip ko lang... baka naman possesive lang ako and competing with time... which is bad...very bad...hindi pwede...waaah...kailangan maalis ko tong ugaling to... IMMEDIATELY! or else...

drama ba?

sensya na...

minsan lang to....

hehe...

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nwey, yey...bago na ang layout ko... woohooo... and it's my favorite... rainbow!!! coolness! sarap pakasalan!! hahaha!!

speaking of kasal... sbe sa Phil. Hist namin, dati, pag nahawkan ka lang ng lalake eh dapat ikakasal na kayo... grbe, kung ganoon pa din hanggang nagyon, lahat tayo eh kinasal na...hwooow...

kanina nagstart na mag campaign ang mga kakandidato for BES... actually nung monday pa... hmmm..ok naman... mejo nalilito nga lang kung sino ba ang karapat dapat... wala pa kong 100% na naffeel na "ah ok to"... mga ilan ilan lang...pero hindi pa kumpleto...hehe...

syaks... ang nonsense nnman ng mag pinagsasasabi ko................

I'M OUT!

2007-02-04T02:22:00.000-08:00

short week

this week was kinda short... ewan parang ang bilis bilis ng panahon when you're enjoying... tapos ang saya pa kasi we had this quiz sa phil hist... eh oo, i went home late nung wednesday, tas may quiz kami the next day... nagaral ako when i got home... tas woke up nung madaling araw to continue studying... eh nde ko na tlga kaya kasi pagod na talaga ako... eh kasalanan ko din... ang late ko umuwi...hehe... pero nung nag quiz kami...i mean after mag quiz... naluha talaga ako sa saya...kasi nasagutan ko almost lahat... confident ako... ganon... i need to eran more points... and yeah... i think i got it...ang babaw nog, may di iyak iyak pakong nalalaman sa sobrang kasiyahan...hahaha...
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computer time...masaya... ang dami kong natutunan na bago about microsoft word... akalain mong lumelevel na din ang word ngayon...ang saya pala mag word...hoorray! at dahil dun eh may quiz kami sa tuesday... magaaral ako... wooohooo...
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after class, went to momos, nagdinner kami ng aking mga sleepover buddies (meg, bitu, bab, and me)... sarrraaapp...

meg's house: masaya... kwentuhan, lumamon ng mcdo food nung mga 12am na... sarap sarap tlga pag kami nagssleep over... nakakarelax... nag 'mama sang' look nga kami ni ian... at nag picture... post it next time... sobrang funny... at naka hoop earrings pa kami... naks! hahaa... can't wait to post it here...

nung mga 3am i think... i felt really sick... actually nung mga computer time mejo masakit na yung ulo ko...akala ko gutom lang..pero yun, nagkasakit ako nung madaling araw... grbe... dinalaw ata ako ng mga mama sang spirits... joke... until now.. nagpapagaling pa ako... awww... the same day... mga 2pm went to school, maglibot, at wala, total bonding lang... at nandun ang ibang bes peeps... pwede na kami magklase in fairness... hehehe... ganon, tas tambay lang kaming lahat poreber... tas mga 9 umuwi na kami, sumabay ako kay abiog... at nagchill tlga ako sa car nila... syaks...
nwey, hulyo salamat sa 'oreynds' :)
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ngayon...bum lang... pahinga... nuod... bum talaga... ganyan talaga... can't wait for AB week starting tom...yahoo!:) good luck sa game bes people!

2007-01-27T05:14:00.000-08:00

hoooraaay for me.....

after a week of pure rehearsals at mga psingit singit na pasok pag tinatamad ako mag rehearse... eto, tapos na lahat... nakakamiss, nakakapressure, masayang expreience and opportunity for all
of us... nung pageant day, nagka problema sa gown and all, pumasok akong talagang haggard
and everything na sangkaterbang damit ang mga dala... sa TDR namin, mejo nagkakagulo sa
blockings, kulang sa oras ng pagpapaayos... lahat yun nagyre sa isang araw... Phew!

masayang masaya ako sobra kasi i made it to the top 5 finalists... sobrang mega to the highest
level happy tlga ako... at first, i really don't want na talaga to reach that far, dahil sa kinatatakutan kong question and answer... pero nakow, ang saya pala talaga, hindi naman ako kinabahan gano...sakto lang... and thank God at nakaabot ang beloved 2bes2 family ko... late kasi sila pinalabas balita ko... pero buti nalang at nandun naman yung bes1 to support...sobrang happy kasi sobrang effort and supportive talaga nila... once in a lifetime opportunity, and i can say na talagang mahal ako ng mga tao dun...right at that very moment... i can see their banners, can hear them shouting and everything... tas inabangan pa nila ako sa labas ng dressing room, picture picture..lahat..sbrang saya! thank you din kay luanne, abiogy, and jovecca, kasi kahit di ko talaga sila nainform ng eksaktong details about the pageant, nandun sila... thank you guys so much!! thanks din kay mama kasi ilang santo na daw ang dinasalan nya...haha... pero no joke, thanks tlga sa kanya kasi sobrang proud siya, me hindi lang dahil nasama ako sa top5, yung for the fact na i represented behavioral science...haaayyy...saya tlga...

ma. ana helena l. alcala (ms. behavioral science)

*now signing off*
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nung friday... isang kahihiyan ang ginawa ko... kasi may homework kami sa filipino na kailngan
itranslate ang isang kanta from english to tagalog or vice versa...at sa sobrang kajologan ko, ang
pinili kong kanta eh yung isang linggong pag-ibig ni imelda papin...ewan ko ba kung bt yun yung
naisipan ko... eh kailangan pala kantahin sa harapn ng klase!! wah! nakakahiya!!! total wreck of
my dignity!! hahahhahaha!! here's the lyrics:

One week of loveby: Imelda Papin

Monday, that's the time we've known each other
Tuesday, that's the time we've seen again
Wednesday, when you said that you do love me
Thursday, I said i love you too
Friday, love keeps pouring onto us
our heart keeps on surely singing continuously
Saturday, we had this immediate fight and when
Sunday came the next, o my love you left me alone

Refrain:
O you came to my life, that was so fast
but when you left me t'was also that fast
the love that you gave made me fall down on my kneesbut when i woke up,
your love for me disappeared..........

(i made them laugh....really... kasi natataw ako sa sarili ko habang kumakanta... jologs, na
hiyang hiya, na baliw, na ewan).....ha!

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saturday, dedicated my time in memorizing my speech on monday... woohooo... sunod2 na pag
ppresent sa sarili ah... wah!

2007-01-19T18:02:00.000-08:00

uhhh.....saarrraaapp magpahinga....

sa wakas eh tapos na ang exams namin... tagal koi na hindi naginternet, masydo ako
ngpakadalubhasa sa exam...which is dapat lang... hehe... hindi nga ako nanuod ng tv din for
almost a week... woow... eto ang mga nangyre sken a week bgo mag exam......
thursday: computer... ok ang baba ng grade ko sa html na yan... at ang saya nya, inannounce pa
yung scores namin... salamat ah?! nakakainspire ka...nwey, o yun... gudlak sa exams... sa
hands on... papa2ro tlga ako...hmf...
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i have my own tarpauline at the AB lobby.....hahaha... nakakhiya na super masaya tlga kasi...
ewan, dko naman ata kamukha yung andun with all the make up and everything... but... happy
parin tlga... who could've imagined na in my 19 years of existence eh, may ganyan...

friday: may quiz kme dapat sa filipino, bio, at english... eh sa filipino quiz...ok naman, nasagutn
ko naman...bio at english, hindi n2loy...nanaman... after mo magpakapuyat and all, hindi pla
tuloy... oh well...gnyan ata tlg...

saturday: rehearsals...dapat 9-12 to... eh dmting yung ibang tao mga 10: 30 na... so mahigit isang oras lang kme...ok naman...andme nga lang kailngang tandaan... eh mga 12 kailngagan ko nden umalis kasi may pupuntahan pko...

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paguwi, kumain, nagpahinga, naligo uli, nagprepare, and all... mga 3pm pmunta si jovecca sa
bahay kasi ksma ko sha sa party:) nagtaxi kme sma si mama papuntang manila, hinatid lang
namin sha dun sa pupuntahan nya sa tbe ng St. paul Manila, tas after namin magayos ni jovecca
eh pmunta na kme sa Rp manila... na kung saan kami tumawa ng tumawa ng parang wala ng
bukas...hehe...as usual... kmain kami sa popeye's...grbehan ang kasarapan ng onion rings nila...
sbraa...the best... yung kain namin nun parang kaing construction worker...kasi gutom na tlga tas nakaksuka yung feeling sa taxi.... after nun, namgmadali kaming nghanap ng ireregalo kay pas... ang cute nung nabili namin... piloow na dice na pink...it's her favorite... yung dice...joke...yung pink...tas nag national kami pra magpa gift wrap... then went to UST...

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UST: waitng for minnie... hintay kmai ng hintay, at naghihintay din pla sha sme sa miting place, d kme magkita kita...loka tlga yun...hehehe...tas almost 45mins kami nghanap ng taxi ... kung hindi may tao eh rumaragasa silang lagpasan kami... nde na kasi sila nagsasakay... swapang...joke... niloko namin si pas na hindi pupunta si minnie...(her ameriacan twin sister) kuno... tas nung tumawag si pas, ang lungkot nung boses nya nung sinbe namin nde kasma si minnie.. hehehe... evil ko tlga...
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IO ktv---jupiter st, belair 2, makati city...here we are...excited kami... napa 'woah' tlga kami sa
ganda ng place... parang hotel na ktv na super sosyal na hnde mo maintindhan...garaaabbeee,,,
nwey, tinago namin si minnie sa banyo... para knwre wala tlga... hehehe... nagulat nalang sha at
bglang may minnie sa banyo...hahaha... masaya super yung party... reunion ng mga kbarkada
ko sa bus plus minnie... one of my closest friend...at ang close friend din ng birthday girl of
course... we sang our herts out, lumamon, nagwala, nagsayaw, sinariwa ang mga baduy na
kanta, naglaro, nagpaka adeek sa camera... lahat ng gwaing paulnians... nakakmiss... sobra!!!
nag party kami up to past 12 am... waited for our ride home... kuya ni luanne susundo smen... fell asleep nung pauwi... at yun..pahinga na...alone in our bed,..kasi wala c mama... awww...nasa
friends niya...din...hhehe....

EXAM WEEK.... be afraid helena...be very afraid....just kiddin'....:)

monday: theology... hmmm... ok naman nasagutan ko naman ng maluwhati..in fairness, mejo
kinareer ko yun... hahaha....

tuesday: BA...ang aming major... hmmm.. ok din...may blank pero mejo confident ako sa sagot
na iba...sana...tama ang kutob ko...hahaha... major yan... nde pdeng ibagsak...waaahh... pero its
good na may plus 10 ako sa prelims dhel dun sa pinareserch...woohoo...

wednesday: BIO... the scariest subject na naencounter ko... grbe... hndi yung subject
nakakatakot eh,,,,siya... yung pagpapalakd ng subject msmo... hayayay... ok naman yun test... i
think... o nagiilusyon lang ako?

thursday: history and computer... grbe... isa't oras kalahati lamang ang tulog ko... saya... sbrang
HABA kasi nung aaralin sa history... sacrifice tlga....pero worth it anman yung sa history ko
sbra... nasagutan koa gn knyang mga idntification... wooohooo... nt that 100% sure about my
answers sa test in general, pero worth of my sleepless night... naks... yung comouter... ok din...
nalito na ewan..pero ayos lang...

friday: Ang huling tinik sa aming lahat... dahil last exam na...yippee...math...ok to... muntik nko
maiyak xe nalilito ako sa instructions nya.,..pero tama naman ata yung ngawa ko.. YATA...
hehehe... *crosses fingers*
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after all our hardwork for 2 and a half months, isang buhos lang yun sa mga exams na to...
kailangan ko pang bumawi... kaya pa kaya? wah!

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msaya ang last day... nagbasketball ang mga bes boys... bes2 orig vs bes1 orig... walang
nananalo, katuwaan lang tlga...saya...bonding...at kami, wala kaming papel...taga sigaw lang
tlga... literal...hahahaha....tapos nun, kumain kami, tumambay, sbrang tumamabay na umabot
kami hanggang 9pm... pero unti nalng kami... ako, jamy, hulyo, justin, juju, and rayne... ang
saya,... mega bonding kaming lahat...yey... tas yun.... *phew*

2007-01-03T06:56:00.000-08:00

i'm sleepy.
i'm tired.

bkit gnon, frst day palang, parang ang tagal tagal ng pumapasok... tapos na lahat ng requirements pero bakit nakakapanghina na pumasok... haaay...college life...tsk...

ang saklap pa, ikaw na nga lang halos ang ngrerecite sa klase eh nakuha ka pang ipahiya ng prof... wala naman kasi connection yung tinatanong niya... sino ba namang makakhula nun... ibabagsak ako dahil hindi ko 'nahulaan' kung ano daw yung sakit sa balat na tinutukoy niya dahil nangangati daw sha? aba... saya niya... buti nalang at nagaaral ako sa subject mo... at least wala kang rason na totohanin yun...

alam kong loko lang yun, na pranka mshdo smen...pero dba masakit yung ganun... ewan...once na napahiya ako sa sobrang kababawan eh nakakwalang gana...pero ayos lang... bat ako papaapekto eh sa hnde namin alam pinpahulaan niya diba...

anyway... bukas p.e pa, umuulan ata tlga ngayon ng kapaguran... walang tigil ang lahat... pfftt...saklap...

enough of that...

minsan naiisip ko:

* kung ano mangyyri pag nawala ako sa mundong to? hmmm... ewan ko ba... i don't feel useless or anything...naisip ko lang...

*ano ako sa future? i mean, kung magkakalovelife man, sha na ba ang una't huli? kung magkakatrabaho, yung na ba forever kasi masaya ako dun? ano pa pdeng mgwa ko for my parents...?! ano nga kaya??

*sana hindi nalang ako ang ms. whatever...kinakabahn ako sa grades ko... i can't afford to fail...

*sana hindi panaginip yung nangyayari sa akin ngayon... pagod ako pero i'm happy... sana walang pumtol ng kasiyahang to...

(okay...tama na tong kadramahang to...............)

2006-12-31T06:47:00.000-08:00

goodbye 2006

ansarap ng feeling na nakasurvive ka ng isa nanamang taon na puno ng hirap, pagod, saya,
problema, lahat...

masaya ako kasi ang daming nangyari ngayong taon na to...

*FLASHBACK*

January:
-prepared a surprise party for my friend, but we ended up being enemies... but ok na kami ngyon... dapat lang noh... isang taon na mahigit ang nakakalipas...

February:
-nasreen's birthday (grbe, tagal na pala nakakraan)
-celebrated valentines day with the members of the power four (ced, arden, rayne, and I) and we called it double 'date'...hahaha...
-gave my mom a gift from blue magic...so cute

March:
-bakasyon na! the most awaited break of the students...
-nagpaka bum, and summer job kay mama, at sa sinweldo ko, bmili ako ng shirts... yehey!

April:
-went to singapore, malaysia, and indonesia with my mom
-excited kasi first time ko lumabas ng pilipinas, seryoso... labas ng bahay...oo mdmeng bese
na... hehehe...
-stayed at 28 gaylang road... exciting kasi nakakachallenge ang pagiintindi ng kanilang
language... nagamit namin ang aming mga sign language skills... woohoo
-madami akong nadiscover, napamili, at na22nan...
-stroll sa market market...hanggang sa mapudpod ang aking mga paa...

May:
-it's my 19th birthday... my last year of being a teen!!! time to panic!!!
-tin and rayne surprised me and went to our home... gave me cake, messages from my friends,
and a flash video... nice3!!!
-first time na may nag surprise sa akin... thank you tlga!!!:)
-enrollment!!! 2nd year na kami... nakakalungkot lang kasi mejo may mga nawala... tas c jamy
aalis pa, and she will not take up first sem... bummer...

June:
-pasukan na!!! waaaah!!! first day pa lang, eh talga namang walang prof na nagpatalo, bagsakan
ng babasahin at ng quizzes... ang saya saya tlga ng collge!!! (sarcastic?!) --- de, masaya naman
tlga, very challenging lang tlaga...
-di na kami nakakatambay ng madalas cz of our sked...nakakalungkot... we still eat together
pero pag wala lang gagwin...eh imposbleng wala...:c

July:
-di ko alam kung m22wa ako, pero i got flattered xe i was nominated as ms. behavioral science
sa class namin, paired with julius tan... dko alam irereact... pero, ayos lng naman:)
-same month, nagpictorial na kami sa red images, had our rehearsals and all that... at sa araw
araw na papasok eh naghhope kami na sana ok yung picture at mejo lang nkaladlad sha sa lobby
namin...(o dba?)... sosy...
-pgeant dapat eh same din, kaya lang twas moved kasi...ewan...basta na move lang... hehe...
(nabunutan kami ng tinik for a while)
-rizal doucmntation namin ang isa sa hindi ko makaklimutan... ewan ko ba...masaya kasi tlga
to... met new friends, i mean, naging close kami lalo kina dickie and hulyo... which is, never ko
naman na imagine...naglaro ng walang kamatayng textwist, typer shark... at gngwang lokohan
ang mga salita... umuuwi kami for 2 days ng mga tipong 12:30 am, kasi nga nde biro ang dokyu
na yun... bte nalang at sila nag nging kagrup ko, plus ian na laging present... kasi kung hnde,
wala, baka n2log nalang ako sa bahy imbis na mgprticipate...joke:) saya tlga!!! one og my
happiest experiences this year...

August:
-unang araw ng august eh the search for mr. and ms behavioral science na... wooohooo... won
first runner up...akalain mo yun... na3lo pala ang boyish sa ms. wtever... eh sbagay, ang gurly ko
nun, in fairness... (i have to!)...joke!
-masaya yung feeling na proud yung mga tao sa yo... sbra... thanks bes friends...

September:
-yeah!!! this is it subic!!! out of town with bes and other...errr...major... twas fun rily!!! kakapagod...
tas walang gnawa kundi tumawa, magasikaso, first time makatabi c...aba, tinulugan naman ako... hahaha... -natulog kami sa labas ng bahay... kasi over populated talaga... di naman kasi tlga aksya ang benteng tao sa iisang maliit na bahay dba? aba... ok naman... tiis nalang... wala namang ibang mggwa eh...
-naglaro kami ng pambatang games...ang saya... na nauwi sa paglusong sa beach kasi nabasa
na kami, at ang dudmi na namin...balot na ng sand...hehehe...
-masaya tlga ang subic... very ewan...kala mo panaginip lahat...xe sobrang saya....

October:
-first, nrealize ko na ayoko na tlga... tama na ang pangaapi!!! weh!! bsta, pagod na ko... ayko na!
-nagkaron kami ng team building with junior bes people... masaya...nasugatan, sumampa kay
conner, tumawa, ngenjoy, nkipag bond with bes sophies...lahat...
-the bandaid incident: at dahil nasugatan nga ako, binilan ako ni hulyo ng bandaid... at andmeng
nagkakabit kasi anlikot ko kasi mahpdi tlga... madugong labanan ang nangyre... :)
-at dito sinabi sa akin na nasa qatar ang nanalong ms bes, kaya snbe skin dito na pag hindi
bmalik ng end ng november, eh ok, ako ang rep ng bes for mr. and ms ab...!! patayan na to!! wah!
-n.r muna na kinakabahan, hello, sa tanang buhay ko ngayon lang ako nag ms. wtevr noh... mejo
naicp ko din na hnde ako ganu deserving...seryoso... pero la pa naman eh...
-went to dickie's house at nagtninda sa bakery nila...ang saya tlga...naglibot sa riverbanks,
nagingay, lahat... tuksuhan, at bonding tlga... sarap ng cordon bleu!! the best!!! til next tym!!

November:
-pmunta sa bulacan at nagtipon tipon kaming mga lacanilao... masaya, kasi as usual, tawa lang
ng tawa, nagdasal, lumamon... at eto yung araw na nabura ang aking laman ng inbox na mtgal ngsinsave...nagloloko na eh... ganyan tlga pag hi-tech...blech!
-okay... ako na ang representative tlga!! hmmm, ayoko tlga kasi bgla nalang nagppull out sa
klase, eh i cnt sacrifice my grades for that noh... ano sila, hibang? masaya naman ako... first tym
eh..pero sana lang tlga hindi ako mgkabagsak dhel dito..plehhs... -mejo madme na kmeng gngwa... sabay saby sila nagqquiz, nag rrecitation lahat na ng pahirap... hello hello...reality chck, kami'y nahihirapan na... hinay hinay naman dyan...
-nagpictorial na kami sa timog...at grbe lang ah, ang traffic, eh LTS ko pa bfre pictorial... talking
about pagod na pagod...lahat minadali, make up ko and all, pag bihis, lahat, eh pagdating ko
sinalang na kagad ako... phew... ok naman ang pictorial, msya kasi mdmeng pumuri sa aking 'da
moves'...kailangang galingan para sa bes!! woohooo!!!
-malling with hulyo, stella, dickie...eksakto walang pasok the next day, so invaded sta. lucia...
ang saya...frst time magmall with them...

December:
-birthday ni kuya and death of my only tita on the fathr side... i really cried kasi mejo bnbaby
ako nun xe only grl na pmangkin... haaay...tas the same day, i'm nt confident in my bio test...
ewan... i really studied, pero ewan...hayayay...
-press con, essay writing for MMAB...rar...
-MMAB pre pgeant... haaay... ok naman... i did my bst chka sinuportahan ako nung mga taong
close ko... ang saya ng feeling, nkakanerbyos, nag modelling ng dmet, at nag talent portion... we
did well...:) and... i hope wala na next yr...kasi ayko na tlga:c evryday prctice... di pde un! kung
may mggwa lang ako noh?! hmmm....hehehe...
-paskuhan, exchange gifts...masaya to!! basta... watergun, fireworks, habulan... lahat masaya!!!
-after christmas my mom was confined... haaay... grbe nalang ang takot ko, mayat may umiiyak ako sa takot, eh minsn ako lang magisa, bte snmahan ako ng classmates ko on different days na inoprahan c mama... sbrang thank you, pinalakas nyo loob ko... pinawala nyo kaba ko... thanks tlga sa pagbisita at sa pgsama sa akin... thanks sa lahat ng nagdasal...loveyouguys!!
-we're here na sa bahay... she's okay... and kahit na walang paputok and all, ang pinaka blessing sa akin and good thing to start the year eh yung thought na ok na c mama...
-be safe sa paputok... m2log nalang kayo kysa maputukan... hehehe...

***so you see, masaya ang taong to... madmeng nangyre, mga ups and downs, but im very
thankful for encountering all of these...once in a lifetime lang to...

***wats in store for me for the year 2007? hmm, i don't know...masaya kaya? lovelife in the air? malay ko...successful MMAB event? ewan... improving grades? sana...well, i just hope na in everything na ggwin ko, i'l do it good:)

***so every moment is memorable ryt? lahat to may rason... wala dapat pagsisihan...sige lang ng sige! kung hindi susubukan, walang mangyyre...

ika nga sa multiply site ko : "life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that takes our breath away...."

THANK YOU GUYS FOR A WONDERFUL YEAR!!! CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND ANOTHER YEAR AGAIN WITH YOU!!!

2006-12-24T03:18:00.000-08:00

pre pageant- dec 18

ayan na ang pre pgeant namin na mejo ayoko tlga mangyre... pero anjan na ko...so ala nkong mgagawa...anyway...nagmamadali kmi and all kasi rehearsals, isabay mo pa na may quiz ako... eh goodluck naman...ang dami kong inaasikaso... eh ok naman ata yung quiz ko sa bio... tas alis na uli, at bumalik sa pinaroroonan ko... ang rizal con...

pero before pa neto...

wala kaming class kay mam de castro ng 11, kasi may mass... nawalan kami ng class sa halos lahat kasi tamad na, ganon... tas nagdala si mam anonas ng isang bandehadong palabok at ang masaraaap niyang fruit salad... grbehan... sarap talaga... bonding with friends... tas may video panmg gnwa si chuckie for the class, nakakaiyak...c mama she din may ginawang vdeo na may kata na sha ngcompose at sila sexy back ang kumanta...galing!!!

rehearsals until 3:00, tas after nun inayusan na kamis ng partner ko sa kitz salon---hair and make up... sagot ng bes society...dapat lang dba...o yun...ang gnda ng make up... nde namna ako nanibago...:) tas nkita ko c mama na naluluha, mshdo dw xe sha naooverwhelm... eh kasi 1st ko mapasabak sa ganun eh...tas yun, pagdating ko rehearse nnman... 5:30 na ngstart... ok naman... dmeng tao, chka gsto ko lang mgthanks you dun sa halos maputol na ang litid nila kakasigaw... slamat sa banner, at sa letter ni hulyo... nkakatouch kayong lahat... sana ngenjoy kayo... kaya nde lang ako ngqquit xe isa na kayo sa rason... kung wla lang rason ayoko na tlga eh...:) hehe... thank you tlga!!

not an ordinary day....dec 19

eh yun, talagang mssbe kong tinamad na lahat ng prof namin, except for mabahague...wla kaming lesson tlga sa ibng subjects!!! woohooo!!! freedom eto!!! napagusapan na mag gateway ang mga taong gustong sumama... nauna kami ni hulyo dun kasi ngsiuwian muna at kumain yung iba...kumain kami sa kfc...at gaya gaya ng order...joke... tas dumating na sina stella, dickie, ian, dom, rayne...at lumamon ng fries...yummy...tas nag timzeone kami...dance mania!!! wohoo!!! talo ako eh...shux...hehehe...pero sobrang saya tlga... lahat kami nagprticpate...yehey!!! tas nguwian na ng mga 8..pero kami ni hulyo nag frmer's pa xe may binili pko... tas yun, bbye na:)

christmas break na!!! -DEC 20

simula pa lang ng hapon eh basang basa na kami, kasi naglaro kami ng watergun...woohooo... saya tlga!!! sori sila at may dala akong raincoat...kala nyo ah!:) eh malas ko din kasi pinuntirya yung mukha ko xe walang shield..para akong naligo... grbehan...nung nasa loob ako ng AB na nkikipag basaan, may narinig ako "ui si ms. bes yun ah!"...dko alam kung mhhya ako... pero nah, bt ako mhhya, eh sa gsto ko maglaro eh...bwal ba mglaro pag ms. watever ka? i guess not:) tas pmunta na kmeng dapitan, ngexchnge gift/s...grbe... salamat tlga sa mga ngbigay,.. ang ggnda nung shirt... i love it sbra!!! bsta lahat gsto ko...slamat tlga!!!

uwi kina meg para iwan ang kgamitan...

tas balik uste na, tumabay buong gabi sa field...sarap ng feeling, tas ikot lang kme ng ikot sa skul... tas tawa ng tawa...msya tlga... tho, may tym na nbdtrip ako...pero ayos naman... :)
the next day, 4pm, 7th birthday ng youngest cousin ko... ansaya... ang manyak nga lang ni jollibee... aba, nanghahalik...at nangaakap...hnde nya pa pinapansin yung mga bata... suplado... pag nakit ko yung nsa loob nun, babasagin ko bungo nun...:) sinipa ko nga yung pwet eh...tas dinuro ako, napalakas ata...hihihi...

party with the lacanilao family!! dec 23

SOBRANG SAYA....yan lang ang mssbe ko... grbe,...nffeel ko ang diwa ng pasko pag ksma ko sila... videoke, takbuhan, magpka addict sa camera..lahat na... woohooo!!! lumamon kami ng sbraaa...at my favorite hobby, magingay... hehehe... bsta saya tlga!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!

2006-12-09T22:12:00.000-08:00

november 30- friday

yeah i went to medicl city all by myself, and yun, found out na may sakit nnman ako... dme ko
nga gamot eh...goodluck... then went to to sta.lucia, naikot ikot ako dun, tas binilan ko ng gift si
andrea sa bear cuddlers...cute lttle bear...:) tas kmain ako magisa sa tokyo tokyo... grbe, andme
ko nga nakain, xe ilang arw nko di nakakakain ng matino... umuwi din kagad kasi nanghihina
ako...

december 2-saturday

punta ako sa school ng 8am, at nghintay sa partner ko na dumating...saya noh..nauna pko... uli...
anyway... so yun tinuruan na kami mgsayaw, though nagkproblema kmi sa discman and cd...
wala kming mhanap/mhiraman ng player/ discman...grbe kung kanikanino na kme nghanap...
yung cd naman, dpat music namin is sway by pcd, eh hrap gawan and its common... so we
decided to dance yung sinayw namin sa s.d... hanggang 1:30 kami ngtuturuan, then naglunch ako c bel, and justin, ts ngpalit nko ng dmet kagad xe susunduin nkme ng van nila andrea...

on our way to batangas...

grbe, saksakan ng ingay sa van, parang mga batang nakawala... tas asaran pa ng asaran kung
kani kanino... tas nagbibilin pa sken c jared and carlo... mga ganon...tas bsta maingay tlga...
nakikipag kulitan lang ako kay michael and carlo, cla kasi ktbe ko...muse...joke...:)
batangas... dumating kami dun nga mga past 5...

sa house nila andrea...

grbe bihis na lahat.. kami
nagmamadali kuno kasi kami nalang ang hnde pa nkagayak...minake-upan ako ni mica, kanya
knyang ayos ng buhok...then went to the venue na...

resort...

nakaktwa, pinag siksikan namin mga srili namin sa isang lamesa, kasi ayaw tlga namin
mghwahwalay... kaya yung iba eh ngshshare sa isang upuan, bsta mgtabi tabi lang kami... ang
saya ng party kasi ang ingay, tas bsta...masaya... naamaze pa kami xe sumayaw si andrea for
45 mins cgro yun...frst tym ko sha mkita sumayaw tlga... ang saya... tas yun lumamon na kme...
ts ngprepare para sa 18 candles churva... ang gnda nga dw ng pngalan ko sbe nung emcee:)
hehe... mga 11:30 bmalik nkme sa bahay, tas ngpalit into ms comfrtable na damit... kumain ng
cake, tas ngalro kami ng pepsi-7up, habulan tlga... nalglag nga c mica sa hukay eh... bte hnde
sha nasugatn or smthin... ang dilim kasi, para kmeng ewan... pagod tlga... mga 1am, lumuwas na
uli kami... ansikip, pero ayos lang, tas txt hanggang mga 3am, tas nk2log nko...

december 3-sunday

mica's house...

dito kami ngpalipas ng gabi/madaling araw... with clang, jared,carlo, chippy, and I... dun kami
n2log muna, tas 7amn, gumising nkm, ate brkfast, tas hinatd kme nung kuya niya sa lrt... ksma
ko nln c crlo and jared...

house...sta.lucia...

tas yun, n2log ako buong araw... tas nung gbe, went to sta.lucia para bmili ng susuotin ko for the
week...(mmab)...ang hrap humanap ng sportswear and plain white shirt... eh yun nakkita naman ako...yehey...

december 5-tuesday

grbe kabadong kabado ako ngayong araw na to, kasi may presscon kami and essay writing...
*phew*... first, ngrehearse kami kung ppano papasok sa avr...pag pinakilala na kme and all... ang girly nga ng suot ko dito eh..para akong aattend ng debut...with all the make up... tas yun unting
into tas nag q& a na kme... i'm quite sartisfird with my answers... sbe din nung nkapanuod,
mggnda daw sgot ko... thank God... naboboploks pa nmn ako sa ganun... wah... i made it!
naglunch ako sndle... then back to the avr,...para sa essay writing... late nga ako eh...hehe... ang
tanong, if yung philippines daw is known as the pearl of the orient seas, ano dw ang appellation na mggwa mo for AB... sagot ko: "THE PATH TOWARDS EXCELLENCE"... sana yung explanation ko eh okay naman at walang bawas kung tabingi ang pagkasulat ng essay sa paper...hehe...

nakita ko na yung pic na group...ang ewan nung ichura ko dun kasi sbrang kakadating ko lang
tlga nun xe nag lts pko...ts sinalang nko kagad... pero yung feedback ng solo pic ko...eh super
okay...atleast nakabawi naman ako... hnde dapt ako mgqquiz sa history kasi excused kami for the whole day... eh tmwag si bel at pnpsbeng mgquiz ndw ako xe nde daw ineexcused pag may quiz or recitation, eh bte kktpos ko ln ng essay nun... and ngaral ako nung monday night kht alam kong excused ako... so yun, sna ok... kung hnde man, bawi nalang ako...:) after nun, ngrehearse na kami uli... until 4pm...so nkaattend pko ng last 2 subjects... eh nde pa pmsok yung next prof kaya nkphinga naman saglit...

december 6- wednesday...

it's kuya's 21st birthday... nde ko sha nabilan ng kahit ano kasi i've been busy for the past few
days... and sbe niya ayos lang dw:) nung nsa tambayan kami, nagaaral for bio... ngtxt c papa,
nagangamusta, and he wants to tell somethin, kaya lang hnde nia muna dw sbhn kasi tom is the
pre pgeant, bka mwla dw cncentration ko... so nagiicp ako kung ano...tas ngquiz sa bio na hnde
ko ntpos...argh...tas when i looked at my celfne, my dad txted me na patay na daw tita ko!!! she
is the only sister/sibling of my dad... close kami in a way, kasi ako yung 'bnababy' niya, since
only girl lang ako sa pagpipinsn... grbe, nanginig yung buong ktawan ko... tas super gsto ko
umiyak... pag balik ko sa room, dun ako umiyak... na shock tlga ako...:( some people did almost
everything to make me smile... kasi wala tlga ako sa srili...

pag uwi, ngpadeliver kme ng food kasi nga bday ni kuya...

wala ako sa mood....haaay...

december 7-thursday...

went to school at around 9am fpr the rehearsals... sinundo ako, then jamy and july watched my
rhearsals, tas sumunod c dickie and tin... tin gave me a custom made fan na nakasulat "go
helena" sa harap... nhhya ako kumilos ng araw na to... hnde ako mkaproject kasi cgro nhhya ako, tas prang ang gagaling ng mga ksma ko...very feminine na hnde na nila kelangn ng effort...
unfortunately, cncelled yung pre pgeant... ngka conflict sa reservation ng audi... so nag rehearse
nalng kme ulit... tas pinag prform kami nung tlent namin...hala... ready kami but not quite... mejo nlilito pa and nhhya yung prtner ko....unting alog pa... pero so far, ok naman...unti nalng... sbe naman ni jamy and july, ok naman daw, wg lang dw ako mamamalo hbang ngssyaw, kasi npalo ko prtner ko sa stage, kasi hnde na sha sumasyaw, eh iniwan akong nmgssyaw magisa... aba... sna ln sa pre pgeant eh sumayaw na sha...

december 8-friday...

natulog lang ako buong araw... tas nung gbe, mga 7pm...went to laguna, dun sa tita ko... ang
weird ng feeling... i saw 'somebody', tas nhamatay pa tito ko (yung asawa nung nmatay kong tita), tas had some time with my dad...ewan...lahat weird...naluha ako kc wla na tita ko, pero lalo
akong nlungkot bcause of what i saw... yung feeling na ang gulo...ganon... ewan ko ba... saklap
tlga....

decmber 9- saturday...

nag lts ako... ts mejo nbdtrip nung umaga... tas had brkfast sa dunkin... tas yun, parang tntmad
kme ni bel magturo nung arw na yun... inaantok kme prho...sucessful naman ang pg22ro, bngyan ko pa nga c nicole na answering book sa math... para mkprctice... tas pinag softdrinks pa kme nung may ari nung house... tas ang ingay dun..ang saya...prang wlang problema... last nanamin mg22ro... next sat kasi parang sort of christmas party nalng... aw...i'll miss nicole, i'll miss the family... n22wa pa naman ako sknila... chka i always wanted to have a younger sister... kaya mejo attached nko... bummer...

after lts, nas, bel, and I went to sm west... kmain ng lunch, at yung iced tea e lasang tubig...
tsk... tas nagikot lang, bnilan ko ng gft yung nabunot ko pra sa exchange gift... ang gnda:)
naglibot kami sa cyberzone, lahat ng ka-gadget-an... tas yun, pmunta ako sa house ng pinsn ko..
eh wala cla dun...kaya n2log nlang ako...tas pg gcing nung pmangkin kong 3 years old, nagcolor
kami sa coloring book... tas ang baboy tlga..nkakatawa... dpat pra kay nicole yung coloring book,
eh mhilig pla pmangkin ko, kaya sknya ko nlng bngay... tas yun ng mrienda kmeng dlwa ng
pansit canton... tas snundo nko ni mama...pmunta kmeng q.c circle, kmain sa bacolod chicken
inasal, baked mussels!!! yummm!!! tas pmunta sa grocery to buy cold cuts... mga ganon... bahay
na....sa wakas....

2006-11-30T05:06:00.000-08:00

whhaaatttaa week...

well the other day , i got really sick, maybe because i got tired with all the work loads, LTS, rehearsal, with, everything...

like what i've mentioned before, we have this scheduled quizzes, and none of which happened... i don't know if i will be disappointed or what, coz i studied, then boom, wala pala... oh well, it'll give us more time to prepare... i need it badly rin kasi...time...

with all those puyats and stuffs, yeah, i got sick... received an apple, and fruit juices, *thank you*, been quiet for a couple of days coz i can't move with all these headaches, cough and colds... *sigh*...it's good that m feeling much better now..i think...

yesterday, ate lunch with my tropapips, finished my reaction paper for theology, then 4:30, went home...with my other blockmates plus july...the cavite guy (rhyming?)... when we heard that there will be no classes today, went straight to sta.lucia with dickie, stella, july, and jen... jen left the four of us since her mom was also there...played arcade games at world's of fun... fun.fun.fun... then came don and den2...yey! played bump cars, and racing, and the 'coin machine/slot machine'... got 85 tickets, and exchanged it for 4 pencils and candies...weee... t'was a happy and unexpectd sta.lucia day for all of us... and happy because its my first time to go to the mall with them...thanks guys...:)

today, i'm a bum... watched movies, internet, text, eat...i missed doing all those things... thanks to the loonngggg weekend...on saturday, have to do academic works...AGAIN...sshheessshhh!

tomorrow, i'll be going to the med. city coz i'm still sick... bummer... will be going to natio to buy materials for my LTS on saturday... and i'll be having this meeting with the besoc...hayayay...

happy long weekend everyone

2006-11-25T08:47:00.000-08:00

What a week...

i really can't feel that there's still freedom when you're a student... kakatpos mo lang sa isa, ayan, cge, pahabol ng homework, reading materials... tambak dito, tambak dun... it's fun being a student but when you feel na "this is too much"... wala, nakakawalang gana... haaay... nde naman ako yung tamad na tao, cgro ngayon ko lang nafeel yung tinambakan ka tlga ng gagawin... haaay life...soo complicated...

tuesday last week... first subject... theology...this is it, im the official representative of BES for mr. and ms. AB... i really dnt know at first what to feel, i never imagined that i'll get this far... wala kasi yung nanalo tlga, she's in qatar... so ako yung sumalo na, being the frst runner up... so same day, we had this run through of what will happen... and gawd... soo hectic... tsk3!! good luck skin tlga... sunod sunod... we will be having this presscon, community service, essay writing, sports wear modelling, uniform modelling, casual wear, talent portion...etc... actualy, ok lang naman sken, takot lang tlga ako sa q&a...knowing myself, hindi ako sanay sa gnto... salitang kalye ata ako...joke... pero i can do this! i'm doing this for my bes2,bes1 luvies and of course for the whole behavioral science people...

a while ago, we had this photo shoot... eh goodluck naman sa kalate-an ko, at may LTS pko...bte pnygn ako umalis ng mas maaga, my mom picked me up sa sto. domingo church, dun ako ngayos, nagbihis..lahat... nagkanda ligaw ligaw pa kme at nabuhol sa traffic... eh bte, after 2hrs on the road, they're not mad...ako nln yung hnhntay nila...xe may group pic... pagdting ko, a touch of blue na make up... kc aquamarine ang 'gem' namin ng prtner ko...

i felt like i was really a model today...buhay model ba...maya't maya inuunat buhok ko, tas after ilang shots, itatali bgla... tas andmeng kinakbit sa ktwan ko na crystals... antagal... tas iba-ibang make up... ganun...

GROUP PIC: puro girls lang to... lahat nka white... at nka tube ako... hwoow... bte hnde nlaglag *kiddin'*...nwey... i was catching my breath here xe kkrting ko lang, pero ayos lang...nka pony na may hati sa gtna...

PIC W/ PARTNER: tinikwas na yung hair ko dito... tas kemg dlwa lang ng prtner ko,, sensual na hindi... ganun... ok naman... :)

SOLO PIC & VTR: here, aaahh, patagalan ng pagaayos kasi kinabitan ako ng crystals sa ktwan... more than 200 small crystals/gems/whtever... phew... i really dnt have an idea how to project..hello, frst time... nung turn ko na... grbe i was REALLY, EXTREMELY, TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL happy... kasi sbe nung drector, photogrpher, ibang staffs, ang ganda2 ko daw... tas ang galing ko daw magpose, may angle na heart evangelista( cz of the make up), and he keeps on saying "good" pag magppose ako into different angles... nakakwala ng pagod...

shmpre nkakaflatter kasi kinakabhn ako cz i dnt know what to do, tas bglang, boom, yan ang comment skin...m proud of myself kasi ginawa ko yung best ko... thanks dun a mga nag goodluck!!!:)

BEFORE THE SHOOT:
eh yun LTS, rayne slept sa house namin, at nagulat nalanmg sha at wala na syang kausp dhel nak2log nko... bfre we went home friday night, nag rob muna kme para mghnp ng tube at accessories... tas kumain... tas yun, eh yun nga LTS the next day...

nicole is so smart... nasagutan niya lahat ng tests... woohoo...and the family was makulet tlga... niloloko nya kme na oorder dw sha sa greenwhich, goldilocks, etc... tas pinkain nya kme ng fruit salad/ice candy...:) saya!!! kapagod..lahat na!!:)

2006-11-19T07:52:00.000-08:00

Anything goes.

November 18
LTS: met up with my groupmates at around 8:30am... wearing our class shirt...woohoo! went to tatalon, QC... excited tlga ako today, kasi nakakamiss mag outreach... sa st. paul xe sanay tlga kami...nwey, tambay sndle sa dunkin donuts xe la pa fcilitator... sakay sa likod ng tricycle with my partner belle... nagtipon sa barangay, tas dinala kami sa 3 purok (purok eh nu?)... 1st purok, basketball game ng mga mamang nakayapak... then yung mga kasama ko eh tinutulak ako sa loob ng court, mag 'sub' daw ako...hello hello... tas wala, nagiingay lang kami, at nakatayo sa gitna ng matinding araw...lipat kami sa purok 2... aba, bsketball game uli, laking gulat ko nalang kasi yung mga mama dun eh yung isang paa may tsinelas, yung isa wala... saya! tapos lakad uli sa palengke, eskinita, at sa mga bahay na andmeng nakasampay... ts purok 3, bsketball court na walang naglalaro...akala ko yung mga mama dito complete gear of slippers na...:) tas from there, dinistribute na kme sa mga bahay bahay, kasma ko c belle:)

nakakatawa... may tatlong bata dun na nagreremind sa akin...funny talaga... na amazing na ewan... tawa nga kami ng tawa dun eh... tapos pnagaln nung alaga ko eh nicole infante... she's in grade 1 studying at diosdado macapagal elem school... pinatake ko sha ng pre-test... mejo d ok... kaya next saturday eh irerefresh ko sya...3 hrs lang kami ngstay... and i cnt wat for the next saturdays to come... super love the family...dali kasing makasundo...

BACK TO SCHOOL:
nagmamadali na kami at mamamatay na kami sa sbrang kagutuman... at namumuti na mga mata namin sa kaantukan...pero kelangan gumising at my tema building pa...

nagtake out nalang kme sa kfc... at kinain sa labas ng room...as usual, andme kong audience kasi antagal kong kumain... halos maiwanan nko sa labas...tsk2...

Activity 1: Cheering
Group name: TURAROTS... parang ang baho nung grp name namen ano? and we danced the famous boom tarat-tarat...i really cnt imagine myself dancing that whatever song... kc i hate that song...sobra,,,eh no choice... wala nding time eh... and guess what, ako ang lead dancer, nd we did the kick-high step of the wowowee girls saying :" magdilaw ka na!!" ...eeewnesss.

Activity 2: masking tape squares
the sort of newspaper dance pero masking tape squares ang kinalabasan... gnun din, pinagsiksikan ang mga srili namin sa mga boxes...isa ako sa mga binuhat sa leeg..grbe ang hirap... nag perform tlga kme ng stunts... daig pa namin ang gawi nung mga oras na yun... hahaha... we got 80 points kc kme yung 2nd place...weee...

Activity 3: bridge
eto yung gagawa ka ng bridge gamit ang strong and soft straws... tas kelangan mkadaan yung 3 bola... sa kasmaang palad, 2 lang yung nkadaan:) ayos lang... team wrk pden...ts after, pnagkabt kabot lahat ng brdges namin... ts dapat mkdaan yung 3 bola... ang galing nga eh, xe incidentally, chrnological yung height ng mga brdges namin, so twas easier for the ball to naturally roll..... cool!!

then i realized na nagasgas ako, na nasugatan... dhel dun sa masking tape squares... SUPPPERRR MEEEGGAAA hapdi mehn! tinulungan ako ng aking mga friends, ts may ngbili pa sken ng bndaid... kaka- 'tats' (touch)...hehehe... thanks guys!

tambay until 9 pm sa school, justin treated us sa mcdo... ts eun, nahabol ko na glast trip ng lrt... thank God... and was able to reached home home safe and sound...

NOvember 19
wala, nagising ako 11 na...grbe... sa pagod cgro... ts nagmass then nag grocery... walang new... namimiss ko lang mga tao pg walang gngwa, pag walang celfne...buti may pasok na tom... yahoo!

Hell week once more... please stop muna ang mga homwrks...waaaahhh...

2006-11-17T09:26:00.000-08:00

walang patawad

grbe, 2 weeks pa lang kme pumapasok eh parang kalahating taon na kami pumapasok dahil sa
sobrang dmeng ginagawa at gagawin pa lang... nkikita ko pa lang yung syllabus eh parang gusto
ko na mag vanish...

unti unti nanamin nkilala yung mga profs namin last week...relatively ok naman excpt for the
bioman...(hero pla eh noh?)...anyway... i dnt know if he really is like that or he's just trying to scare us... ang gnda nga ng second meeting eh, i studied so hard about bio, the organization of life, characteristics, ah bsta buong chapter 1, para prepared nga naman... surprise surprise, tinawag niya ang mga officers starting from the president of course... hmmm... ok na sana eh... may sagot na ko sa tanong na "what is life?"...aba nung ako na, iba na yung tanong, at wala pa sa chapter na binasa ko at nosebleed kong inintindi... ang saya...nasagot ko naman pero gusto nya daw yung "biological definition"...hwoow...

computer time... unang meeting, ok naman... nung third meeting, eh ngttawanan kme ni chuckie sa mejo harap, binato ko sknya panyo ko, nung binato na niya pabalik, bglang tumingin ang
aming prof at cnonfiscate naman ang panyo ko...pngalawa, may pinapacompute sha sa calcu, eh
di compute nmn kme ni ian, ok, napaglitan nnman ako kasi ang ingay daw... di nmn sha galit,
pinagsabihan ba....ang saya tlga... nhihiya pa nman ako pag ganon... hayayay...tapos nung third
meeting, may nconfscate-an naman ng celfne... muntik nko lumubog dhel ako yung katext...
hahaha...muntik pa bshin kung sno... funny...dko nga alam kung bkit tinawanan ko pa sha, eh
nkuhaan na nga..nttwa xe ko sa reaction ko eh, gsto ko na pmasok sa CPU sa sbrang kaba...
hahaha...

nkakatuwa xe may ngabot skin ng dinner ko nung isang araw, tas nung thursday eh ngulat na
lamang ako at may tumulong sken mgbuhat ng aking bag/cabinet na pasan-pasan... eh kasi
naman parang mababali na ang aking mga shoulder blades sa bigat... mamaya magpulot nalang
ako dun...at dinidikit pabalik(yak)... ewan feeling ko kasi parang pasan ko na yung buong daigdig nung p.e day ko... woeh...pero salamat sa iyo:)

november 15- birthday ni ma.lourayne evidente domingo... happy birthday!!! the night bfre her bday, tlgang nmroblema ako kung sn bibili ng bag, eh sarado
na yung dpat na bibilhan namin... dhel 9 plang eh ngsasaraduhan na sila ng stalls... kaya
humabol ako sa sta. lucia, at dhel swerte naman, eh nahabol ko pang bukas yung mall, except for the national bookstore (salamat ah, nde ako nkbili ng pambalot)...bte nalang meron c tin na
extra...nwey, gmwa ako ng BIG cheque for rayne that says: "cngratulation, you've just won a free surprise. just look for 'longakatutz' to claim ur prize"...dpt hhnpin niya muna kung cno smen c longkatutz bgo niya mkuha yung gft...:) after class, wento to yellow cab to clbrate her birthday... grbe sangkaterba kme dun... nkatayo na nga iba smen...hehe... ts yun, tinanong na nya kme isa2 kung cno c 'longkatutz'...nkita na niya... c chuckie!!:) yehey! ts yun tumambay kme hanggang gabi... ang saya kasi kumpleto kami... tas nabalik na sa dte ang lahat... yehey!:) grbe eh naiwan akong mgisang babae, xe hnhntay ko c dickie and don... eh kumpleto silang lahat...kaya ang ingay tlga... one of the boys nga dw ako, eh yun.. tuksuhan dito, tuksuhan
doon...wow...ngccgawan na nga kme kc nde nnmin mrining yung snsbe sa ingay nila...ayos lang:)
nung pauwi, tinulungan namn ako ni dickie sa aking paper bag... (oo na ang dme kong abubot)...
kanina, wala pumasok kaming lahat na puyat at nglalabasan ang mga galit na galit na eyebags,
dhel supposedly may quiz kme sa bio... eh ok na din na wala... dpkme ganun ka ready... or bka
ako lang di pa gno ready?? hmmm...

nung filipino namin, wala namn, sbrang gusto ko lang naman lumubog sa kahihyan, kasi nag skit
presentation kami bwt sa verbal, non verbal at extra verbal... eh may dnemo ako na true to life
story... bout sa pancit eh... wah!! nakakhiya..lahat tuloy sila tawag sken wushu...ang saya2!...
well, msya tong araw na to...ewan parang ang gaan nung feeling ts ksama mo pa friends mo...
yung prang yes friday nanaman...rest day!! eh...di gno kaswertihan at may LTS kme tom at team bldg... hay... buhay collge nga naman...

kmain kami sa KFC kanina.,..msaya...kasi kumpleto kaming lahat... tas ksma 'sha'... masarap
lang yung feeling na nguusap na kami and na mejo normal friends na kami... well, pde na ring
nrmal friends na pla tlga... masaklap lang yung 'okay, tapos na yun ah, isipin nalang walang
nangyre/nasaktan'... yung ganong feeling... walang formal closure of anything, wala man lang
akong alam kung ano ba tlga yung nangyre...bsta, boom, 'dapat okay na'... sagwa... ehh, ayos
lang... wala ng mggwa, gnun tlga eh...kung ayw tlga ng panahon na mgkausap kme to clear
things out...ayos lang...:) no hard feelings nalang siguro...

*phew* haba ng entry...dmeng pangyyre...dme pang susunod... sana naman di mging mbgat yung next week....plehhhs!

I.SO.LOVE.MY.FRIENDS

2006-11-05T05:33:00.000-08:00

TELESERYE

naranasan niyo na ba yung feeling na parang isa kayong comic book na paborito ng lahat? radio station na laging pinakikinggan? tv show na laging inaabangan? or sabihin na nating yung 'teleserye' ng buhay niyo?

ang hirap ng ganun noh? lahat ng tao halos nakaabang sa mga susunod na mangyayari, sa mga moves na gagawin mo, sa mga desisyon na naiisp mong gawin. Yung iba sumasang ayon, yung iba, and violent ng mga reaction. Hindi mo alam kung kanino ka makikinig. Di mo alam kung ikaw ang mali o yung desisiyon mo, o sila na pilit ipinaglalaban ang mga gusto nila.

Once na pinakealaman ng tao ang buhay ng isang tao, may karapatan ang mga yun, pwedeng magulang, kaibigan, o ang pinaka matalik na kaibigan...

ang mahirap lang, yung nalilito ka na, yung parang dinidiktahan ka na... kung ano ang dapat mong gawin...sino dapat piliin...pwedeng hindi mo naman pansinin yung mga sinasabi ng iba, pero, mahirap eh---sila ang mundo mo...

sana nga pag may mga ganon, matuto nalang labanan kung ano sa tingin mong tama...

talaga bang interesting lang ang buhay ng isang tao kaya pinaguusapan? hmm.. siguro nga, they will not even bother to talk about you if you're not worth it...tama?

*crazypurple_out!*

2006-11-03T06:28:00.000-08:00

LOOONG UPDATE:

friday october 27
yey...it was a makati day for me...and for my mom...went to so many offices in makati, bayad ng
gnto ganyan...then visited my tito sa office niya since dun kami mismo tutungo... so yun, at
bayaw sha ng tatay ko.. hwoow... we ddnt stay that long cz we have to go to g4... gnun ako
kaexcited eh noh... nah! may ggwen pa kasi sha...so yun...

G4: weee.we're here!! hmm, umikot kami ng umikot... then went to x & y shop... sale kasi...
actually the buong g4 eh sale...wee... ngtry ako ng pants, eh its long... grbe and to my surprise, i
saw this summer-ish tube dress na green, na may flowers... eh i was really lokking for a dress...
woohooo...from 1,100 to 300 nalang... yey!! bargain ito!! then my mom bought a pair of jeans...
nice nice!...then bmili dn ako ng polka dot headband... ang mahal ah excuse me, kung dko lang
gsto yun dko naman bibilin... ate at pizza hut after... yummy yummy pizza... and carbonara...
wah...kadire...a family ordered for a pitcher of iced tea... i was facing the kitchen... then i saw the
waiter, binuhos niya yung mga separate glasses of iced tea na may laman pa and pinagsama
sama niya dun sa pitcher and served it... yuckers!! hello..kung tag XXX lang ako, patay ka!
bwahahaha! kidding!

*went home*

saturday october 28

enrollment!! grbe i was ssssoooo excited this day kasi makikitya ko na ang aking mga mahal sa
buhay... ang 2bes2... woohoo... past 8 na ako dumating...eh kasi what's new, ang traffic sa
espana... went inside room 201...at grbe!!! i hugged my girl friends (malamang)...and screamed at each others' faces sa sbrang miss namin sa isa't isa... ang gulo gulo sa room... isang malaking
kaguluhan ang naganap sa room... ansaya talaga!!!

MCDO: this is where we ate our breakfast.. (para maiba eh ngmcdo kami)... ha! tas yun
ngkwentuhan , ang dami dami namin sa mcdo... parang classroom ba... so yun, after eating, sort
of pumila na kami pra mkpg enroll...and yess... salamat at nka enroll nkme... nkakabanas naman yung kuya dun, sbe wala ng football, eh ang dme pang slots, yung mga friends namin na
sangkaterba eh napasok sa futball, eh nauna kme sa kanila *ssshhheeessshh*... oh well, bte
ksma ko naman c bitu and nasreen my labs...tas after, tambay sa tambayan..uhh..nkakamiss
ang mga tao...twa lang kami ng tawa.. ang saya mehhn!ü

*sundo*

sinundo na ko ng aking pamilya ts pmunta na kami sa MOA...woohoo... atlast... di naman kami
nglibot, parang ngbabysit lang kami sa pamangkin ko/namin... hahaha... meeting place lang
kasi...

*las pinas*yan...50th bday xe ng aking tita..visited her and had dinner sa house nila... yummy yummy food... mejo di ako ngkkwento. nkikipagusap pero ang lakas naman ng tawa ko....hahaha...

tita1: mag ffranchise ako ng cerealiciousmama: huh? ano ba yun...brand ng shoes??ako: wahahahaha!!! ma, cereals nga eh...wahahahha!!
mama: ay akala ko shoes...cereali-cious (shoes) kasi... kala ko mga tipong parang confetti shoes
tita2: (thinking) ano ba yung, mga different serials sa mga issues??
ako: bwahahahahahaha!!!!
pinsan1: serial issues naman yun ma eh!!!

grbe!! sumakit chan ko kktwa!! went home at around 8:30?? yeah...

sunday october 29

wala naman... naalala ko lang, nung ngsimba kami ni mama, eh naktayo kc xe dmeng tao...ts
may knwento c mama..tas tumawa ako ng malakas...as in MALAKAS!! wwooohooo!! napahiya
lang kami...*yikes*

wednesday november 1

happy halloween! and happy all soul's day! we should be happy ryt? they're with Jesus...
anyway... umalis kami dto ng 3am (musta naman...wala pa sa brazil ang panaginip ko eh
kailangan na umalis)... went to qc to meet up with my other relatives... natulog lang sa ride...
nagising ako nandun na kme... so yun, aga namin dun, walang ngwa, ngtext lang, my cousins
were sleeping kasi...then i ate alone...huhuhu...joke... then mga 10:30 i lead the rosary... its my
job na...twing mgdadasal kami prayer leader ako...naks!

then went to another cemetery... not to far from where we've been...andun yung sister ng lola ko and other not so close relatives... grbe exaj ang init... negra alert, hello...hello? nasa kaduluduluhan pa... eh ang daming tao tas dikit dikit yung puntod... so dapat eh stomach in ka pa para lang mkarating sa ppntahan mo...funny... bmlik kme sa car ng cousins ko earlier xe anytime bka hikain ako...uh, i forgt, sa 1st cemetery, may mga nglalarong 3 batang lalake, aba, natamaan ako nung pellet nung pellet gun...!!! babalikan ko
nga dapat...eh bka lalo akong barilin noh...atras na lng...haha! di kasi dapt ngbbenta ng mga
ganun... tsk3...

*went to qc(merienda) then went home...

thursday november 2

wwooohooo... m sooo excited today!! magkikita uli kami ng aming mga friends... met up with
dickie sa lrt santolan... mejo late ako sorry... then met up with rayne sa cubao... tas pmunta
muna kami sa house ng tita nya xe kukunin yung racket... then:

Quezon City Sports Complex: (bitu, meg, dickie, rayne, me)

yey!!! badminton!!! grbe... pagod na pagod tlga kami to the point na parang gripo na yung mga
pawis namin... 3 hours kami andun... tas tinuruan pa kme nia ian mag break dance...woohoo...
kaya ko na!!!:) yey!! the ngtumbling tumbling kami..we have LOTS of shots na ngttumblinmg kme.. (to be posted soon)... ang saya...namiss ko tuloy yung gymnastics days ko...wah... ansaya talga today!!! hahaha!!!

GATEWAY:went to to gateway afterwrds minus rayne... kumain kami...bucket meals!! at tiga dalawa kami ng kanin... grbe...walang nguusap sa sbrang kagutuman...*burrrp*... nagtimezone kami after... yey!! may favorite hobby...galing ni dickie, nkakuha sha ng care bear nastuff toy...dun sa uh.,.parang may kamay na kukuha..ganun...galing!!! ako brilan and bsketball...theusual....wooohoo!! soo fuuunnn!! tas hinatid namin si dickie sa lrt...

then nag dairy queen kaming tatlo... wah... un ang
bonding trip namin lage ni bitu...grbe ansama namin may tinawanan kami sa dq...as in TAWA...
nkakahiya..she was looking at us... *sorry miss*...
nag spin the celphne kami... questions to one another uli... hmmm.. happy ako xe they know na
'my answers, my stand'...and m happy that they understood... thanks megers and bitu!!

*went home

friday november 3

new haircut...new headband...ang ikli na ng buhok ko...di naman mshdo,..pero hnde ko na sha
mtwag na mahaba...skit din ng ipin dhel bgong adjust..at mskit ang ktwan... pero ayos lang...
yey!

agenda tom: design notebook...aaannndd......hmmm... bahala na:)

2006-10-30T06:31:00.000-08:00

waaahhh nbura yung napaka haba kong entry na tinype! blah! ayoko na ulitin... *bummer*

naainis nalilito natatawa nalulungkot ako

2006-10-26T07:52:00.000-07:00

thursday

woke up at around 11:15 i think, missed the goodmorning geetings of some people... but still replied to their texts though...i slept 3am na... july, doms and I were chatting.. and talking about whatever things...fun.fun...

went to my brother's school to fix her schedule, and to get his grades...nakktawa... kasi i went inside the faculty room to let someone sign the waiver...

her: yes, ano yun?
me: papasign lang po tong waiver
her: eh naintndhan mo ba yung mga naksulat dyan? (sungit voice)
me: hindi po sa akin yan, sa brother ko po
her: hala, cge, basahin mo kung ano nandyan at pag tapos ka na explain mo sa akin yung nkasulat. dapat alam mo yung ieexplain sa kuya mo
me: (reading and understanding)....then... tapos na po...
her: ocge, ano ang nakasulat?? (5 other faculty members were listening)
me: (explained)...then...uhh, thank you po!

*wow, nag graded recitation ako ng di oras dun ah... at take note, hindi ko pa school yun... kinabahan talaga ko, xe parang nangiinis na nde mo maintindhan...well, ok lang naman...*

then, went to robinson's metro east... ate frst at frio mixx... beef tapa, fries and green apple.. yummy! i just dnt like the location of the frio mixx there...kasi open. tas andmeng tumatambay lang xe open nga naman... and uhh! andmeng naninigarilyo...plehhs! paranga ako, may kumakain naman nog, tas uusukan niyo yung pagkain...kairita!

went to the deprtment store, ikot2 lang... tas ang bibilin ko lang dapat eh headband... eh may nakita akong shoes...so ta-da, i have a new pair of shoes again... yey! then went home...

G4 tom! yahoo!

2006-10-25T23:06:00.000-07:00

wala naman masyado....

hmmm...aga ko gumising kasi aalis kami... went to pasig... ate lunch at hot rocks libis... super yummy pork liempo and salad...woohoo! tas went to the house of someone... kasi mgppdrive kami sa november 1...layo ah...sana hindi mamatay ang mga paa ng nanay ko dba... eh traffic pa dhel sabay sabay..(ok dami kong cnbe)... :)

so yun, pmunta na ko sa house ng cuzins ko sa q.c, tas nginternet, kinulit at pinaglaruan yung pmangkin kong gusto ko kagatin sa ka-cute-an...at kumain ng kumain ng candy...wala naman mshdong ginawa... tumanganga at ngtext...hmm..di nga ganu eh... so eun... tas pmunta kami sa mall "circle c" yung pngalan...di sha actually mall, tinagge-an ba... eh yun, wla nman na ko tlgang balak bumili at every other day ata eh bmbili ako ng damit... kasi kung san san ako npapadpad... eh yun may nakita nanaman ako... eh pero, ayos lang naman ng bili ng bili xe pera ko naman yun... pinghirapan ba..kasi reward bale yun sa akin since ok grdes ko... woohoo! chka ipon na din... eh yun...bye bye ipon...haha...

tom: hmmm...off to my brother's school...

2006-10-24T07:34:00.000-07:00

tinapay

yeap...tinapay that is... as what i've said, punta kami kina bendect today... met up with ian,and surprise, surprise, sumama na si bab uli(sabi nia xe di na xa sasama)... so there... rode a tricylce...

KABAYAN BAKERY:

woohoo!! we're here!!! grbe, ang sarap ng feeling na makita si benedict uli... and shmpre, the much awaited 'OJT' sa bakery... yummy breads... pagawaan ng bread...for real... aaannddd...yeah...OJT nga... i was called the best employee xe ang dami kong nagawa dun, magsupot ng tinapay, magsupot ng itlog, magbukas ng softdrinks using the bottle opener(malamang lang), magsukli, magtinda ng tide eraser bar, sunsilk, lahat... saya...ang lakas ng bakery nila... saraaap ng lunch as in... cordon bleu na may cheesy sauce, chopsuey na may hipon, and tortang talong...woow!! nagice cream pa kami after...

went to their church na napakaganda as in... bagong bago na ang sarap ng hangin... tumambay sa parang high mountain rock whatever...aaahhh...soothing talaga... sarap ng hangin,sarap magiisip ng kung ano2... then naglakad kami ng napakalayo papuntang riverbaks mall...nothin new...same stuffs...pero masaya umikot pag with friends shmpre... at say niyo, color of the day was red...tawag nila dun 'day off'... at hindi ko matawag ng ganun dhel nka red ako... waaah! nka kitqa kami ng 20 na naka red...hihihi!:) tas went back to their house... at humiga... saraap humiga sa kanila, parang ang hangin hangin...mahangin talaga actually...ooohhh! pahinga for about 30mins...

went to doms' house (LGV) plus iana na to...wooow talaga mga houses dun, parang bawala ng iisang kotse... when we entered their house...pinaakyat nila kami isa-isa sa room ni doms..nkktkot tlga...parang nkakaloko pa yung mukha, may 'ritual' daw kasi dun... eh inuna ako... yun pala, doms will make you wear lipstick tas my kissing wall sha sa room niya... kiss the wall ang leave a message... ang kyut! nkktwa nga yung shape nung iba...aking nga ang panget, pa-square...haha! wattta!:) tas went to doms tambayan...wala, nagiinisan lang...shmpre, hot seat ako..what's new? ha! tas pmunta kami sa isang place na may napakahabang stairs buti nalang eh sumabit ako kay benedict...hehe...tas nanghuli sha ng fireflies!! wooww... inaasar nga namin sha with ___...tas he kept on doing that, bsta may mkita sha, hala sige...huli... tas tumambay kami sa baba ng stairs, nagkwentuhan lang until 7:45pm i think... dapat di pkme uuwi, eh kailangan na ni dickie umuwi...

hinatid niya kami sa lrt santolan... m soo happy kasi for the first time, nkasakay na ko sa car na isang classmate na sila nman ang naddrive...ako xe parati...:)

bsta m sssoooo happy yesterday...nakkatuwa xe eh, mixed emotions... tas ewa, happy lang ako...:) THANKS BENEDICT.IAN.BAB.IANA.DOMS.

2006-10-23T05:30:00.000-07:00

isa na lang...

isang tulog na lang, at maeexperience ko ng magtinda sa bakery ni dickie... woohoo... sayang nga hindi mkakasma c bab...haaay... dami ko pa nman ikkwento... buti andun c b2 (ian)... hmmm, bkit b2? kasi, mula nung nagediting kami for RC, lagi na kami ngkkpareho ng color ng suot... as in LAGI... pati ng iniisip, ng problema, lahat... hmmm... hindi kaya sha ang aking soulmate? joke!:)

argh...change topic, i'm ssoooo pissed off with ____ and ____... hindi xa paulnian, hndi thomasian, hindi ko friend lang... kasi naman yung isa, grbe ah... tatlong sem ka na ngttake up ng subjects mo... but still, hindi npapasok sa kanya ang value of education... maawa ka naman kay mama please... (i guess you know kung cno...)... naiinis ako xe matalino sha pero nde nya nggmit ng maayos, barkada...barkada...cla ba life mo? please be sensitive naman...hindi habang panahon eh andyan c mama... naaawa nako kay mama, i don't want to see her cry for any reason...kaya please... magsawa ka naman sa kakaganyan kay mama... we're a family...we're not suppose to hurt each others feelings...you know that...

and as for the other one...same description, different person...uhh! you make my life so complicated... here we go again, you just want to see me because of some receipts sa tuition... don't you trust me? eversince you .........(blah)....... ewan, you became more.... how shud i say this...more different, more distant...don't judge me its as if you really know me... i don't think so...uggghh!!!

hayayay... anyway...since my mom was so angry and all that... went to SM and ate lunch there... then went to my cuzins' house and played with cute, cute pamangkin... tas went to sta. lucia... dapat window shopping lang, eh my mom gave me a reward for having good grades... kaya yun, bmili ako ng shoes...ang cute cute, papakasalan ko na (weh)...so yun...thanks my dear mama...:)

n22wa naman ako xe she was so proud of my grdes, eh pngkalat ko na sa buong mundo na bgsak ako sa history, nde naman pla...hehe...at the same tym, hinayang na hinayang ako sa english, sobrang nakahatak yung namiss namin ni bel na quiz dun... if di sana yun yung grde ko, pasok sana ako sa d.l... eh...okay...try again...

LESSON: NEVER BE LATE...you might not know, may surprise quiz pala... *bummer*

2006-10-20T06:15:00.000-07:00

monday gimik october 16

haha...this was planned so fast... just told abiog na we have to talk and i have so many things to tell her, tas yun nagkayayaan na kina lulu...sssooo funnn being able to pull them out immediately and go somewhere... well, nde naman kami lumayo, jan lang kina luanne, sa kabilang street...hihihi...

so yun, we catched up...as in sooo many stories and secrets revealed... they know everythng... and they're pissed with someone...can't blame them...can i? nah! we ate our favorite food...pancit canton and juice...dapat RC, eh, la na ata... tas ngswimming kami nung gabi... brrr... sooo cold... as in...tayo nga ako ng tayo xe super ginaw, and i kept on looking at m fone... can't help it... so there, ate dinner, then at around 9pm, went home...texted the night away... :)

night out with family october 19
m sooo happy today...kc aside from me and my mom going to some place, happy kasi sumama si kuya, after a LONG time...went to greenhills, kumain kami sa isang steak house, forgot the name...ssssuuuppperrr saraaap men! ang mahal nga lang..umabot kami ng 1,200... tatlo lang kami... hwaaawww... so yun, humiwalay ako sa kanila, coz i like looking for clothes on my own (except pag friends ang kasama)... ang tagal ko... eh yun, i found a cute green long stripes sleeveless with lace in it...and a fitted capri denim pants... wooohhhooo...so happy...lumagpas nga lang ako sa budget na bngay, eh bte ngdala ako ng own money... yey!

bum tired october 20
well, remember the time we were affected by the landslide? yeah... general cleaning... grbe kapagod...and i have to clean my room and fix the things that i used last sem... hmmm, para naman next sem new start uli...new garbage...joke... haaayy...hinika pa ko... musta naman yun... m just so happy na may nkakausap ako in times like this...(juicy fruit?)... but, yeah... buti may nakakausap ako...about anything...

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JARED JABINES!!!! october 21

2006-10-18T04:13:00.000-07:00

nakalimutan ko...

*hmmm..nung friday the 13th... last day na ng exams... yipeee... eh after nun... ngprepare na kami for the despedida of tin2 pagkanulungan... she'll be leaving on the 19th... *bummer*... went to photoprints para ipaprint (malamang) yung mga pictures that will be placed on the letter/ scrapbook na ibbgay for tin2... haaayy...puro subic pix... memories...na maganda and some na gusto ko makalimutan...ewan ko ba...

*eh nainis ako when somebody texted me na umalis na which is hindi pwde kasi that was the day na may icclear about something...blah-blah-blah... eh nawala na eh...

anyway... so there, while we were waiting for the pics to be printed out, ntouch naman ako kasi tin came over to bring umbrellas xe alam niang wala kaming dala (lagi nalang)... tas may isa pa uli na ngdala ng payong... kahit wala siyang 'yongpa'...at kahit alam na may mga payong na dun... wwooowww... so yun... went straight sa dapitan square...

*uhh!! gutom na gutom na kami...yung kabilang group eh nkain na, kami pwde na kaso, shmpre hhntayin namin yung iddespedida diba...hehehe... so yun..nkktuwa c jericho kasi talagang lumipat pa sha sa amin para mangasar at makikain... kahit yung mga tropapips niya eh kmakain na sa kabila...ang sabi niyang dahilan ms magnda daw mkikiain smen kasi yung lalagayn daw ng patis eh may cork... yung sa kabila 'di-taktak' daw...hahaha...

*masaya nung araw na yun, tawa lang kami ng tawa...forever... tas nglolokohan kami ni stella na natipuhan namin yung mga mama dun sa tabi...ang sa akin eh brownie ang pngalan, sa kanya eh si blackie...hehehe...fun.fun.fun...

SM SAN LAZARO...

*wooohooo... videoke... lahat ng bitter songs eh naglitawan...as in nagwala na kami lahat dun... yung mga bitter...hahaha... nah! di na ako bitter...went home at around 9pm i think... then nagstay kami kina meg..overnight... saya2!! so many food... chka nagpdeliver pa kami sa 8-mcdo... woow...fillet-o-fish...yum3!! tas nag twenty questions kami na ako lang naman an tinanong... actually lagapas 20 na ata yun eh...tsk3...kayo talaga!!! ako piiinaka unang ntulog...3am... late na yun ah!! cla kasi 430 na...grbehan! ts breaksfast/lunch, ate baked mac made by meg's aunt...sssaaarrraaap mo mennn!!

2006-10-17T18:41:00.000-07:00

hay hay hay

*met up with ian, meg and bab khpon sa skul... mga 12nn... ngluch and all, kc hnhintay namin mag 2pm kc kukunin yung grades sa nat. sci...after kumain, tambay sa ab pav, tas ngcomputer shop muna, nglaro ako ng turtle odyssey, tas nag friendster...mga d usual na gawain sa isang internet-an...

2pm na... aba... no signs of sir sir arlo... ayw pkme papasukin at nka tsinelas daw kami...so hintay...hintay...hintay... and guess what? its already 5pm... hwaaaw... wla pa din sha... eh tnwagan ng taga socio, sbe papunta ndaw si sir sa steps... so pmunta kami ng main building... hintay uli... (BULOK NA KAMI)... eh nung kita nmin sha... mgsseven na ata...aba, sbe sndli lang mgeencode dw muna siya... okay... (kung gulay lang kami, lanta na talga kami sa kabulukan)... eh past 7:30 eh ta-da...lumabas na siya... at yun, nkita na namin ang grades namin.. wooohooo!!! kahit alam namin pasado lahat, shmpre gusto mo pden mkita yung grade mo tlga... yey! yey! m ssooo happy with my grade:)

*blessing in disguise pden ang paghihintay namin dun dhel ang dme naming nkitang prof namin, at ngtanong kme if may bmgsak ba or what... and yehey... so far psych and english nalang ang wala kaming balita na walang bumagsak... *i hope* walang bumagsak smen... hayayay...

*eh buti naman may mga kadamay ako sa kabukukang nangyri smen dun...hehehe... my friends... cna ian, bab, at meg na mejo maaga umalis, so kmeg tatlo lang... nung mga 8 eh umalis na kami c ian lumihis na ng landas, ts kmi ni bab nagdate sa tropical hut cubao... hahaha... ang kinain niya, spaghetti meal, rice and chicken, ako: dalawang order ng spaghtti meal tas extra toasted bread... yahooo...gutom kami!!! tas eun un, umuwi na,,,

ntatawa nga ako mgisa sa fx eh... xe may 'silahis'...hehehe... at bte may dumamay sa kabagutan ko mgisa...hehehe...

GREENHILLS tom!! yey! yey!

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para sayo...ewan...di kita gets...

2006-10-15T12:42:00.000-07:00

finals...problems...

*phew* ewan, parang mixed feelings ako sa eh... super aral tlga ako...

psych- ok naman... worth it ang pagaaral ko, kc lumabas lahat ng inaral...

(though ang daming tinatapos na english paper so eun, habol talaga kmeng lahat... hnde ko alam kung nkagulo ba yun sa pagaaral ko or what, pero thank God i/we finished it all...)

history- horror! naku...horror tlga to!! alam mo yung tipong hinde mo na naaral yung isang subject dhel super dami ng babasahin na hnde naman naituro ng mabuti lahat... super hirap talaga ng exam nia... nosebleed! hello summer classes nako tlga... first time in my entire life! syakks! i already told my mom about it, and ok ln naman dw skanya xe she saw me na nagaaral tlga and na alam naman na na lahat nahirapan, di lang ako... i am happy cz she understands perso nhhya kc ako sknya and sa sarili ko...ewan... i really dnt want to take up summer classes... kung kelan namang unting taon nlang at mttpos nko, chka pko ngkagnto... hay...sna mbgyan lahat ng chance to prove themselves this sem... wla sna mgsummer... *sigh*
english- hmmm, this was quite ok... i just hope na hnde ako bmgsk dhel nka miss ako ng 29 point quiz... waaahhh...what's happening to the world! (nge)... ok nmn quizzes ko and i was able to comply with all the requirements... asar na nat.sci yan! na-late pko! nka miss pko ng quiz tuloy! argh!
math- ewan... may nasagutan nman ako, pero gets, since dala ng kaba, eh di ko nnman sure kung tama yun... *i hope, i hope*
natsci- ok naman...buti ang test namin eh yung quizzes niya... may sure nkong mali dun xe carelessness, masydo ako ngmadali... yikes...congrats dun sa mga naexempt... yipee!
philo- ok din to... thanks to justin tlga xe sha yung nag tutor smen... puro essay ang gnwa dito... ok, sna mbasa ang wingdings kong sulat pag nagmamadali...

*ayan, tpos na ang finals... ang dme dmeng nangyre dito sa sem nato... as in... dko talaga mkakalimutan lahat...though may isang incident na gusto ko makalimutan... hay i will really miss seeing my friends... khet 3 weeks, eh ang haba nun... sanay kang nkikita sila araw2, ts bglang, di mo muna sila mkikita...for a while... rar...

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*yung incident na tinutukoy ko... 3 words: 'pagod na ako'...ayoko na...ewan... parang lam nio yung feeling na you did everything for you to be ok and for you to be normal friends lang, pero it seems lumalabas ikaw pa yung mssaktan at the end... blah-blah-blah... ayoko na... basta ako ngayon oo, malungkot kapag naaalala ko, pero m perfectly ok... dhel sa mga taong pinapakita sayo na importante ka, na kahit anong mangyre anjn cla sa tabi mo... kaya salamat sa knila talga...salamat sa taong pinattawa ako pag umiiyak ako...salamat sa mga ngpprmdam na importante ako...

*ayoko na, ayoko na, ayoko na...pagod na pagod na ako... tama na ang pagiisip at pamoromroblema...i deserve naman cgro to be happy di ba... kaya next sem... new life... new start na talaga... i'll leave all my worries and problems behind...

*SEM BREAK na!!! yahhhoooo!!!!

2006-10-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

hmmm...nag rizal trip kme sa luneta, sa fort santiago, na parang wala din, kasi sarado dahil brownout pa, o kaya, yung garden na pupuntahan eh nagtumbahan na lahat ng mga puno.....

wala pa ako sa mood nung araw na yun... ewan ko ba...oo namiss ko yung mga friends ko talaga, as in... super gusto ko na talaga sila makita... hmmm...somethin' just came up...ewan ko ba, namiss ko din siya, pero iba yung feeling ko that day... blah... di ko na alam tlga, di ko maintndhan... siguro naguguluhan na talaga din ako...di ko alam kung ako ba pilit na nagpapagulo neto, o sadyang magulo talaga... di din naman kami makapagusap ng matino, yung tipong makakapag-open ka na and all...wala eh... plano ko na yun dati eh, eeehhh... ayaw yata muna ng panahon... siguro tama na din yun... time can only tell talaga, not him, not me, not even the people around...*sigh*

anyway...i just thank God really na nawala na si milenyo...muntik na kmeng mapasukan ng tubig baha sa aming bahay...grbe...super nagpray na kme dito, not only because of that, shmmpre kung kme binbaha, what more yung mga places na mas madaling bahain, or yung mga nasirang bahay, and all... haaayy... atleast now, people can start all over again, and help one another clean/fix whatever, and just accept na everything has a reason (para dun sa mga namatay/ nawawala)... HAVE FAITH...hindi mangyayari yan kung wala lang...

GAME THREE TOM!!!!
"go uste, go uste, go uste, go! go! go! go!"
"we are the tigers the mighty mighty tigers, we came to cheer and to win it with NO FEAR!"
"Go S-A-N-T-O T-O-M-A-S! GO UST!!!

wohooo!!! GO UST!!!!

2006-09-20T08:26:00.000-07:00

*if only you can see, hear, and feel what i'm trying to say*

2006-09-17T23:14:00.000-07:00

SUBIC---ooohhh you're such a blessing...

just came home from subic... and i was hella fun...i mean...really fun!!! i have no partner tlga since my partner will not come with us, and my prof dsnt want me to seat sa jumpseat, so my partner is justin, one of my ka-tropapips... and changed partner after shell stop over.... coz chester wants to talk to justin...grbe laugh trip lang all the way...though may tym pla na naktulog kme pareho... tas pagkagising, talk again, laugh, hirit, aaand, basta daldalan lang together with our other kabarkada....

1st stop- shell...i will buy my packed lunch sana, eh naisip ko baka naman mabigla yung stomach ko, so nagstarbucks nalang ako... and my lunch is a pack of biscuit...light lang... i dnt know the names of our itenerary sorry...
pero we went trekking first,,,this was was sooo slippery and wet... saya nga xe ngpaulan kme, wala ng payong payong... tas grbe yung trekking sandals ko eh ngkaron ng boarder na mud... funny, and heavy... tas we went tree planting pagka akyat...ang cool xe all of us have a place to plant a tree...tas dko mtanggal yung plastic nung nkabalot sa soil... tas may tumulong sken:) thanks! khet na super dumumi yung mga kuko at kamay namin sa kakahatak nung plastic. eh tinulungan nia ko... tawa lang kme ng tawa n mga kbrkada ko kasi ndudulas kme... fun xe tlga to be 'one; with the earth...hahaha....

2nd- trekking again... this was was more dry... lakad lakad lang with all the trees and the environment... hahaha... mga sugat moments kasi sa mga dahon at halamang andun.... masaya, nkakapgod... this one masaya tlga, kasi may batis, cool frsh air... after naputik putikan kme, dito kme ngbanlaw...at ngpicture and nag laro...kulitan... hehe...at tinulngan moments ako uli xe nde ako mkaakyat sa mga bato...hehehe...

3rd- grbe nhhya nko feeling ko ang dugyot ko na ng mag panahong to:) hahaha... hmmm... mbango pa nmn eh..hahaha... nwey... ZOOBIC safari...wohooo... dameng TIGERS... go uste kme na go uste!! hahaha...super cute animals... tas mga nkakalat na goat, sheep, monkeys...inaasar nga ako xe may trauma ako sa monkeys.... ts sumakay kme sa isang jeep na kulong tlga kme, kasi mjay chicken na dala yung lalake, tas ipapakain sa mga nkakalat na tgers... grbe...creepy... kasi dadambahan la tlga ng tiger pag nakakita ng chicken. umakyat pnga sa bubungan namin... wah...pero ang saya tlga...nkakandong pko...hahahha....kaya feel na feel ko ang paglapag nia sa bubong... ang cute ng mga animals, exotic, big, unique...lahat andun... chka laugh trip kme and senti mode nina ian...hahaha...

4th- ALL HANDS BEACH... this is the place where we're going to stay, sleep, enjoy... masaya kasi ang dmeng nangyreng bagay...mga kilig moments, laughtip, baraha moments, nfeel naming officers na nkakapgod pla magasikaso ng mga bagay, videoke, kwentuhan, yung wlang mtulugan, gutom na gutom, chill sa shore, a time with rayne again, barakda talk (kinda), hingi advices, swimming, patintero, moro-moro, kain ng ulam lang, kumain ng dko usually kinakain, ihaw, luto, saing, ligpit, and sooo much more!!! SUPER SAYA ko tlga!!! as in!!!
sna time froze.................

5th- trekking (apaliin trail), hnde na dpt kme ssma magtrek xe nkbihis na kme ng pang uwi tlga... xe dpt nung saturday to, ehhh, change of plans... so eun, buti may shirt pko na extra... all white nga ako eh..buti nlang at hnde ako natilampsikan...chka buti dry na yung lupa... mejo bagsak na kmeng lahat neto xe pago tlga kme... pero cge kinaya na namin... sayang yug opportunity...actually ilan ilan nlang kme maingy... puro bamboo dito... dmeng paakyat... at mejo mhba... kaya pag akyat ng bus hnde na tlga ako ok... hinika na xe ako... wah... d nmn ako ngdala ng gmot... hnde ko na xe dndala yun... nwey... si justin na uli ktbe ko...

6th- mangrove- hmm, dito msya, soothing, xe may flowers namn, and we're stepping on parang blocks lang... tas maaliwalas,,, tas dmeng bridge... swamps... smthin new... kaya lang di nko umiimik xe nga hinihika nko... haaay...

pagbalik sa bus ayun, umiyak nko xe hnde ako mkhinga... di ako mkasali na sa kaingayan xe dko na kaya... so n2log nalng ako... then pagkgcing ko mga after 45 mins, naktigil kme sa isng blihan ng pasalubong...aba nbalitaan ko ngwalk out ang aming driver kasi daw hnde dw kme mgsstop over... piniglan nia dw srili nia na wg kmain xe kala nia pkakainin dw namin sha... eh, pinpkain nman sha, kaya lang hnde sa isang stop over... inabutan namin sha ng pera ata para mkbili sha.. eh kme nga gutom pero nde ngreklamo eh... aba...
nwey, kaya yun ntgalan at naabutan na kme ng ulan... nkktwa tong c ced xe ngtype sha sa fne nia na 'pdeng magsalita' xe lahat kme tahimik tlga sa takot at nerbyos cgro nung pagakyat ng driver uli... hahaha...funny..so yun ngstrt na kme mgingay... kmeng nsa harap and mejo yung mga nsa likod ang mejo maiingay eh... nkakatwa xe kanta kme ng kanta ng wowowee...asusual, ako nnmn pasimuna, mas corny, mas happy... khet halos mga wla ng kmeng boses, hala, cge kwentuhan at twanan lang, eating to d max kme... kaya ngayon... goodluck nlang sa boses ko at sagad na... waahhh....
asar nga eh nwwla yung dlwang dinala kong container ng tubig... eh 4 kmeng ngcheck na 10 yung pinasok ng driver...so asan yung dlawa??? buti hnde ako pingalitan... haaaay... pero despite that, eh msya pden ako tlga...as in... thank you sa bes2...thank you sa mga kabarkada ko... thank u sayo...

la kmeng pasok ngaun!!! both p.e and academic classes...slamat sa powers ni sir arlo....

2006-09-09T02:16:00.000-07:00

all what we've been talking about this week is our trip to subic on september 16!! woohoo.. i really can't wait... i'm excited to trek, to walk along the beach, to bond with my barkada, with the class, take pictures, and to play truth or dare daw...hmm... i don't know about this... i'm scared on what people would make me do...or ask me...or to share... but anyhoot, m still excited....really...

friday- after class, we had this all officers meeting... about subic nga... when i saw the guy that almost killed us because of his driving...grbe, i was really pissed off... just seeing him makes me wanna shout at him... keeps on talking aout stuffs that are not even related, or even if its is related...he's 'ma-ma-ru'...mamarunong! uugghhh!
same that day... went to ian's place to change our clothes and for her to get her overnyt thingies... and while i was about to change my white shirt...ooohhh...my shirt has drops of soysauce in it! wah!! thanks to their clorox...it disappeared... yey!
then...off too greenhills together with my mom...ate at triopical hut, and my mom wento to the music museum na, then we roam around greenhills... as in...ian bought a CUTE jacket, and a shirt... and as for me, a shirt...hehe...ca't find anything especially when ts closing time already... bummer...
went to promenade, roam around fully booked... laughed...sound tripped...blah-blah...
then wento to mcdo to try mcdonald's milkshake for the first time... tasted like frosty...yum2...
then at 10:30- went to the car at nag kwentuhan galore... soundtrip while waiting for my mom... went home, watched a portion of a walk to remember...continued it the next day... then now, ian is gone...

i'll see her tom

yey! m sooo excited to watch the cheering!! woohoo!!

GO USTE...GO USTE...GO USTE...GO...GO...GO...GO...

2006-09-01T08:52:00.000-07:00

2nd post??

errr..well...yeah... since i have lots of pictures too upload so i have to wait for so long... here i am posting again... well, atleast its 12am already...is this me? still up after 9??

i wonder how my paulinian friends are doing? heard that most of them have their own lovelife already... me... well...none... n-o-n-e...

i can't help being bitter with someone when i remember the things that happened in the past... i dunno... maybe i fell too much and sadly, nobody catch me...bummer...

did you know that i found my ideal guy?---yeah... but i'm not his ideal girl pala... hwaaaw...
f-r-i-e-n-d-s...that is what we are...

how can i forget what happened? even that person can't tell me... why the feeling disappeared/ vanished/watever...

he has his own life...move on gurl...(i was talking to me)

okay, okay...teenage drama queen award goes to me... hurray...sarcastic mode...

2006-09-01T06:12:00.000-07:00

time is so fast... imagine, its friday once more...

well, my week was okay...somehow... talked about subic and stuffs, rizal trip, blah-blah...

sunday august 27, 2006

wohoo...advance party... me, july, ian, chuckie, and 3 other students from socio, sir arlo, and the presence of a father were there...it was hella fun coz i'm with my close friends and all..and being known as picture addicts---there, that says it all... we took LOTS of pictures...and I mean so many pictures....wohoo... uploading would be my problem once more... anyhoot, went to zzobic safari, all hands beach resort, another beach dnt know the name of the place... and ate at Dencio's...yummy... first time to eat sisig...coz july forced me to eat...so i let him eat kare-kare... (he doesn;t eat kare-kare)...i dnt know why...hehe... over-all, its fun... except for the part where we almost died... seryoso... we wre aboput to turn right, eh there's this raging bus pressing the horn for ssooo long telling us not to turn right because a bus will be passing...but then, he continued passing without even looking...he turned right... and me and chuckie did the "X" sign using our arms...then i was about to hug ian...coz I REALLY thought we'll be dead... it her birthday this friday (sept1) aaand... so i protected her first...gawd...we almost lost our lives coz of that! sssheeessshhh! thank God were alive...

following days...same old writings, discussions, and yah-know, classroom setup... twas fun naman... we all can follow... and was so happy last wed (aug 30) coz i got a plus 10 in philo, for volunteering in the recitation about hsun-tzu...wohooo...hurrah!

friday--that is today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA. RIANNE ALYSSA FRENCILLO
yeah! we surprised her by giving her 18 roses given by 'us'..her 18 close friends... the finale... by inviting her 'someone'...nah...just one of her closest guy friends that she saw long time ago pa na she really wanted to see... so 3 weeks before, we looked for a way to contact him... so there. he gave her boquet of roses too... so magmukhang bulok tuloy bingay nmin..hahaha...'kiddin! gave her cake and a cd with a presentation in it... and our message for her printed on a paper of course...doi helena...hahaha...we're sooo happy for ian!!!=)

i was flattered the other day coz my friend has a friend from ComArts who is looking for a female who has the brains, talent, and looks...fot 'tomcat'... and my friend asked me if i'm interested... woohooo...flatterd mode... i'll think about it, baka tagisan ng talino yun ah?! patay!

tom: ian, bel, and I will go to fort santiago to check on the place... for our Rizal field trip
sun: NSTP seminar

**soo happy i saw riva today!! aaand..beia texted me...** yey! will see them on th 23rd!**

tired.

tired.

2006-08-20T05:30:00.000-07:00

well it's been like so long since i've posted again..of course, this is my famous line, have you noticed? well, anyway, where was i? hmmm... uh, yeah our general assembly was held last aug 1... at the albertus magnus... came to school wearing my uber thick make-up because spotlights will be focused on us...at 1pm... 7am, we had this rehearsal, we practiced the positioning at the stage, our poses, how modulate our voices must be, and yah know what i'm talking about...it is a rehearsal... so there, free lunch/snacks for the candidates...yummy carbonara and a slice of bread... i was so demure right at this very moment coz i dnt want carbonara sauce to spill all over me... dapat lang, cz it's a pageant... hmm wat else... i would just like to thank first my "P.A" and she defined it as "pretty assistant"...harhar.. i was so nervous talaga because of the questions that will be asked during the question and answer...eh alm nio naman ako, makata... salitang kalye ba...hahaha...dnegrade ang srili eh noh?

me and my partner really portrayed our music icons... kaya i'm so happy kasi he is the one became my partner... laughtrip kami sobra... we were like playing lang.... ok, 1pm... the show started... intermissions, dance-number...and the most awaited of all... *phew*.. we were okay... i mean, we did not forget our lines, our poses... really ok:) hmmm... and i was confident in my answer in the FIRST question...blah-dee-blah...then my partner and I both entered in the finals... and I was awarded for being miss photogenic...wohooo...hurray! and the SECOND qustion for the finalists...well...errr...don't ask... super nagkamali ako and no connection yata yung mga pinagsssbe ko dun...because i really dnt know what will be the question.... so there... I won 1st runner up!yipeee!! i was really happy because of the support of my blockmates... as in...yung halos matanggal na ang litid nila sa kakasigaw... hehe...thanks guys! and i realize na this was such an honor for me kc sa st.paul, i'm just a face in the crowd...you know what i mean... so this was my chance to prove something... i won humongous boquet of flowers, a blow up picture of me and my partner and a gift certificate...:) grbeee,,,

THANKS 2BES2
THANKS 2BES
THANKS JULY-my partner(john travolta)

following days.... ugh! quiz sa nat sci from chapter 4-10...msta namn yun diba...eh my book is missing, somebody took it...hmf...it's in the locker lang ah...nawala pa....well, anyway... so went to tin's house to borrow her book and let it photocopied... eh super dami ko dala because of the g.a nga... the funny thing was, when i rode the fx... halos maisungalngal ko na sa katabi ko yung flowers and she kept on saying "ms...ano ba?)--then i was like n.r lang cz hello, i cnt even move with all the stuffs around my face dba...

hmmm..later on...quizzes and more quizzes and reading materials... then came the prelims... no comment...i studied naman but i was not satisfied...kasi alnganin yung time na uwi, so it gave us lesser time to study,...haaay...my grades naman sa ibang tests were ok... sna makabawi pa... kaya mo yan!!!!

stressed mode anytime now, cz we have lots of things to do... to read...and so many activities.... one example...yesterday there was this UNICEF workshop...grbe super saya!!! good thing talaga na sumali kami... for pictures...just go to my multiply... (www.crazypurple.multiply.com)--- well, its not there yet, pero i'll post it soon...

by the way, just came from Bulcan, cz it s the 1st death anniversary of my lola... i'm so happy seeing all of them again... complete...:) wla, we prayed, i lead the rosary:) and pictures, pictures,and pictures... and yummy yummy food...

...and as for my 'heart' life... i really want to stop having a crush on him...kasi the more i admire him, the more i get hurt... u have this feeling na----hanggang dun nalang...ewan... i really dnt want to be mushy and all that, its just that........uhh......i dnt know... i want to stop and yet when i see him... i get hurt...basta...and happy at the same time cz we're friends... that's more than ok dba...

I'm out!

2006-07-25T02:40:00.000-07:00

isn't it weird that the last time i post, it ws raining...and now imma gonna post again...and hey, it's raining... this time it's Glenda's turn... ugh!

before anything else, there are soo many things that happened after i posted... hmmm... of course:
1.) studying is always included

2.) we had this 30-min extension in our psychology class for 8 meetings i think coz she'll be gone for quite sometime after our prelim exams

3.) somebody invited me, well, it's a lunch/dinner kind of thing... we ate at 1611, and yeah it was fun, so much stories to tell, blah-dee-blah... tambay near the field until 6:30, then ian and i went to the library... twas 7:00 by the way... uh! we're so into psych that day...we have to...;) so after that, we went to the UST hospital cz ian's grandmother was hospitalized... so i decided to visit her... and accompany ian for a moment... then rode the lrt...together with ian and her siblings since they have to go somewhere...aannd...yeah..that's it...

4.) we had this pictorial for mr. and ms. bes...they have to post it in the lobby...and its at the lobby right now...ha! te make up was on my face the whole day, i had classes wearing the make-up and the headband...it's a glam day for me..i mean...because of the make-up, i look... formal and neat...and...not me...

5.) my mom's birthday came up...and i was really problematic about how would i keep the cake that i bought her 2 days before her birthday... so i kept it at my friend's house... then the night before her birthday, i went to their house and get it... told my mother that i was gonna borrow my friend's book... so there...
the next day: i woke up at around 3:45 so that before she wakes up the cake with lighted candles all over it is infront of her... suhhweet... and my mom was shocked and kept on asking where did i hide the cake, and she said to herself that she wants cake...and ta-da... her wish is my command...

6.) morning after her birthday, we went to astoria suites and ate breakfast there..and gawd all the food were soo yummy... especially the arrozcaldo...woah!

7.) friday that week, my family including the mother side family wen to tiendesitas and still celebrated my mom's birthday...an after party...clams and oysters were soo delicious!!! listened to some bands...roam around and bought a shirt...yipeee...

8.) rehearsal for GA...fun because it was like modelling class for us... fun.fun.fun.

then the following days aside from sunday..classes were suspended...ugh..i really wanted to go to schooll because of totol boredom...and yes, the GA was cancelled... and now we're all stuck at our own houses...doin nothin...maybe only I do nothin?!

so there this is my story for the past 2 weeks...

happy.

exciting.

challenging.

2006-07-12T04:42:00.000-07:00

RAINY DAYS AGAIN...

i really don't want it when rainy season comes...as in... i get so scared with the flood all over cainta rizal... including our village...our street...sometimes the flood just gets in the garage... right now, we're all in the state of---being frightened... a little pouring of the rain pa... flood will get inside the house---yeap...inside the house... aside from that, how about those people who are still at work, on the roads, and the houses who are in the danger zone already?

aagh.

well, i know that God will never do anything that will do no good to anybody ryt?--- haaay... i just wish that this will end soon...I AM REALLY SCARED...

i wasn't able to go to school awhile ago, i waited for the flood to go down a little, coz our car might get drowned...mahal mgpagawa... nwey, it was almost 11 and still, i'm not near UST... and almost all of my blockmates were there... one of them said that classes will be suspended at 12nn...so, she suggested that i should not go to school anymore...unfortunately, our first prof checked attendance, so yeah, m absent for the first time... but i'm not blaming my blockmate... even if i went to school, i am already late... no use...:)

yesterday, i was so stupid to act so weird infront of someone...it was hilarious!!! my friends were really laughing at me... haha...can't tell the story here...sorry...

*pppooooooooffff*

2006-07-06T17:04:00.000-07:00

my last update was like two weeks ago... kinda long for me---well, not to be surprised and all, because there is only one reason---college life...
yeah i'm enjoying my college life, my blockmates, our professors, the school, everything... i just can't adjust with our schedule...I am trying to, i don't have any choice and how can i reach my dream if i'll be lazy and will kept on sleeping...?? haay... i hope i can adjust na soon...
next is that i'm so stressed this week... all night puyatans coz of the quizzes and homeworks...again, its hard to review and do hmworks because of our sked...

anyhoot, i will still stick with my dream... nothing can ever hinder me...there shouldn't be anything that can hinder me...
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i hope everything will turn out fine...

"i thought my feelings for you are gone... i really thought... but seeing you makes me weak... it's like you're so...friggin'
'perfect'... my first impression to you keeps on coming back... but there's nothing i could do but to stare and enjoy the friendship... it's the most important thing for me right now---i can't afford to lose that single relationship ever---OUR FRIENDSHIP"

2006-06-22T06:51:00.000-07:00

first day hi...

first day was sooo okay... never ending hellos, and the "oh-you-look-different" kind of reaction, the "musta summer lines" and thngs like that... we were like in a market place...really, we're soo noisy and yet so happy...all of us were happy to see each other...it'd better be...ha! so there, blah-blah-blah, here comes the homeworks, and new teachers, and you know what first day means...so i'll not tell everythin...aryt?

anyhoot, m still adjusting with our kakaibang sched... mmm not really different, but, having a night shift is so different to me cz i'm heading off to school at 6am eversince i was a kid...so there, i'm still not that comfortable studying soo late at night...but hey, i have to get use to this one...

i was chosen ms. bes---uhh..reperesentative of our class...kinda nervous in the question and answer thingy...phew...goodluck...but m really thankful, some people do notice me pala...

and... my current status is: napipikon... as in... how could anyone do this to me...well in fact i did nothing to that person...so now i realized that:
s/he(para d halata) is not the person i thought s/he was..................
i thought you were different among the others.......
sayang.........

2006-06-12T00:41:00.000-07:00

"I was here for you from the very start
those words that i said to you really came from my heart
but as time went by
something new came in clear
what had happened to the person i considered dear?
In your eyes now it was not there
the way you looked at me showed you no longer cared
Your new self almost made me cry
so now i stand alone
for you made me stronger
when you acted that it was really goodbye..."

-meg magazine edition '04

2006-06-12T00:09:00.000-07:00

thursday:
this is soo not new... got my hair relaxed, as what i always do once a year i think... its straighter now and 'manageable'... haaay...thanks to those chemical chuvaness...haha...

friday:
hmm...went to laguna, and visited my tita and lola, and everybody there... coz she's(tita) really sick as in... i do wish that she'll feel better sometime... coz she's so weak na talga... prayers people if u don't mind...thanks

saturday:
riviera country club here we come!!!
met up with bea and hannah at st. francis square, around 10:00am i think, while waiting, i ate breakfast at mcdo, and gone-'solo' that moment...then, bea and her family picked me up, soo fun... they were really surprised coz of my skin color... and hair... ha! 'nyhoot, stopped-over at the south expressway, bought chips and 'snack/drink' at icemonster, them head-off to cavite...

RIVIERA COUNTRY CLUB...
so amazing... very huge place... golfcourse, swimming pool, lobby...uhh...huge talaga.... ate lunch there... and swam already... have you ever seen a person who went swimming and went on to the slide without even wetting her hair even a bit?? well, folks, that's me...see, i can't wet my hair but i also like to swim... so there... i swam in the 4ft pool and while sliding, hana was infront of me and she controlled the slippery slide... wohoo...

after riviera:
went to the fort, and ate at chicken bacolod inasal...soo yummy... chatted for a while, then went home...grabbe..it was a blast!!! wish we were comlete...errr...maybe sometime...

sunday:
went to mass alone, cz my mom heard the mass yesterday(saturday)... then after lunch, i went to the mall, bought a little bit of groceries, the most important ones... and i was supposed to roam around pa, but so many people were at the mall, i can feel there elbows already... exaj! so just went home......

one day to go...school time again

2006-06-07T06:46:00.000-07:00

it's exactly one week before hitting the school again, second year, another chance to make my dream come true--to be a d.l or just make my grades higher every sem... i hope i can do it... coz right now, i'm really determined to make it happen... i want to prove something for myself, that i can do it, and nothing can ever stop me...
anyhoot, i'm suffering from toothache right now, coz of my re- attached retainers,, can't eat, can't talk that much, and plus, my gums are soaring...i want to eat... but can't handle the pain no more... haaay...
tom, i'll go to the salon and get my hair relaxed... hopefully... too much swimming this summer, too much sun that made my hair kinda frizzy and all that... i just have to prepare for the heat afterwards coz i can't tuck my hair behind my ears...oohh noooh!!
as for my personal life/tribulation bout my life...two words, 'i quit' for awhile, maybe this isn't the right time to think about those stuffs, i mean, if it really is for me, then it will come back again, if not, good enough, atleast i've tried...as what my friend keeps on telling me: "come what may"--live your own life and just rely on what is happening at the present... dont' predict, and don't judge the future...

and yeah, i think she's definitely right...

2006-06-03T05:18:00.001-07:00

we're stuck here at luanne's place!!!

there's flood all over our village....shux!!!...
"rain rain go away come again...never..."<--- well i dnt want rains honestly... yeah its okay if floods doesn't exist... i mean, not only here in our place, but most especially the people who'll get stranded, who are driving right at this very moment, the people who will evacuate, people who will lose someone cz of falling debris and all...how about them...ryt? haaay...

but i believe naman that God won't create such thing with no reasons at all... i trust Him...

haaay...went swimming a while ago...ate pancit canton, our ever favorite...some junk foods... softdrinks..*burp*...yuck bastos pala...joke...

for you: i miss ya and u look good...

2006-06-02T02:19:00.000-07:00

May 29, 2006:
my dad and i met, its his pre-birthday celebration at the office... went first at my cousin's house, then went straight ahead to his office...
ate snacks at greenwhich, robinson's manila... chatted, bought some utensils...back to the office, bought food behind the binondo church... "estero" was the name of that chinese restaurant... sounds not that good to me since estero is the canal ryt? but, the food was super yummy as in... it's beside a river not a canal namn...so there... we ordered so much food... yang-chao rice, beef brocolli, shanghai, pancit, chopsuey...hmm...cnt remeber the rest, but its freakin' yummy...went home at around 10...we went to starbucks the fort pa, uhh, i miss caramel frap...wohooo... my dad had this 'senti' mode that evening... i was kinda squeezed at the middle cz of the things he told me...its hard...really... u dnt even know what to say/comment... *phew*

May 31, 2006:
my mom and i went to tiendesitas... i always enjoy when i'm going there...so many stuffs to look at, new clothes to try on, delicious food of course... well, i wasn't able to buy anything, or i didn't let my mom buy me anything even if she asked me too, when i want something, i save first before i buy, eh i already used what i saved...so there... it's okay...no biggie... i dnt want my mom to spend something for me... unless its very2 important...
we ate baked clams, baked oysters, calamares and crispy kangkong... ugghh!!! YUMMY!!! other viands were for take out, we ddnt all of those... *gutom??*...bought my brother a shirt...ang cute... he liked it...yey...

June 1, 2006:
ENROLLMENT!!!i was really excited today cz i'll be seeing my friends... though it was really hot... we enjoyed cz of the chit-chatting moment...met at 9:30am, borowed jared's fone, loaded it with P100, and the saddest part: talking to jam for the last time... you know the feeling that you've got so many thngs to tell, and when ur already talking to the person, u forget everything? that's what happned to me... i did get to tell her the take care and i'll miss her so much part, and some updates, but i handed it to my other blockamates, cz i'll just cry again if i talk to her longer...haaay...
enrollment was fun and hot at the same time, but its worth it cz we have updated so much while waiting... and what's cool is taht my 'tropapis' are all in one p.e class!! how cool is that?? we chose basketball talaga...but sadly, our chsen sked of basketball are closed already...bummer... so we chose socila dance instead... i loove dancing... but not the folk dance type of dancing... so good thing its social dance... yipeee...

ate at KFC after, laughed so hard and chatted again...then went home with rayne, chuckie and jared... rayne and i went to gateway...just to cool-off ...went also to SM, rayne bought a school bag and i bought a pair of slippers cz my feet are soaring... really... went back to gateway and of course, makakalimutan ba naman namin ang timezone?? so there we played basketball and house od the dead 4...wohoo...so fun...there...before slepping i cried alot, while i was in the fx jam texted me, an hour before her flight... i can't cry in the fx...so...yeah, i reminisced and all... haaay... thanks to carlo and he texted me until i fall asleep...

2006-05-28T23:25:00.000-07:00

i'm not in the mood lately to write something down...well, i guess i'm in the mood right now... obviously... i can't remeber what i did last week... oh well..,

last week, my mom was so stressed that she immediately decided to swim at club manila east the next day (friday)...we were suppose to be with my cousins, but they have other errands to do... so we went there...just the two of us...ultimate bonding(?!)... we had fun talaga... she was able to get some rest, at last... and she looks happy...thank God...

if you see me now, you'll probably be shocked because of my change in color... hmmm... not 'negra' naman... hmmm... reddish?tanned? watever... surpisingly though, it looks good on me... buti nalang...

ANYWAY,

jam will be leaving this thursday... wah!! i can't help but cry when i found out that she is officially leaving the country...*sniff*... why does the people close to me, after sometime has to leave?... can't blame them. it's just that, it happened to me so many times...c'mon!

i'm really sad. jam is like one of my closest friends in UST... i'll miss her high-pitched greetings, her 'da-moves', lahat!! haaay...life...

WE WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH JAMY!!!! TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF!!! WE'LL BE HERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT...*mwah*suuuperHigpitHug*

so there...

i'm okay now...(i'm talking 'bout my recent prob)...i'm not thinking 'bout it anymore, well, i'm trying...i can't just sit and be sad about it...ryt? time can only tell...

"if it's really for me, then it will happen again................"

2006-05-21T04:18:00.000-07:00

3 posts in one day? what's wrong with me?

well, i guess, i'm bored and really lonely lang talaga...

there are some things that i don't understand, that i want to settle, but, i just can't... i can't settle this on my own... time can only tell...

why is it that you're happy one time, then all of a sudden, there will be some things that will happen that will pull you really down? i know. cz m experiencing it right now.

anyway,

LOVE- a very broad word, a wonderful feeling yet it can cause you soo much pain... well, it is risky that's why, one might experience being happy or not to be happy... everybody chooses to be happy of course, who doesn't?

me, i'm happy naman that i'm feeling inlove, really... though sometimes it gets so confusing... if should i stop na? or should i keep on being inlove? i choose parin siguro the second one... di namn napipigilan pag ganyan... confusing lang kc parati that makes me sad talaga...i'm happy and yet sad at the same time...

will someone please catch me?
i'm falling into pieces................

2006-05-21T04:04:00.000-07:00

MAY 19
...i forgot to include in my entry about the bonding time with the tropa the other day...well, not the whole tropa, just me, rayne, arden, ced, and our special guest faye dungo..hehe..

anyway, met ced frist at the tambayan , cz the other one was late...joke...before that, went to mini stop to buy loose powder for rayne...hehe..anyway, so there, chatted for a while, then here comes rayne...went to AB pav to meet up with arden and faye before they go to class... their class will end at 3:00pm pa, so we ate lunch muna at mcdo carpark, laughed, updated, talked for a while... tambay near the arc of the century until 3pm then met up with arden and faye again, then off to megamall..

MEGAMALL:
we dnt have much time left, so we went iceskatng kagad... faye was our new student...hehe... both rayne and ced knew how to skate na...kulitan galore lang, together with the girl we just met there...her name is aggie...makulit na bata...but cute though, she was teaching us how to do 'da moves'...1 hr over...........................tama na skating.......................

ate at tokyo tokyo... sumo meals...hay i thought di mauubos yung food, i got really full kagad, eh since ced and i shared the food(viand), di naman na sayang...*sorry and thanks*... anyway... ate icecream after...snowstorm was the name...taste like...coconut?...hehe... then, uwian blues na...

rode the MRT...and there...

2006-05-21T03:01:00.000-07:00

well, just yesterday we went to my cousin's baptism...and i was the ninang...good thing i'm close to him, i'm always at their house so i could just try my best to be a godparent to him..ha! anyhoot, ate at max's after with the lacanilao family together with the officemates of my tita... then went straight ahead to 9 waves at san mateo, rizal...so many people, but i really enjoyed... my cousin's, their friends and I played habulan in the pool...and there's this time that i almost drowned...whew! thanks to some knowledge about swimming, coz i could've i drowned if i don't know how to...

today, i drove my mom off to work at quezon city, woohoo, exciting...after almost 1 and a half month of not driving, good thing i still remember how to drive... and somebody ordered via phone, eh we're close during sundays, so i was the one who delivered at quezon ave... with one helper naman...i can't carry those...

i was happy, all of a sudden, i don't understand my mood...what i can say lang is, i cried... it's so hard to fight for what you feel, really... should i give up? should i stop? what?? i know na i will be risking something, pero... ewan... aaarrgghhh... i feel so lonely!!!

WHAT SHOULD I DO??

2006-05-18T01:54:00.000-07:00

Thursday:
chuckie and i met up today...i will be the one to enroll him on june1...*excited*... m excited to enroll na... i just so thankful xe that i made it to second year with good grades...wooohoo... anyhoo,, after,, i strolled around and bought my mom a mother's day gift...a make up and a wall display from papelmeroti...looked for a skirt at cinderella and dept. store...and yess... i found one...!!

Friday:
went to abiog's house...with pas and luanne...nag-chill... played crazy taxi, slapjack, and ate LOTS of pancit canton...yum2... addict kme dun! haay... i had fun...i always do enjoy when we're all together...

Saturday:
Luanne, Abiog and I went to the mall... I bought the skirt that I wanted... at last... yipee... played at the arcade... *mrunong nko nung drums*...yeah! bought mini donuts then went straight to Luanne's place to play again, and eat pancit canton...wahaha... and drank lots RC...*burp*

Sunday:
HAPPY MOM'S DAY... my mom cried because of the letter that i gave her...*awww*... and we made her special that day...nothin biggy but we made her happy...

*hmm, the rest of the week, back to the store... and making gulo at the house of my cousins... ha! aand... today, thursday, STORE BLESSING...m so thankful... really...
*m so excited tom... ced, rayne, arden and I will go skating again...wohooo...i miss them so much...

2006-05-10T07:09:00.000-07:00

*whew*
it's been a week since i've posted here...i think
well, as what i've said we've been busy relocating the store... and everyday i go there to help, not the sort of 'technician-electrician-plumber' help kinda thing, but it is i who assist my mom... and during the latter of part of the construction or should i say the finishing touches, what i do is mop, sweep the floor, decorate, carry empty bottles, something like that... *macho!*... ha! *phew* that was really tiring...as in...but thank God...ta-da! we're finished... we started operating today... just doing the decorations to make it more pleasing to the eyes...thngs like that... but then again...we're done! after all the problems that happened...haaay....what a relief... and what really made me happy isa that i've done so much for it, contributed a lot without any complaints... i mean, yes, the 'tired effect' is acceptable, but the 'ayoko na tumulong' phrase, it didn't entered my mind...naks!---
anyhoo, just the other day this is what i want to say to somebody "u really piss me off!! to the highest level"---i don't like the attitude of backstabbing, really... you're not helping us na nga, you keep on demanding and complaining pa when a single task is assigned to you... oh please... i don't want to jot all the things that i wanted to tell him the other day, i don't want to get mad na... i just wish he would be more sensitive...please lang...
change topic...this is funny... a while ago, (cz i was at the house of my cousins), my other tita arrived then asked us why does she have to give us a hundred bill(cz my other cousin asked) then my cousin answered: "kc nakapasa ako sa accounting";
then my other cousin said: "nakapasa ako ng UST";
then i don't know what to answer cz there's nothing biggy that happened, so i just said: "mgssecond year nako!"---so what? walang connection...*toink!*

bye.
i miss my friends big time!

2006-05-04T09:36:00.000-07:00

WEEK of My Birthday...

May 1
...i just came home from my cousin's house, as what i have said in my previous entry... anyway, i just woke up cz someone keeps knocking on the the gate... no one stood up, everybody are still sleeping, so i stood up nalang and opened it...well, its reasonable nmn cz its already 9am... i took a bath and got dressed, cz i thought my mom would pick me up already, i ended up waitng for her...its okay, cz i played warcraft...i think its kinda fun...wala lng...anyway, i was picked up at around 3pm then wentto market market...woohooo...

Market2x:
we wnt first to home market, cz my mom has to but some things for the store, mga pang designs chuva...we ate at pizza company after...i was touched by what my mom said while we were eating...
Mom: wow, mgbbirthday kna bukas
Me: *smiling*
Mom: (suddenly cried a little)
Me: bkit ka umiiyak?
Mom: through your whole life, you've been nothing but a good person & good soul...

super ntouch ako... i mean, what she said to me, it seems that she looks at me as a perfect person,..sometimes i'm pressured though...i have to be careful with my actions... but, why would i be scared if i'm enjoying naman acting normal without hurting others' feelings...especially her feelings...so...pressured pa?? nah!...

some people texted me today, they thought that its my birthday today... others greeted me in advance...thanks guys...

MAY 2!!!!!!!
ma. ana helena lacanilao alcala's birthday.....
yay! its my birthday... and m so surprised when woke up at aroung 5am... 13 people texted me at 12 am... how nice... so there, went to the church to attend mass at around 7am, after that we ate breakfast, then went back home... my mo and brother left, they have to go to the store... so i thought that i was all alone...
3pm:
heard a tricycle, and laughters...RAYNE and TIN gave me a surprise something for my birthday...grbe...i was really happy... tin gave me a huge message in a bottle, while rayne gave me this vdeo clip with voive over pa...that includes the messages of my other besmates... sweeettt!! i kept on watching the vdeo...it really makes me smile...

may 3
went to padre faura to meet my dad, ate at harbour view...super yummy ng food...ate nilsing na hipon, baked tahong, lechon kawali and a tumbler of iced tea..*burp* buuusssooogg! then strolled at baywalk...then went home...i cnt describe the feeling that time... but m sure that m happy...really...

may 4:
i have a new guitar! thanks ma!

*poooofff*

2006-04-30T22:45:00.000-07:00

messed up with the pictures at singapore... i'll just post agen sometime...and i'll post more... shux sayang... oh well... hafta go!

*pppooofff*

2006-04-30T17:00:00.000-07:00

m here at my cousin's house...since wla silang ksma..my tita is not around, so they decided to invite me here...and...yes...m here...so?
hehe...
i'm kinda bored.. and sad cz my mom is again encountering problems regarding our store... i dnt blame anyone or anything, its just sad seeing her like that...pressured, stressed, frustrated, and so on... i alwys pray nga eh... super onti nlang mttpos na...but then again...a problem took place... oh well... i'll just keep on praying...God is listening...i know...

i miss my barkada in st.paul...i dnt know when are we going out...
i miss my UST friends...particularly my group of friends...
i miss my dad...*sigh*i miss my friends (school bus friends)
i miss someone...wahahaha...nge...natawa...

o dba...dme kong namimiss...i'm so filled with love..."something" makes me always happy...i don't know why...but, yeah... i'm really happy...*wink*...

i keep on asking myself if i have met that person already.. my soulmate...i don't know why i make this as a big fuzz...maybe because, for me its really important...that person will be with you for the rest of your life...---i hope this says it all...
siya na kaya?....................
*pppoooofff*

2006-04-28T06:58:00.000-07:00

oh...summer...

i had a blast yesterday...suuuper...
i woke up 5:30 in the morning, took a bath, waited for abiog and pas to arrive then off we go to lrt santolan station... i was really worried cz it's 7am na almost and they're not complete yet, i thought my mom was going to react if our miting tym was supposed to be 6:30 and yet, we left santolan at 7:00 i think...but she didn't bother, infact while waiting for the others, my mom, abiog, pas, and I kept on chatting about PBB...the latest buzz on PBB...and the issues inside the house that we liked or hated...hehe...

here they come... rayne, chuckie, tano and jared... jared was so funny, when he sat on our car, his intro to my mom was this: hello, ako po c jared!"--with thi sort-of-shouting-voice... hehe... while heading to club manila east, all of us were talking...funny! and i was so happy because abiog and pas get along immediately with my classmates... wow...

CLUB MANILA EAST!!
we headed to the entrance, gave mom some "thank you's and a kiss", i really appreciated it-- for giving us a ride...and her time of course... so we went in na... stayed at no. 161 rose mini cabanna... waited for carlo for awhile cz he's late(hehe)...then we swam... 7:30- 10:30...i think...
then, went to the resto, then ate lunch... we're really starving...as in...super tagal pa nung order... good thing we kept on talking, atleast we forgot that we're hungry...for a while...then, rested for a while,--------put some lotion, looked on our celphones, then swim.......i really enjoyed in the slide and in the kayak...sobra!! what's the result of too much swimming? getting dark!! i ddnt get dark but i'm super red... as in... it hurts but it's okay...worth it nmn... it's funny tho... whatver shirt i wear, it looks like m wearing necklace cz of the tan line...and f m wearing smthin to cover it up, the tan line on my shouldrs is the one that shows up...ha! i like my color now, may kulay nko, before my color looks like m sick..."maputla" ba...

NEXT STOP: my house...
we left CME at about 4:15... carlo went home already...daya... nwey, we all went to our house to eat...since the driver of the pizza parlor got lost, we waited for an hour and a half... we watched tv...and we kept on laughing at the contestants of a certain show... hehe... we ate 20'' pizza...yummy... after eating, we watched again, chatted...things like that... then at about 7pm, we dropped them off at sta.lucia...and went home... jovecca and abiog accompanied us (joyride)... then they stayed at our house up to 9:30...fun!

i had a blast...really...m with some of my close friends...tho, it wud be happier if we were complete... hay...next tym...

Ilang days nlang, and it's my birthday...wee...

2006-04-24T21:12:00.000-07:00

this is sooo cool!!

1.)i just found out, before the PBB celebrity edition ended, the mom of Roxanne Barcelo, is the ex-girlfriend of my tito-brother of my mom...my mom told me that she already met roxanne barcelo's mom several times, because their relationship was kinda long... but didn't ended up together... and, coincidentally, roxanne barcelo really looks like my cousin... what's that? hahaha..

2. ) here's another one, 'olyn' of PBB teen edition is the ex-girlfriend of my cousin... i met that girl already, i always see her before... she looks kinda different now...

our family wonders hus ex-whatever would be on PBB next edition...

i still feel useful this week... hehe...seriously... and m excited on thursday! i really want to swim... sbra! i wish nga my others could come... oh well...

ilang days nalang and its my birthday again!! and, i've been saving some money for a new guitar... then my mom said that she'll tell me already her surprise......... she'll buy me a guitar!!!!! yipee!!! m sooo happy... i miss playing the guitar!!!

2006-04-22T04:57:00.000-07:00

10 FIRSTS
first best friend(s): anna rubio.katrina domingo
first screen name: dil_baby01
first pet name: kimbi
first piercing: ears
crush: *secret*
first school: Merry Bells Pre-school house
first house location: cainta
first kiss: parents
first car: isuzu
9 LASTS
last time you smoked: none.never.
last food you ate: mangoes
last car ride: awhile ago
last movie you watched: moments of love
last phone call: pas
last CD you listened to: i forgot, it's been a long time
last song you listened to: narda(?)
8 HAVE-YOU-EVERS
dated a best friend: nope
been arrested: nope
been on TV: yup(for just a quick sec)
eaten sushi: yup.
cheated on your BF/GF: i dnt have any. ut i will never.
been on a blind date: nope
been out of the country: yup
been in love: oh yes...haha
7 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1. shirt
2. shorts
3. underwear
4. slippers
5. earrings
6. ponytail
7. hairclip
6 THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY
1. went to our store
2. grocery
3. used the computer
4. make receipts
5. went to the adoration chapel
6. ate lunch & dinner
5 FAVORITE THINGS
1. pc
2. celphone
3. bags
4. guitar!
5. my pillow
4 PEOPLE YOU TRUST THE MOST (it's in no particular order...)
1. my mom
2. my barkada-st.paul
3. my close friends
4. GOD
3 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. be able to repay may parents for all the things they've done for me
2. meet my soulmate
3. adopt a baby for him/her to feel that they're being loved.
2 CHOICES
vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
hugs or kisses: hugs
1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW:
1. uuhhm...

2006-04-22T04:24:00.000-07:00

hay...ako'y naiinis na... i re-typed this entry twice already... i'm tired now... the computer kept on restarting...

anywey, m tired the whole week cz i've been helping my mom in transferring the whole store to its new location...new construction, new place, new street, same store... please pray namn that our transfer would be smooth-sailing, cz i really pity my mom, she's so stressed and everything... we already encountered some problems like a while ago---while we applied for transfer of the telephone line... my mom almsot cried...because there's this huge problem talaga...grbe i really love God... the problem that we encountered is so impossible to be solved... but God was so kind...long story pero that's all i can say... God is good, God loves us, God is the best...i dnt want to see my mom being depressed, sad, whatever... when the problem was suprisingly solved, she was really shaking because of joy... THANK YOU GOD!

if you noticed, i changed my layout...isn't it cute? rainbow magic... weh... just click on the squares to navigate...ok?

and i would like to congratulate my cousin Jonnah Lacanilao for receiving the magna-cumlaude title at the University of the Philippines, Diliman...your'e the best!! mwah3!!! (nge. bumati??)

i'm still inlove. wt 'ya think?ü

blah...

2006-04-18T06:24:00.000-07:00

nothin much today...

just went to my cousin's house and ate lunch there (do i have to go there just to eat lunch? haha)... my mom dropped me off there since our store is just nearby...anyhoot... my younger cousin has chicken pox...i hope i'll not get chicken pox too...i had one when i was in grade one, but it was a "not-so-many-dots"...so m frightened to be hit by chicken pox again...shux...

m happy today...basta...

though, kinda pissed...basta...

but.....t'was a good and fruitful day, even if i ddnt do much...

2006-04-17T00:05:00.000-07:00

i'm back....

well, from using the internet... i ddnt use the internet for one week, why? cz its holy week, and i have to do a sacrifice... i know its not a big sacrifice or anything, but i just thought that it is still a sacrifice...m fond of using the internet almost everyday, and i gave it up for 1 week... that's still something 'ya know...

hay, too bad i wasnt able to join the visita iglesias with my mom last monday, cz i have to get my clearnce namn... sayang... after getting it, my friends and i went to kfc to eat. m really starving at that time, cz i frgot to eat my brkfast... i think... it was worth it, though... we chatted, laughed our hearts out, and just seeing them talaga makes me happy...really...after, we all went home and i have to stopped by meralco to pay the bills...then, rested......

last tuesday, i was so excited because my friends and i went to another friend's house to swim...weee... i really miss them so much... i wanted to get a darker skin, eh hapon na, so nothing happened...oh well... we ate a 20' pizza...super laki talga... we ate it all mski 5 lang kme... (gutom??)....

wednesday, my mom, i and our helper watched moments of love... suuuper ganda!! better watch it... it's worth it...*kakakilig*, after, bought some things, ate at frio mixx, then went home....

aside from that,. before watching a movie, i went to our store to do my summer job... make receipts, answering the phone, or whatsoever, things like that......

then for the rest fo the week, i cleaned the house, washed the dishes, arranged some photos in the photo album...either i'm in my summer job or in the house...nothin "biggy" for the week, but its all worth it, i feel so useful this past few weeks...yesss...

easter sunday, went to mass... of course... and i feel so happy this day... maybe because its a happy day for all of us...u know what i mean---JESUS--- then i saw pas, that made my morning even better...cz i miss her too... and after, my mom and i ate at dampa libis, bought some seafoods tyen let it cooked there...yum3!!! baked tahong and buttered garlic shrimp...my favorite forever...woohooo...after, went to the mall, bought a pair of shorts for swimming, and other stuffs...

my brother just got home from boracay...i wish i could go there... hehehe.. he bought me a hanging decor, 2 anklts and a bracelet... suhwweeett!!

that's it...

*pppoooffff*

2006-04-08T06:55:00.001-07:00

Sunday (April 1)
...*this entry is inspired by the claudine-raymart wedding*...

i just wondered that night after watching their wedding on tv:
1.) when will i be able to meet the right person that is really meant for me? the one whom i can call my soulmate...and
2.) or if i ever did bumped into that person already, how would i know who he is?

...love is so mysterious...honestly, even i don't really know the true meaning of love... but i guess, i know what is love when i feel it...oh, not only i guess...i'm sure i know what is love when i feel it..

Monday-Thursday
when i woke up monday morning, i'm super warm...my temp. was 39.5...how high could that be? i did not even do anything... good thing my pedia has a monday sched, so lunch time, we hurried going to medical city cainta branch...she has so many patients...we sat and waited for my name to be called for almost 2 hours...wow...i just wished i just rested at home...oh well, i just found out that i have this internal bacteria...not necessarily there, but its starting na... so she gave me an antibiotic and tempra....

for four days i can't really eat..seriously, walang gana and the antibiotic was so strong... prang khet kmain ako ng kmain...wala din...walang laman yung tiyan ko...and my stomach was so painful...to the point that i cried...ang hapdi sa tiyan...i felt helpless talga...

my mom said that if on thursday i still have a fever, she will bring me tot he hospital and be confined...xe its been four days na...good thing thursday night sinat nalang, though i still have this stomach ache...

Friday(April 7)
my mom kept on touching my forehead/neck to see if i still have fever...it's official...wala na... so she allowed me to go to mica's debut, coz she knows i really wanted to go... i want to see my classmates...sobra...i really miss them...

went to the mall at around lunch time, bought mica a gift then went to the parlor to blowdry my hair... my mom did the make up...it was really nice... i wore fuschia pink with violet "laylay" gown...silver shoes...

i had soo much fun today coz i was able to see them...we laughed, ate, and had fun tlga... and i was surprised coz i was the one who substituted ian...the last person in the 18 candles... i was flattered and all...pero nagulat talga ko...i dnt know what to say...hehe... after the debut, we went straight to eastwood...nag chill...we cooled ourselves in the Coffee bean cafe...and before reaching that destination...pahirapan...kasi nka gown kme!...nice one... so eun...ngdaldalan lang kme up to 2am na i think...then went home...este...went to meg's home... overnight kme ni rayne dun, and we slept mga 3am na..or ako lang pla...m sooo slipy na kc talga...so there...

so fun.

2006-04-02T01:26:00.000-08:00

I’m back!!!!
-well, actually kahapon pa…SOBRANG SAYA ng trip naming…as in…

5:30- Ninoy Aquino International Airport
ayan, dito kme nghintay, and kumain muna ko cz I’m really starving at this time… I only ate a hotdog sandwich and a can of pineapple juice…diet? NO! of course not, it’s the only meal na nagustuhan ko… I like to eat rice, kaya lang ang mahal namn mashado…so tiis na lang muna…yuck kuripot pala…
this is also the time that I texted my friends for the very last time before I leave… and na touched ako sa isang tao xe he even woke up just to text… and also with my other friends who replied nman… thanks!

8:30- boarding Philippine Airlines flight PR 503
9:00- our flight was supposed to be at 8:30… it was kinda delayed but twas okay… we sat at rows 26 G and 26 H…mine was 26 H…wla lang…
when it was time for take-off, I kept on chewing bubblegum xe evry plane ride makes my ear hurt… anyway…breakfast was served… I ate tapa, fried rice corndog, brownies and drank orange juice… yum2! Also, I watched harry potter and the goblet of fire… so nice talaga nung movie na yun…listened to the radio and slept for a while…

12:00- Changi Airport, Singapore
WOW!!! Their airport was so amazing…very clean, people are quiet and disciplined, and they all look so organized… picture…picture… walked through the travellator(fun!)… and then, our ride was already there… guess who’s with us inside the van?.... Romnick Sarmienta…his brother and a friend… funny… and a couple…
it was a 30 minute ride going to our hotel… and I ddnt get bored or nything because my eyes are busy sight seeing… Singapore has so many trees, flowers, and that their lanes are opposite… our right lanes is their left lanes, and our left lanes are their right lanes… cool…
2:00- Hotel 81 (Lorong 18 gaylang road)
this is the place where we stayed, a small, bluish, hotel…their staffs are friendly…
3:00- took a cab
the cab was a hi-tech one… he has this credit card machine…you can pay using your credit card, and a small screen where it flashes the plate number and the name of the driver… asteeeg…
3:45- CHINA TOWN!!!
We headed here xe the receptionist said that we can buy cheap items here… hehe… it was a biiiggg place…nanakit mga paa naming kakalakad… before roaming pla, we ate muna… Vietnamese cuisine… mine kinda looks like porkchop but different taste… it was really good as in… my mom ate noodles… and a uber fresh lumpia for appetizer… it costs us 15 Singapore dollars… it was kinda expensive for a street food…oh well…
In here I bought my UST and paulinian friends some pasalubong… it’s the only thing that is within my budget…hehehe… but its nice dnt worry….my mom also bought pasalubongs for her friends…and we bought several watches for my brother, cousins, helper, and for us of course..it was so nice…and fancy… cute… hmmm.. we bought clothes for my brother and for ourselves…shmpre….
7:00- phew!!!! pagod na kme….stop na…hehehe… we headed to a restaurant… I ate mao’s braised beef… yummy…parang adobo…ay eto, naa maze ako cz its 7:00 pm na pero maliwanag pden… parang mgssix palang sten…gnon…coolness…picture..picture…
8:00- we went back to the hotel…tired…very tired…so 9 tulog nko…

March 30
5:30-woke up
6:00- ate breakfast, took a bath, get dress….
7:45- the driver picked us up…
8:15- suntec building
we waited for the bus that will pick us up there… this building is an office/ mall… all of there buildings have malls inside…some of their buildings…
9:00- here comes the bus…. It was a tourist bus…. And I just kept on looking to their surrounding cz its really beautiful…
9:30- MALAYSIA!!!!!
Johure bahru to be exact… but we have to get down from the bus once we entered Malaysia…we have to go through their immigration… haaay….
Rode the bus again, and went through our first stop….their culture house…
It was like a compound, we first went in to an example of a malaysian house, their houses are all made up of wood, a provincial house in the Philippines if you want to imagine how it looks like… they also gave a free taste of their coconut biscuits and juice… also, we were able to take a look at the things that wedding visitors gives to the malaysain bride and groom…it has to be of same color…mostly pink and violet… (uhh..i love that colors)…anyway… we were able to watch their cultural dance… it was nice… and the 4 teenagers were really friendly, they kept on smiling at me, and invited me to take pictures with them… awww… maybe their ages are the same as my age… usually kc, their visitors are adults, cgro ngayon nalang uli nakakita ng mejo bata…
Next, is we went to their jewelry shop…kala ko nmn mura…sobrang mahal din pala… buti nalang di ako mahilig.hehehe… they even showed us how a liquefied metal can be turned into a hard metal…cool…
11:30- batik shop…
they are known for their batiks next to Indonesia… sbrang galing nilang magcolor nung batik…as in… they just damped the brush and the colors just spreads…I mean, tanchado nila…ang galing… my mom bought a pair of batik slippers… 33 ringgit is the price…
12:30- mosques
sbrang nice nung mga mosques nila…they have big mosques…kinda looks like baguio namn when you take a look at the surroundings…
1:00- we rode the bus again… did some pinpointing for some known places there by the tour guide and went back to singapore… immigration uli… then, back to suntech building…

SINGAPORE
2:30- sobrang gutom nako!!! Nde pkme ngllunchL… buti nalang suntec is a mall… so bmili kme ng food…and went back to where we’re going to be picked up… sobrang gutom that for the first time, ang bilis ko kmain using chopstix pa…
3:00- Singapore tour….
First went to jewelry factory…agen…my mom bought a pair of earrings… at eto anf nkakaamaze, from 180 sing. Dollars, nging 100 nalang!!! Hahaha… sbrang cute nung earrings…. Parang chocolate…weh….
Next stop…sa center ng singapore…yung may lion..xmpre dko alm ang twag..o bsta yun..sbrang saya…picture2… and ang srap ng hangin…and the splash of sea water coming from the lions mouth… very relaxing when you’re there…romantic…
Next, building whre the cable car is, actually, going to sentosa park wasn’t part of our plan… xe it’s a city tour lang tlga…eh sbrang nakakatempt talaga… so humiwalay kme dun sa couple na ksma naming sa tour… then we rode the cable car!!! Scary at first… sobrang taas kasi tlga… but then again, I love heights namn, so afterwards, ngenjoy ndn ako.. then, bmaba kme sa sentosa park na mismo… ate first at a pasta house… super yummy nung lasagna…
Then we cannot decide what to do inside… eh since its raining, dun kme sa something na di kme mbabasa and maeenjoy nmin at the same time…and that is the underwater world…..rode the green line bus…then entered the under water world…
SOBRANG GANDA…as in… sbrang mas naappreciate ko pa ang creation ni God… sa sbrang gda nung mga creatures, the fishes, corals, all of it… I even saw dory and nemo…hahaha… and I learned several things about those species… I enjoyed more when we were surrounded by the big aquarium… GRABE…ang ganda talaga… we rode the travelator twice… sbrang nkakaamze xe talaga…phew…God is so great!!!

8:00- picture2 outside… and rode the red line bus papuntang harbour front bus… so eun, we have no idea what bus number to ride… so we explored the bus terminal… rode the number 80 bus back to gaylang road… their buses are so cute… weh… and the people are disciplined..they can only get down the bus in the bus stop…unlike here, kahit saan…
9:00- hotel 81 na, watched American idol… then sleep….

March 31
5:15- woke up
6:00- ate breakfast, took a bath, tied my hair…
7:15- the driver picked us up…
8:00-batam fast port
waited until 8:30 to board…
8:30- board the jet raider 11 ferry…off to INDONESIA…
I kept on laughing during this trip xe the yung pinapanood during the trip was mr. bean… eh I never get tired of watching his series/ movie… kmeng dlwa lang nung Singaporean yung tawa ng tawa….hehehe….
9:30- INDONESIA!!!
Again, we went through their immigration… so eun… we rode a van… the tour guide was Erick… and may dumagdag pa smeng 4 tourist.. they are a family of Singaporeans… and their helper was a Filipino..and she is so close to the family..imagine 15 years na sha sa kanila… wow…
Nwey…first stop… polo Ralph Lauren shop… I dnt know why we’re here, maybe because the prices of the shirts are cheaper here than in malls… eh hnde namn kme bmili… ang nbili naming within the place was an oil painting..made by the seller himself…cool…ang galing…I pity him tho, xe he is a poor man, so good thing, naisipan ni mama na sa kanya nalng bmili, atleast nkatulong kme khet pano..
Next… pasalubong store… ditto bmili km eng peanuts and a pack of prawn crackers..sbrang sarap…as in…

12:00 -
3rd stop… a small souvenir shop again… I thought we weren’t going to do something here… but hey… this is where we ate our lunch…its inside pla the souvenir shop… seafoods galore!!! Sobraaaang sarap ng food… grbe.,… and mejo na disappoint xe spicy halos lahat nugn snerve na viand… eh here comes the shrimps…buttered shrimp to be exact…grbe..its my favorite… eh parang ako yung nkaubos…cz they dnt want naman the shrimp… m so lucky…weh… anyway..after eating, the male Singaporean sang at the karaoke… funny… their family was nice…really…and funny too…he sang my way… hehehe

1:30- Barata
this looks like uniwide… sbrang yung mga items are onm sale… 70%!!! Shopping to!! Ditto ko nkbili ng capri, some clothes, and my mom bought a pair of shoes and a batik dress… kaya lang we have to leave the place… kagad… pfft…the clothes there are so nice pa namn…
2:30- mega mall batam
I thought this was megamall tlga… eh I realized that mega Is a general word… toink! Nwey, this is a mall, and we can roam around for 3 hours…so eun, we shopped again..ate at kfc… and nkakatawa cz the cashier and I cannot understand each other… I just did sign language for her… (hmf..kw ah)…hahaha…and wala suilang gravy...naman…it’s the combination of chicken and gravy I love…but anyway, timplado na pla…so eun:D
6:00- batam port
ntakot ako while on the ferry, kc sssooobraang lakas ng ulan, mlakas yung waves… scary…buti nalng we’re safe..phew…
8:30- Singapore port…
9:30- sleep….zzzzzzzzzz

April 1
6:00-woke up
6:30- took a bath, breakfast
7:30- took a cab… off to good shepherd church
saying di namin naabutan yung mass, tho its okay, xe nkpg pray talga kme seriously…after that, ngloiter muna kme, picture2… then we bought a drink at Victoria rd… fizz yung name ng ininom ko… yummy…then..back to the hotel…
9:30- pack-up na… then rest for a while…
10:45- driver picked us up… bye hotel.bye staffers.
11:30- Changi Airport
bought some chocolates and other stuffs at duty free…picture2…last look…
1:00- BYE SINGAPORE….had a blast!!

*phew..that was long… even tho other counties are more stabilize… I still love the Philippines….yeah!

2006-03-27T02:08:00.000-08:00

VACATION NA!!!!
many things happened...kaya nga hnde nmko nka pag update...hay...anyway..here i am... san bko mgsstrt?
hmmm..

naging busy kme with school requirements, not that heavy pero, nkakapagod magisip... first is our paper in english...it was a thesis actually, pero 1 chapter lang pinagwa niya, thank God, and he was so kind to chunked it(sub chapter by sub chapter)...it was helpful really, than forcing us to do the whole chapter in one submission...it was fun critiquing...you get to talk with ur classmates...after you've finished critiquing...i mean, do whatever you want as long as you can give sir the score that you got from your 'partner'...

next, music video in lit...'tws fun tlga...i got the role of mutya ng pasig... m so flattered because i was chosen to be 'her'...hehehe... anyhoot, we met at UST catlwalk, rode a "god is love" jeepney...we were so excited to shoot the vdeo... at itukso ba daw ako sa guard dun? hala na... it was frustrating na nde namin nasuot ung filipinian cz it's not allowed, we need to have a permit choo2 pa...so modern nalng,...may 'kasintahan' in the vdeo was chuckie, my mother was meg, yaya-bab, drector-ian, scriptwriter-bellots...funny...i realized that we're a picture addict...shux...

bad luck...we were suppose to edit our vdeo at my house...dhel sa movie maker...nagovernyt dito c ian...and so sad... iba ang movie maker nmin..dnownload n nmin lahat ng pde idownload...ta-da..wla pa rin...we slept mga 2am na...very tiring...that night dn, i asked permission if i cud sleep at meg's house...for backup...tho ian was the one who will make the vdeo..incase lang na may kailangan xa... together with chuckie...dun kme ngstay... at nkapang bahay kmeng nglalakad sa UST...msta nmn dba...(lunukin ang kahihiyan)... kysa wala diba...dun xe kme ngpadwnload ng smthing...went to janna's place para ipaburn ung whole chapter ng thesis...cge...paguran to... nwey, ian was the ebst,,,ntapos nia ang music vdeo nmin..clap..clap..clap...the best!

FINALS:
first day: psychology---tow days akong ngaarallbut m not really contented with my answers...m nt even cnfident..hw come?
second: logic---uhhh..grbe sir...tahnks tlga, lumabas lahat ng inaral ko!!! sna pumasa ako...
lit: essay...hard to understand his question..wish ko lang nsgot ko ng maayos...
third: CWG---isa pa tong nde ako cnfident cz i dnt know what to review...sbe nia its all about general infos... pero...nde dn pla...shux...
fourth: math---mmm, ok namn...speechless...

*hay, sna ok nmn...yko bmgsak...yko mgsummer...it will ruin may vacation...

so now, vcation na... i'll be leaving on wednesday...for 4-5 days i think...pnta kameng singapore-malysia-indonesia... weee... i can't wait!!! to those people na tntxt ko...i'll miss txting u guys...

april 7---greet mikaela felipe!! wah..excited ndn ako dito!!